Alr uhh- I'll be pinning this for now until I make a proper pinned post-
But while I'm here, I need to make and expand on a boundaryyy hhhhh... granted its ironic asf considering the fandom this blog is of, but I think I have a somewhat valid reason,
PLEASE don't ask or tell me to draw or do anything of AM
In very rare cases, I may do something of him myself if I can handle it, but just don't randomly tell me to do it, and I mean this because I know how popular this machine thing is in the fandom
Explaining why ↓ (TW: mentions of (my) gr**mer/ab*ser and details of what they did)
...There's no other or easier way to explain why, so I'll just say it: AM reminds me of my groomer/abuser because of similar personality traits they have and actions they do
Including:
Frequently lashing out over trivial things and expecting others to simultaneously make him feel better and take responsibility for whatever pissed him off
Taking out anger on others by being abusive to them
Having some kind of obsession with s*x including (and especially) when it's nonconsensual
Exploiting what causes people distress and using that info to further hurt them whenever they do something "wrong" in his eyes
And much much more, I can't even list all of them because this guy did so much shit throughout the 3-4 years we were in contact
(I'm sorry the details are quite graphic, its just that I feel like if I don't go into detail, people won't believe or take this seriously)
I know it might sound stupid, and I know I haven't mentioned this person on this blog before and generally in a while, but I mean when I say a lot of things AM does, say, think, etc, are scarily similar to this one person who I thought was a friend, who mentally and s*xually abused me and caused a lot of hurt to my school friends and I during my early teenage years.
And while I've already established how I don't want my oc Mizzle to be shipped with AM in ANY way, I'm now having to expand on that by making this post
Ofc I'm not stopping you from liking AM, posting about him, selfshipping with him, etc, I'm just asking for you to continuously mention him on my blog, and ESPECIALLY not in a romantic/s*xual way because it will be triggering for me. Sometimes I can handle seeing posts like that from others (say, they appear on my homepage) but other times it's more difficult and I just won't interact with said posts
And I know that me saying that I hate being reminded of AM sounds blasphemous for some people in this fandom but just, please hear me out on this bc I'm not joking or exaggerating about anything here.. thxxxx
based off rhe radio drama i reallt like how this turned out aw. not a ship i just think AM has no sense of personal space ^_^ im so very proud snf. hi ted hi AM
Also fun fact: Hope is gonna be more of a wolf in sheeps clothing kinda gal. Girlie is far from an innocent lil bean. Hehe. But lore reason comes later shhhhh...
This is my idea for Ted’s outcome in my AU :3! I wanted to give him a role in the events posterior to BE’s re-emergence (which is after her divorce + the arrival of her humans), and although I DON’T have his purpose very clear because of the lack or development in that part of the lore, I DO know that I want him to shift into a new body just like AM did! My idea comes from the fact that he was turned into a slug-thingy, which is sorta similar to a caterpillar, which logically could transform into a butterfly man-thingy! I hardly believe he would be satisfied with this body at first, but he’d very much prefer it over the previous. I sketched my first ideas as shown below
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