endure & survive .

a clean conscience -- ALL GONE .

[oldtmer]

my one or two days of screen break turned into a month -- i’m back at work and now that i’ve sorta got my routine down again, i’d like to get back to writing! however ... tumblr hasn’t particularly been my scene for a while, and i have far too many muses and too little time to worry about keeping up with blog after blog after blog ... so! i have compiled a multi-muse list, my discord, and my email for some discord and/or email rp.

what would be most comfortable for me right now is perhaps discussing plots via discord, and then threading via email. but if this doesn’t work for you, while we plot and discuss, please just let me know your preference and maybe i can make a lil server or smth for us to thread in. thanks for your patience all, and i hope to get writing with you again! not only with Joel, but with many of my other muses as well <3

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1oOXaZ9mhmKfxn6daxsw1KEvsdky66FBn_zkD_WNNwKY/edit?usp=sharing

[oldtmer]

i’m gonna take another screen break today i think, i’m feeling blah. not for any reason in particular, i just think i’m getting sick LOL so i’m gonna do stuff in the yard today and keep myself busy (after my coffee ofc). maybe do some gardening or cut the grass or take a nap on the trampoline. i’ve noticed if i keep busy when i start feeling sick, then i can kinda bypass the worst of it so we shall see how i’m feeling later tonight and i’ll see if i can’t get some things done. sorry y’all! sore throats and headaches suck ://

also @/qiianze is the best ever in the whole wide world, pass it on !!!!!!!!! 

[oldtmer]

mvnces​

oldtmer replied to your post: highkey i have shaggy on my multi list …..

pls don’t tempt me like this …

[rooks]

[postabsquatulater]

Sometimes I still mentally think “OLD AS BALLS” when someone asks me how old something/someone is. 

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[oldtmer]

hi, i’m on my shit again -- but i needed to place this somewhere while i work out timelines for my gatsby prequel & also my former drill instructor ass is seething at this information

we know gatsby was a big fuckin’ liar, but telling everyone he was a major in the first world war after only having been in the military for one year, or maximum two years including training, etc ... even with the possibility of his being thrown into a battalion leader role because of causalities in the field (which was not uncommon then, especially for his division), there’s no goddamn way he could have been anything more than a corporal -- and even then, if he had been thrown into a “major” rank, with the filling of positions due to casualties, the highest he could have been is a sergeant major. and that’s really pushing it, and really stretching the luck of gatsby. he’d have had to have months waived from his TIG in order to just become a corporal in that time frame, and even then he was just some penniless farmer’s child. unless he was a fucking damn good soldier in training and on the field, it’s just safer to assume that gatsby is a big fuckin’ liar (which we already knew), and move on from there.

but then there’s a five year gap between the death of dan cody and his time meeting daisy. he could have, theoretically, joined the military for the start of the world war like nick had -- wherein nick served in the 3rd division (good for him, he’s a fucking badass i don’t care what anyone says), but gatsby served in the 7th infantry division (which was only established in 1917), and he met daisy while in training. in 1917 ... so, what the fuck did he do in those five years? that’s for me to find out and write about my dudes 👈👈

[cryptidsdad]

@oldtmer

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Forgot to post this haha

[oldtmer]

hello i am struggling with muse at the moment, as i have muse for characters that have no / dead fandoms. send help.

[duckydrawsart]

I had a dream of Joel in a vest, so I figured…why not make it a moody illustration

[oldtmer]

best pace yet! saw lots of critters on my run! deers, bunnies, found a feather and outran a shambler (this one was in app ofc). pretty proud of my progress, even if it's just a rough 40 second difference in pace. i'm getting faster!

[oldtmer]

hello, it is munday. will i post anything that isn’t in cosplay? perhaps. but today is not that day. take my pre-serum steve rogers on opening night of endgame.

[oldtmer]

@storymade​ ; the good, the bad & the dirty

this sucks -- everything about this sucks, for a better lack of words. the clip-clopping of hooves had been soothing in a sense. a living, breathing creature that didn’t want to snap down on his throat, or pull his guts out like a hunter dressing his kill was ideal in this day and age ... apparently. in truth, the man was still fucking confused, and all he really knew about what was going on was whatever information Morgan gave him. 

which Rick had taken with a grain of salt; considered the entire thing fallacious. perhaps a fever dream. maybe he was still in the hospital. maybe he was still in a coma? but then, maybe he wouldn’t be so self-aware were it a coma induced nightmare ... or perhaps he would be? Rick groans, shaking his head and grounding himself. there was no sense working himself up over theories and far-fetched existentialism. he had to live in the here and now.

unfortunately, the here and now just happened to be unsafe, like his gut had been telling him. and when greeted with a horde when rounding a block - kicked off the goddamn horse and made to run like a fool - the man had barely made it into a back alley and warehouse before he’s greeted with one more threat -- this one, at least, he felt more comfortable with. it wouldn’t be the first time he’d been held at gun point, and he knew that it certainly wouldn’t be the last time.

“ alright, ”   Rick tilts his head, hands up in a placating manner while he backs himself up against the cool wall.   “ alright. ”   a stare ... a silent standoff. he allows the silence to linger a moment -- tests the woman cautiously by shuffling his feet to the side slowly, though pausing at any indication that suggested she wasn’t fucking around.   “ if you’re gonna use it, make it worth it. i reckon this ain’t the time to be wasting bullets. ”

[oldtmer]

i have 2 questions -- 100% unrelated to Joel and my blogs and shit but. 1) have you read the great gatsby.   &&  if you have,   2) would you prefer to read a prequel following gatsby’s life leading up to the great gatsby/meeting nick. or would you prefer to read a sequel following nick and his time recovering after gatsby’s death.

asking for no reason at all. just curious ..........

[oldtmer]

sexual preferences.

bold - applies always. italic - applies sometimes. strikethrough - never applies.

✧ INCLINATIONS/HABITS:

is submissive | is dominant | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with multiple people at one time | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | prefers sex any time | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual

✧ BODY/APPEARANCE:

small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxer briefs | wears lingerie | goes ‘commando’ | shaves/waxes | doesn’t shave/wax | cup size a-c | cup size d-f | 1-5" in length | 6-9" in length | 10" or over in length

✧ SOUNDS:

is silent/makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand/partner/pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partner’s name | curses | fakes | exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud partner | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk

✧ TURN-ONS/KINKS:

having their hands pinned | pinning their partner’s hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partner’s hair | being watched (by their partner) | being watched (by a third party) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner ‘daddy’ | being called ‘daddy’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting/marking | being bitten/marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | being choked | dirty talk | being tied up | tying their partner up | being worshipped | worshiping their partner | humiliating | being humiliated | degrading | being degraded | knife play | blood play | being pegged | pegging

[oldtmer]

that’s right! i’m finally off my ass to do a mains call. but what does this mean, exactly?

i don’t like to do exclusives, as i feel the same character can be interpreted in many different ways, but consider my mains list as a VIP list of sorts!

all blogs/characters placed in my mains list will have first priority in terms of threads, inbox prompts, starters, etc. this also means you must be okay with my throwing random starters your way when the mood strikes, and also must be okay with my throwing inbox prompts at you whenever i see them on the dash and i feel like one applies to our muses! i won’t overwhelm you, but i’ll make a conscious effort to make your character one of my first priorities! 

now, considering i do have some featured muses now on Joel’s blog, you’re more than welcome to shoot me a private message to let me know whether or not you’d like to be placed on one of my other muse’s mains list as well! and if you do, (let’s say for arguments sake, you want to be placed on Rick’s mains list), not only will you get Joel love all the time, but you’ll get plenty of starters/prompts/etc from the other muse as well!

all you gotta do is slap a like down on this here post, and i’ll add you to Joel’s mains list in his document! <3   ( &&  please let me know if you’d like to be placed in Rick’s, or R’s list as well! )

[oldtmer]

i have quite a few threads in my drafts that i’ll be working through today -- i decided to give my poor body a break today and i’ll do my run tomorrow instead. my replies will be going into queue so i can work on inbox things as well (and also throw those into queue), but i’m always looking for a variety of things, so !!

i’ll also be posting a mains call later today, so keep an eye out for that too! <3

please comment with an emoji for a multi-para starter from a certain muse! also please specify if you’d like a different verse when you comment! otherwise, i’ll do the starter in that muse’s general verse!

☕ - Joel Miller (general verse post-part one, in Jackson) 🚓 - Rick Grimes (TWD; general verse anywhere S1 - S3) ✈️ - R (literal zombie from Warm Bodies, general verse -- still undead but he’s chill)

[oldtmer]

@xgoldenhour​ ; y’alright there, girl?

“ get up, ”   it’s a stage whisper -- harsh in tone, but only because of panic. they weren’t outta the woods quite yet in regards to safety, and he had a tendency to bark orders when he was nervous.   “ get up, we gotta go. c’mon, darlin’. we gotta go. ”