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@oliverxhamptonx
Can I say anything? Do anything?
âLooking for me? ¿QuĂŠ onda?â
âOh er...No. Sorry. I mean STRANGER DANGER. Kidding. I havenât followed that outlook since like...high school. Just...looking for my boyfriend. EX-boyfriend. Yeah. Iâm just gonna shut up now.â
âI guess this place is better than Seattle, at least for nowâ However, she knew that even if they were not together again, she still misses him, her fifty.
âI canât speak for Seattle but itâs WAY better than Philadelphia.â The male says with a nervous chuckle, swallowing thickly afraid every interaction may give away the knowledge that he has.
I shouldâve broken up with you, OllieâŚa long time ago. I shouldâve rejected you or made you hate me, but instead I just needed you. I need you, too.
connorwcllsh:
âbecause rebecca was trying to get some file off his computer. one that proved him to be lilaâs killer. except i donât even know if he was or not now. it just all got so screwed up. but you gotta believe me when i say it was him or us. annalise was out and he was so angry. he just didnât care anymore.â he looked at oliver trying to find some way of justifying that night. âbut i wasnât dead. i was  still here, still alive.â he was never good with words, could never quite figure out how to express himself properly, to say all that needed to be said. instead he cupped oliverâs cheeks and brought him in for a kiss. âi canât let you go. i canât. iâm not good enough a person. i should be but iâm not.â he whispered into the kiss, tears falling down his own faces, mixing with ollieâs. âi love you ollie but you can still leave, get out of this mess. you donât have to choose me.âÂ
His stomach drops at the mention of it being either him or Connor, âI do believe you.â And it was true because he could tell that Connor was actually telling him the truth. Oliver found it hard to swallow, shaking his head, âI was so scared. In comparison...you sleeping with Thomas is nothing compared to the alternative...You being dead.â He chokes out, a sob escaping from his lips when he feels the otherâs hands upon his cheeks, kissing him passionately and desperately, âI canât let you go either. That may make me selfish but I canât lose you. Iâm so sick of us being apart. Canât we just...be together again?â His eyes flutter closed for a moment as he brushes his nose against Connorâs, lips still pressed upon his, âIâll always choose you. Isnât that obvious now? I want you. All of you. Even the messy and broken parts of you. Just...no more hiding things from me. Iâm a big boy and Iâm making the choice to be with you. We have to protect each other.â
connorwcllsh:
he shook his head. âi couldnât. i was an accomplice, an accessory to a crime. and i almost did go. me and michaela, we drove to the station and everything. but the laurel busted us to annalise and we couldnât. and it wasnât intentional, we didnât mean to. but he was going to hurt us. and then michaela pushed him down the stairs and we thought he was dead. but he got up and attacked rebecca, probably would have killed her too. we thought he had killed that other girl at the time. so wes just whacked him round the head with the trophy. but that was all it took, you know?â he shouldnât have told oliver what he did, it only made him part o the crime. he shouldnât be part of it. he shouldnât know anything. the web of lies was too big and too dangerous. connor wanted to pull away when oliver held him, wanted to tell him to stay away. but he couldnât, he didnât have the energy and oliver was the only thing that felt good in his life. he did as he told, trying to focus on his breathing and getting it back to normal. focusing on the sound of ollieâs heartbeat. he looked up to meet oliverâs eyes and prickles of tears met his own. âi donât want you to leave me, not really. i just- iâm good at screwing everything up. and i was never meant to be involved in any of this. every time something like this happens i try to run, to get away and not be a part of it but i get caught up anyway. youâre the one good thing iâve got ollie, i canât screw you up too.âÂ
The entire room started to spin with the revealing of what happened, not sure he wanted to hear THAT much but then again all he ever asked was to know the truth but now that Connor was telling him, he didnât know what to think. âI...okay. I need to sit down.â Oliver says softly as he guides them both to the couch, leaning forward as he rests his forehead among his hands, knees bouncing as he tries to get the imagine of his Connor burying a dead body out of his head. âWhy was he going to hurt you?â He finally says, brows furrowing as he looks over at his lover, eyes glistening. âI thought you were dead.â He breathes out, entire body trembling as he shakes his head, âBefore we knew who it was...I thought YOU were the dead body they found. You werenât answering your phone and I was so scared. The thought of losing you forever...The thought of you being dead...I canât...You canât leave me, Connor.â Oliver finally croaks, tears falling down his cheeks, âWe can handle anything but I canât handle not having you in my life. You are my life and Iâd do anything for you. Iâd seriously do anything for you. I love you and I need you. I need you.â He huffs, wiping at his eyes, reaching over and grabbing Connorâs hand, âDonât leave me. We...can figure this out. Together. Youâre safe now. Weâre nowhere near Annalise and her craziness. We can be happy. Together.â
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connor looked at him, his eyes widening in shock. oliver was more perceptive than any of them gave him credit for. âi wasnât- you werenât my alibi okay? i swear. i just- i didnât know where to go. i didnât want you wrapped up in this whole thing so i lied. and it wasnât me okay? i didnât kill him. but i helped bury the body.â his voice was barely above a whisper at that point, scared of what oliver might do or say. âi know that okay? and thatâs why iâm so bad for you. and why we broke up in the first place. iâm damaged, even youâve admitted it. youâre better of without me. you always have been. donât you get it? you canât protect me. itâs already done. iâm too tangled up in this web of lies and blood and dead bodies. and now even waitlist is dead. and i canât- i wonât let you be involved in this. not now. not when you could end up like me. on the verge of a mental breakdown every single day.âÂ
A part of Oliver had made the connection quite sometime ago, he just wasnât sure he was ready to admit it or come to terms with the fact that his boyfriend...EX-boyfriend was an accomplice in a murder. Yet it all added up. Why else was Connor so persistent on keeping Oliver away? How worked up he got when he thought Phil was a murderer that he was flirting with. When he heard the words admitted aloud he chokes, eyes glistening as he looks at him, âWhy...why didnât you go to the police? If you didnât murder him...That should have been the first thing that you did.â Though his eyes close for a moment, trying to wrap his head around everything. Okay. So Connor was involved in the murder. Of another human being. A living breathing human being. But as Connor starts speaking more about how bad he is for him he takes a step forward, âConnor...youâre my life. I canât just be without you. Thatâs literally IMPOSSIBLE at this point. I can try to protect you. I can help you cover up your tracks or something. Hey. Shh.â He takes another step forward and wraps his arms around the man that he loved, pulling him close against his chest, âConnor, breathe. Okay? Just breathe. Look...weâre away from it all now, right? Thatâs why you wanted us to move to California? To get away? Well now weâre here in New York. No Annalise. Just you and me. In a city where no one knows us. We can start over. You got away. WE got away. And Iâm not leaving you so seriously stop trying to convince me to. I already tried that and it didnât work out. Maybe weâre meant to be together. We...can handle this.â HOW? He wasnât sure. I mean...the man of his dreams just admitted to being involved in a murder but what scared him the most...was how CALM Oliver surprisingly was.
connorwcllsh:
Oliver wet his lips even more, allowing himself to go further down, taking the other into his mouth even more as he hums along his length. He grips the base of his cock as he pulls off, âCompletely sober. I promise. This is your reward for being good last night and not taking advantage of me.â The male says with a smirk before bobbing his head down again, his free hand pulling the otherâs pants all the way down as he starts to pick up the pace. His hand slides up and down Connorâs thigh before reaching up to fumble gently with his ballsack. His other hand travels to the otherâs firm ass, pushing him further into his mouth.
connorwcllsh:
connor just breathed out a heavy sigh. âno, i never had an addiction to anything okay? it was just a messed up night.â he looked down and shook his head. âno it wasnât like that. i just- i was so mad and i wanted to hurt you, because iâm such an asshole.â he tried to take his exâs hands, his eyes searching his desperately. âiâm sorry, ollie. i want you okay? and only you. not him. i was over straight after. please? iâm sorry.âÂ
Oliver rubs the bridge of his nose, âWas it just to cover up Sam Keatingâs death? The night he was murdered? That was...the same night as the bonfire.â He says softly, not sure if it was true but he wasnât an idiot. The male put the pieces together and now he was awaiting to hear whether he was right or not from Connor. âSee thatâs the difference between us...because I never WANT to hurt you. How do I know you wonât want to hurt me again?â Though he sighs, taking a step forward, âStill it seems like we both hurt more when weâre not together. I love you, Connor. I do but you canât...keep pushing me away. I know youâre trying to protect me but I want to protect you too.â
âoh wow, i always thought people were exaggerating when they said that new york had good pizzaâŚâ he paused. âor was that chicago?â
âThough Iâve only been to Chicago once...Iâm pretty sure itâs best known for their DEEP dish pizza.â Oliver says with a slight chuckle and shrug, âStill pizza is pizza and you canât really go wrong with it. Except for cafeteria pizza. And I am totally rambling...and about pizza. SORRY. Iâll shut up now.â
connorwcllsh:
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connor pursed his lips and sighed looking at ollie. âyou know what i love? that you still thing drugs are something that classafies as one of the worse problems.â he let his fingers run through ollieâs hair, a sigh escaping him. he didnât want to ruin it. he didnât want to let go the one good thing in his life. but he probably should. âi- uh. i slept with thomas ollie. the night wes did. thatâs what i was doing.â @oliverxhamptonx
Oliver crosses his arms over his chest as he shakes his head, âI mean...Iâm still not really sure if your whole drug addiction thing was a lie so yeah...I still worry about that.â He says softly, brown hues looking at the other as he waits, unable to help as he tilts his head softly into Connorâs hands. His jaw clenches with the words that escape from his ex-boyfriendâs mouth, eyes widening, âOkay...why? Do you like...want to date him or something? Because I can stop standing in your way.â
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