﹫CHIMERA .

chimera . poppy or nikolai . large DID system . they/he/it/shi

[oldcomrades]

hello! you seem like a cool sys1 tell me a lil about yourself and your alters if ya dont mind?

hi! we would be happy to tell you more!

our system is called chimera. we are a traumagenic system medically recognised with DID. we have a high(er) headcount and are fictive & masculine heavy. our system is themed around the call of duty team chimera, one of our current big interests, and our main host is sourced from there.

we collectively go by poppy or nikolai and use they/he/it/shi pronouns- not in order of preferences. collectively intersex transmasc, nebularose and queer and in a romantic relationship with a lovely boy named nova. hi, nova! we are open to platonic partnersystems.

please keep in mind we struggle with several disorders such as autism and ADHD and a few others. interaction with care and patience is appreciated.

our collective current interests include call of duty, red dead redemption, arcane, avatar, our flag means death, date everything!, markiplier, music and minecraft, and much more. there is a chance you'll see headmates of these sources posting on this account, too.

we have a few hosts. our main host and most important headmate is nikolai who uses he/him. he is a bear, taken insys. he is a huge nerd for bears, helicopters and russian history. other hosts are: cosmo (he/shi/hier), ivor (he/they), jake (he/xem), james (he/him), lilli (he/she/they), sister (shi/they/her), terzo (he/him) and tobias (he/ghost)

anyone is free to add our socials! discord: oldcomrades ; ask for others.

dni: basic dni & sysmeds

other info: we are dutch and currently live in the netherlands. we have some problematic sources.

[pyronado-moved]

Please stop trigger tagging with #epilepsy tw/cw/warning/etc.

I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is

I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.

Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.

Here’s proof of what I mean:

THIS POST IS 100% OKAY TO REBLOG, I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE WITHOUT EPILEPSY TO ESPECIALLY DO SO!

[demonicsymphony]

And if you’re in the notes or tags telling us to “just get a new tag”

Fuck You

[wisteria-the-alterhuman]

Just wanna say, THANK YOU FOR MORE REBLOGS THAN LIKES! We need to get more people to see this!!!

[notahumanbah]

People who don't like the progress pride flag because it's "too much" should be required to donate 20 billion trillion dollars to POC and intersex people and aids/hiv organizations. You are the exact reason why we had to add those stripes and triangles to the flag so that we weren't forgotten or labeled as "too much" to be included in these spaces

[hazedxg0]

DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about

The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories

Constant depersonalization and derealization

Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life

Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time

Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating

Dissociative stupor/trance

Alexithymia

Identity issues outside of alters

Inability to connect with other people

Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it

Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation

Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc

The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting

Somatic flashbacks

Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you

[oldcomrades]

hi tumblr hehehaha we're a mod for the bah blog @notahumanbah 🥳🥳🥳🥳 they're awesome so follow them ok?

[valtsv]

[oldcomrades]

hi i learned how to make userboxes so should i start a userbox making blog

[notahumanbah]

It's your birthday, so I know you want to riiiiiide out

Even if we only go to myyyyy house

Sip mo-weezy as we sit upon myyyyy couch

Feels good, but I know you want to cryyyyy out

You sayyy you want passiooon, I think you found it

Get reaady for actiooon, don't be astounded

[oldcomrades]

hi

[pomidaea]

Images with the same energy

[oldcomrades]

oh chapter 25

[sour-echinacea]

where do people get energy from

[oldcomrades]

"i know you're in this server" sounds so threatening for no reason

A hint, you say? Hmm. We're fictive-heavy. Does this help at all? IDK. But there's your hint

IT DOESN'T HELP TUMBLR ANON

i'm gonna study every system in the server now

also yes i am threatening /silly

[oldcomrades]

it's the tumblr anon again, hi! You can call us Ash (it's a name stolen from a middle school classmate)

We're doing better than we were half an hour ago, but still feeling kinda dizzy. Also, tell Nico we said hello back!

hi tumblr anon ash!!

i'm glad to hear you're doing better than before 💪 we're also good mm eating dinner

[oldcomrades]

"tumblr anon is u see this"

yes, I see this. Hi!

hi tumblr anon

what's up with you today [hehe]

[ydhsbhsnf-deactivated20210613]

that "OKAY SO" before someone u love starts infodumping........ most blessed feeling in the world

[roughbuddy]

reblog to let your mutuals know that they can always give you the “OKAY SO” and you will listen

[oldcomrades]

🎉 congratulations! you are the :D and <:] mutual! 👋

we're doing this on anon because, as you might be able to tell, we are #scared of interaction 🙀. feel free to guess 🕵️ who this is though

oh twin don't be scared to interact with us we probably don't bite

probably /silly

here's a tiger of courage for you