Justplainoldme

[oldfashionedkaboomer]

You sent me this song, said you thought that I would enjoy it. And yes, it is beautiful. Just like you. ❤️❤️

Do you miss me? Do you still love me? Is that why you sent it? Do you want to come back to me someday?

I truly hope so. You are my life. My world. I love you with every part of my being. I always will.

You are my everything Petro Marallich.

All my love.

[oldfashionedkaboomer]

This song perfectly sums up our sitsuation and how I feel. Guess it was written for me.

Wishing you nothing but success and happiness on your new adventures. May you make amazing memories to last you a lifetime.

Taking a break is the worst thing ever. I pray you return to me and that we can live the life we planned and realise every dream we dreamt together.

I will love you. Always. Endlessly.

[oldfashionedkaboomer]

Alone. Utterly alone. The worst feeling in the world. Being surrounded by others yet being totally and utterly alone. I chose you. I chose us. Yet you? Whisked off on an adventure to fulfill your needs, wants and desires. Me, left alone, by myself. I love you, but I hate this. I wish you happiness, but this seriously sucks. If no one wants you and hears you cry, does it still hurt? One day, maybe, happiness will find me.

[this-is-a-job-for-vesemir]

Tony is done with them

[oldfashionedkaboomer]

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[oldfashionedkaboomer]

Been at this game called life for a while now and the one thing that it doesn't is easier. We have uos, we have downs, and by gosh, sometimes it seems we have sideways and diagonal as well!!! The thing that stands out the most for me is how much more difficult dicisions get. Seem that the further we go along this road, the more complex these decisions get, because we need to consider so many more people and factors than just ourselves. So for me the question begs, which decision is the best one to take in any given circumstance.

Well, hell if I know?????

What I do try to base mine on is my own happiness. I have been told that it is a little self centred, but if I am not happy in myself or with muself, how can I share happiness with anybody else. So, hard is it is, and knowing I will be judged, I place my faith in that which makes me happy and trust that in the end it will ne worth it. Will it work out? I honestly do not know. But I hope and I trust and I believe and remind myself everyday that I need to do my part to ensure that I give happiness the best possible chance to find me again.

P