RachelGwynn

not rachel.

[oldierachel]

why hello fellow people who actually know who i am! sorry you had to see all of my depressing rants, i promise im actually a happy person. like no need to worry bout a thing friends

[oldierachel]

So many years I spent trying to justify those actions. I'm done. Sorry. When life goes to shit, just like I know it's about to.... ....call me up. As much as I'm done justifying, I will always be there. As much as I want to try and move on, I won't. I never have, never will. I still will love you even when you don't love me. I will still be there for you even if you're not there for me. You know where I live, knock on my door. If the door is locked, go through the garage, you know the password to get in. If you forget the password, it's alright, it's been a while since you've had to use it anyways. You know the door won't be locked though, it's us...ha. Just come in and run up to my room, I know the sound and rhythm of your footsteps. I'll be there my arms stretched out ready to give you a hug because you're the perfect height for me. I know to find a guy your height to date. Please excuse if I start crying during our embrace, at that time, I would have been waiting a long long while to give you a hug. I love you okay, even though I fucked up. You fucked up too. We all did. Every single one us so fucked up but we love it. Ha, remember that?

[oldierachel]

I want to go back two Monday's ago when we watched the sun rise together, not thinking about the distance between our lives for our hearts were close enough

[oldierachel]

update

I am sexually attracted to Stephen, I want to cuddle with Cam, I stupidly kissed Calvin, Calvin forced me to do it, my mom doesn’t like me too much, I lost my best friend, and I have a five hundred page book due soon and I haven’t even started.

[televisionreference]

*seductively walks up to a hot person at a party* so what hogwarts house are you in? 

[wizardshark]

I’m not even going to lie if someone did this we’d be dating within the hour

[tateeelangdonnn-blog]

Evan Peters – Character Appreciation 

[oldierachel]

I don't know about you Mr. you claim to be different, "Rachel I'm not a typical rfh scumbag" but for some reason, I can't help but think that as soon as we are ready for our own adventures together, you're going to do what every other guy always does. You're going to take the hotter on that adventure. I can see right through your bs, and it saddens me because you sing the same song I do. There is nothing greater than belting out a beautiful song with someone right next to you, each word bellowing from both of our throats. It's a shame Mr.

[oldierachel]

I know you are hurting, my friend. Me too. I’m hurting because you’re hurting and that makes me sad. I only want to best for you, I only want the best for everyone. If only God only gave us the best and tossed away all of the shit that he deals us. We are all a bunch of angsty teens with angsty earbuds attached to our ears blasting the most angsty music while wearing our angsty converse with angsty tears rolling down our cheeks because OUR LIVES FUCKING SUCK. I don’t want you to be hurting. I don’t want anyone to be hurting. I just want all of our smiles not to be forced for once in our lives. I just want to fall in love hard and fast and know that he’ll be there to catch me before I hit the floor. Why did he do this to you, my friend? How come you had to paint your smile on your face this morning? How come I saw tears in your eyes when you were listening to that song that reminds you of him? How come, God? How come he took away the one thing that makes you truly happy? I know it’s his job in life to teach us lessons. I know that there is probably some silver lining to your situation. But what he did to you is not fair and ya know what?! As one of you best friends, I fucking hate him for that.

[oldierachel]

it's 3:59 i should be sleeping but im thinking about you

[sooxem]

[oldierachel]

I know you love her. I know she's prettier. I know she dresses more to your liking. But I do know she is a toxin in your life where I am not. No, I may not wear black ripped jeans on a daily basis, but I know I will put your smile as my highest priority where as she will not. No I don't love you quite yet, but we would grow to love each other unconditionally. I promise you at least that.

[oldierachel]

Come cuddle me and hum rhcp in my ear

[oldierachel]

just wanna live on the beach and listen to rhcp with the waves crashing in the backround

[oldierachel]

I love you the same amount I hate you

[thenbhd]

WIPED OUT! 🌊🌴🌊🌊🌊 available on-line at midnight ✂️: @dylankleong + 📹: fans 🙏🙏

[oldierachel]

please, I'm begging you, just don't forget what happened between us

[oldierachel]

such a fucking shame, I could have given you everything