my constant star

only here when im on a depression spiral don't talk to me.

[fadeintoyou1993]

well hi. i hate to be fucking doing this again but at this point i don't really have anymore options lol. as many of you know by now i'm a mentally disabled dyke who survives off freelance gigs & commissions online as there are no accessible jobs for people like me where i live. on top of all of my ongoing medical treatment i also have to help my dad with the cost of my grandma's care home (she is physically disabled and late stage alzheimer's so she needs 24/7 care) and honestly this year has been trying to kill us lol. on top of all of this i also have these multiple fucking oral surgeries i have to get done & i had managed to get some money to cover one of them but it turns out i need another one & its way more expensive than the first one 😭 so genuinely at this point in time what i want to be doing is to blow up the planet but since i cant!

i'm taking commissions for gifsets, tumblr layouts, tutorials, psds, themes. if you want to get yourself a lil gift for the holidays or if you want to give ur friend a nice gift as well a gifset is a cute idea & i'll be happy to make it <3

i have a themes and tutorials you can buy from my ko-fi shop ranging $3-$5. i have many free themes here, i have a giffing tutorial here (made april 2025 with a download link for cracked photoshop). you can get all my resources here.

if you don't wanna commission anything but would like to help, this is my pp.me & this is my ko-fi. i appreciate any help more than i can say.

0/500

kf - pp.me

[bismoaking]

(Insp.)

[alina-aleksanders]

Just because Clark Kent had glasses she couldn’t tell he was the same guy?

[fadeintoyou1993]

another month & i hate doing this & most of y'all are probably sick of hearing it BUT. im a mentally disabled bipoc dyke who mostly gets their income from freelance gigs, commissions & support online bc there are no accessible jobs around me. on top of buying my medication (that isnt cheap) & affording medical bills (that aren't cheap) i also help my dad w the cost of my grandma's stay at the home she's in (she's late stage alzheimer's and cannot be without 24/7 care). this month is our birthday month so if you'd like to help us in anyway, any amount is extremely appreciated & reblogs are super important. tysm!

buy my themes here

i have a gif tutorial here

i take commissions (gifsets, themes, psds, tutorials, icons, headers, etc)

kf / pp.me

$8/430

[fadeintoyou1993]

hello another month another post e-begging 🥹 as many of you know by now, i'm a mentally disabled bipoc dyke that mostly gets their income from commissions, freelance gigs & support online bc accessible jobs where i live are nonexistent. on top of my own medical bills & my medication (and now my education), i also help my dad with the cost of keeping my disabled & late stage alzheimer's grandma at a care home where she's looked after 24/7. it's a lot & it's overwhelming but we've been managing thanks to the support from people.

i have themes u can buy here, i have an icon tutorial here, i just posted a (free) gif tutorial here, i take commissions, check out my archived resource blog for anything that might be useful to you: @userbru-archive. this is my k0f1 & this is my pp.me if you'd just like to help. thank you so much ♡

any amount is extremely appreciated & commissions are literally life saviors. ♡

0/400

kf / pp.me

[fadeintoyou1993]

my last post lost traction before i could reach my goal so i'm remaking it. long story short: im a mentally disabled dyke living in an area where accessible jobs are completely nonexistent, most of my income comes from commissions, freelance gigs and support online. i've been trying to help my dad with the costs of keeping my late stage alzheimer's grandma in a care home where she's looked after 24/7 on top of affording my (many) doctor appointments & medications. sooo

i have themes u can buy here, i take commissions, this is my new resource blog @geminicodes, this is the archived one @userbru-archive

any amount helps and every reblog counts!

kf / pp.me

$10/268

[fadeintoyou1993]

march 17th update

hi guys! so i had to be taken to a psychiatric clinic today because i had a bad episode and i've been prescribed medications that i desperately need to get but i cannot afford as it is right now. if you have anything at all to spare or anything you'd like to commission (icons, gifsets, themes, literally anything) i'm available. thank you ♡

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[fadeintoyou1993]

so 2025 started with a KICK lol basically my grandma's care home is raising their monthly costs and my dad whos my late stage alzheimers grandma's only caretaker was already struggling to make their "lower" price as it was, and its been. just terrible lately. and hes worried he wont be able to make it. and if he doesnt make it my grandma will have to leave. and quite literally she needs 24/7 care and my dad cannot work and take care of her. i want to help him so im making this post to say my commissions are open (see more here) and this is my ko-fi and this is my paypal. ik everyone is struggling as it is & truly i appreciate any and all help, even just a reblog. tysm. ♡

$110/600

kf / pp.me

please dont tag this as s1gnal b00st

[fadeintoyou1993]

so 2025 started with a KICK lol basically my grandma's care home is raising their monthly costs and my dad whos my late stage alzheimers grandma's only caretaker was already struggling to make their "lower" price as it was, and its been. just terrible lately. and hes worried he wont be able to make it. and if he doesnt make it my grandma will have to leave. and quite literally she needs 24/7 care and my dad cannot work and take care of her. i want to help him so im making this post to say my commissions are open (see more here) and this is my ko-fi and this is my paypal. ik everyone is struggling as it is & truly i appreciate any and all help, even just a reblog. tysm. ♡

$17/600

kf / pp.me

please dont tag this as s1gnal b00st

[mearchy]

my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."

[fadeintoyou1993]

my last two posts lost traction so i'm remaking it a third time and hoping i reach the goal 🥹 long story short is i have these important neuro/psychiatric appointments lined up for this month that are meant to help me get medicated again (i've been unmedicated since june so it's been. Hell) but they cost a LOT of money + the prescription is expensive as well + i'm helping my dad out w the costs of my grandma's stay at the nursing home she's in this month (she's got late stage alzheimer's so it's. A Lot.) & bc of my audhd it's really hard to find accessible jobs where i live, so most of my income comes from freelance design gigs & commissions online. w that said,

i posted a premium theme last month (and you can find my other premium themes here)

i posted a twin peaks 1.01 icon pack (and here are the links to my other packs, i also take commissions for icons/icon packs)

here's a masterlist of all my up to date free themes

my resource blog for anything else that could be useful to you: @userbru

if anything helps you out or if you'd just like to help, this is my p@[email protected] & this is my k0f1. thank you <3

$13/237

[fadeintoyou1993]

december 7th update

hi guys!! so thankfully i'm closer and closer to goal which is a relief, this upcoming week i have like 2 big appointments that i'll need to pay out of pocket for and this would land me on a negative balance immediately lmaoo plus my dad needs help with my grandma's expenses like i said. i am still taking commissions for anything! & if you dont want to commission anything and would still like to help w literally any amount whatsoever, i will be forever grateful to u! tysm ♡

kf / pp.me

0/191

[fadeintoyou1993]

my last two posts lost traction so i'm remaking it a third time and hoping i reach the goal 🥹 long story short is i have these important neuro/psychiatric appointments lined up for this month that are meant to help me get medicated again (i've been unmedicated since june so it's been. Hell) but they cost a LOT of money + the prescription is expensive as well + i'm helping my dad out w the costs of my grandma's stay at the nursing home she's in this month (she's got late stage alzheimer's so it's. A Lot.) & bc of my audhd it's really hard to find accessible jobs where i live, so most of my income comes from freelance design gigs & commissions online. w that said,

i posted a premium theme last month (and you can find my other premium themes here)

i posted a twin peaks 1.01 icon pack (and here are the links to my other packs, i also take commissions for icons/icon packs)

here's a masterlist of all my up to date free themes

my resource blog for anything else that could be useful to you: @userbru

if anything helps you out or if you'd just like to help, this is my p@[email protected] & this is my k0f1. thank you <3

0/237

[oliviasliang]

You have helped me feel something that I never thought was possible. Unconditional Love. My daughter. My heir. You`re my heart.

[fadeintoyou1993]

so my first post lost traction before i could reach my goal & i still really need to make it til the last week of august bc i really cant afford the surgery + medication + aftercare (archie might stay in the vet clinic for a night which is not free and/or cheap) on top of my own medical bills 🥹 help an autistic bipoc trans dyke and her gay cat out if u can 🥹

the og post has all the resources i'm able to offer! please check it out!

pp.me / k0f1

0/276

[fadeintoyou1993]

hi another month another post 😐 a few months ago y'all were kind enough 2 help me afford the meds, vaccines & tests my lil baby boy archie from riverdale (my cat) needed to prep for the surgery he needs to get this month (its set for last week of august) and well. now i need to be able to afford the surgery itself + all the medication he'll need on top of my own medical bills (i'm getting assessed for an updated diagnosis & prescriptions and thats expensive as hell) 🥹 if you dont know me i'm an audhd bipoc dyke that mostly gets income from freelance jobs & commissions online bc accessible jobs for ppl w my disabilities are nonexistent where i live so i live in constant financial struggle lol. with that said,

i'll have some spots for commissions opening up for mid-september if you're interested

i have a premium theme you can buy, here are a list of free themes you can look through

this is my resource blog where you can see if you'll find something you like :)

k0-f1 / p@yp@l

145/430

please dont tag this as sign*l b**st or donations please :) it makes the post lose traction

[fadeintoyou1993]

AUGUST 18 UPDATE // so this post is losing traction before i reach my goal & i still really need to make it til the last week of august bc i really cant afford the surgery + medication + aftercare (archie might stay in the vet clinic for a night which is not free and/or cheap) on top of my own medical bills 🥹 so truly truly anything helps yall!!

k0f1 / pp.me

0/285

[fadeintoyou1993]

my last post lost traction before i could reach my goal 🥹 im an autistic trans dyke n most of my income comes from commissions / support online cos accessible jobs are RLY hard 2 find where im from. so if u wanna support a dyke n his gay moms on pride month ::::

k0-f1 / p@yp@lme / commissions / premium tag

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RENEGADE NELL (Ep.7)

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