Id Love It If We Made It

"No Se"

[ome25]

Pobre Idiota

Pobre idiota, Por creer que era todo y todo sería! Y no ver que en lugar de construirle un altar, la estaba dejando en ruinas!

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[ome25]

Those Days Are Done

I'm good at leaving, going far away to escape and make it easier. No more of that, I'm not leaving anywhere, I'm staying and I'm going to be okay. It's all going to be okay.

[ome25]

"At least I'm good at this"

[ome25]

4/18/16

I keep making it easy for her to leave me, it's like I ask for my fall. If I continue to hurt her the end will be much near for me, I'm no need to her. I don't think she's better off without me, but she's not much better with what I consistently put her through. After all she always asks me to leave. She chose to kiss me goodnight and tell me she loves me when I expected to be shunned for the rest of the night, she chose to let me lay with her and played with my beard. I don't know what in my crazy stupid fucking head is wrong to hurt this girl like I do. I have to stop being this person and so help me god this has to stop now. A girl like her is a need to me and she made it clear I'm no need and maybe that's what I'm doing wrong thinking of her as a need. Maybe I'm not wrong, that's me. I'm less then I was with her in the beginning I feel. We use to have these long conversations and now I know that's not the real her and she's complicated to talk to over text, so I've become quickly resistant to continue a conversation. I feel bad about that all the time, but that's part of learning to love someone. I'm always in awe of her beauty and she's still learning to love herself and it's hard to tell a girl how beautiful she's if she doesn't feel it or own it. I've come to grips with the fact that if loose a girl like her over something like this I'll never forgive myself. I want to spend a lifetime and more with her and right now I don't see it happening unless I fix things about myself. This is a work in progress but not just anything, this is special I know it is. -oav

[ome25]

Cierro Los Ojos

"Cierro los ojos, pues es hora de dormir Y se que las olas vienen y se van. Que la noche inmensa no es eterna, pues por la mañana el sol saldrá. El cielo es azul, y los pájaros cantan Corazones palpitan, y algún día bastan El vino es amargo y el vino es dulce Sus ojos eternos y su sonrisa indomable, La reina de mi baile, el aire que respiro Cierro los ojos, ella me ama y estoy con ella" -oav

[ome25]

From Me to Goddess

It was really nice to do that, originally I thought of going in before it closed and bringing you Starbucks but I saw that the mall closed at 6 so i wouldn't get there in time. I love how you are such a hard worker and of course it doesn't go unnoticed. I'm so happy I got to rub your feet because I was thinking of us in our place. Plus I adore them they never smell! Haha I love you like crazy Daniela, you're deserving of every bit of me and my love that I pour out to you! You've hit me like waves! So unforgiving and strong, relentless! Yet so beautiful! And they crash and God you fucking crashed into and I also didn't quite understand how you really love me! Because I've never felt it like I've felt it with you! You are my better half and my bestfriend it's so enjoying being with you because there is so much comfort between you and I! Thank you, I'm honored to be your man. To have the honor of calling a girl like you mine! I want to continue to lift you up and praise you like the Godess that you are to me! There's days that I come here and think to myself what can I do to make this better, how can better myself, what's not working. But there's days like today that remind me how when it rains it pours and today it poured, what I mean is that It was such an amazing genuine time, today it poured US. We are so unique together! I'm so addicted to you I fycking love it! You know I really like the long ones too! Buenas noches, Te amo Daniela! 😘😘😘😘

[ome25]

From Goddess to Me

I want to let you know how much I appreciate you for coming and surprising me. Seeing you is one of the best gifts ever and I love being with you. You're so amazing and thank you for all that you do for me. I love how you said, "awe look at my hard working girl" because you know all the work I put in and appreciate it. Thank you for rubbing my feet I needed it. Thank you for giving me so much energy because I was honestly so tired! But once I saw you it's like my battery went on full again. I don't know what I did to deserve such an amazing man like you. I honestly don't but gosh I'm so fucking lucky. You really do love me and for the first time in forever I feel that someone actually loves me the same way and amount I love them. We're exactly the same person and I'm so happy that you're mine because you really are my goofy as other self It's honestly sooo crazy to me how I'm so comfortable around you. And you really are my best friend I'm so grateful and honored to be your girl. It truly is a privilege and I just hope you know that I notice all your hard work and effort you put into this relationship and into me. You always bring me up and make me a better person. And I just always try and push my self to go the extra mile and go farther in life for you and us. I'm rambling but I just love you! You said how the first thing you fell in love with was my eyes. For me it was your mouth. So beautifully crooked. Big Full perfect shaped lips. And I enjoy kissing them because at one point when I first met you i thought that I was never going be able to know why they taste and feel like against my lips but now that I do I appreciate ever single kisss. Long and short kisses but I like the long ones 🤘🏼😛 haha.

[ome25]

😌❤️👸🏻

I want you to know how much I love you and miss you. How much I appreciate you. How much I can't thank you enough for always loving me, especially when I don't deserve it. For always being so good to me. And taking care of me. Worrying about me. For always trying even when I push you away. Thank you. For everything you do for me. I can't thank you enough. I see everything you do. And especially everything you do for me and appreciate every ounce of hard work you give to me. Thank you for always working so hard for us. Thank you for being such an amazing man. And an even better man to me. Thank you for being just mine and not giving anyone else your attention. I appreciate your loyalty and honesty towards me so dearly thank you for making me your girl. I don't care that you haven't asked me. I don't want to put a start date to this because it started literally the day I saw you. I don't want a start date because every start date has an end date and I don't want that. We can just go by our relationship counting the seasons how they use to back in the day haha. I met you in Autumn. And fell crazy and deeply in love with you then. I'm sorry and I ask that you accept this apology because I know that all you try to do is help. And trust me baby, you help me so much. You're my rock and my life. Lately I have been feeling like I want to be alone. That's just me. I've been alone for so long. And have always preferred it that way. But I crave your attention and presence so dearly. I need your attention and presence. I hope to always have it. I'm not perfect. I just ask that you try to understand me in times like this. And love me most of all. And I will always be there for you by your side baby. Even when shit get tough. I wouldn't want to be next to anyone else. I love you so much Omar. Always and forever, and even more everyday.

[ome25]

I love you. I wish you could come whenever too :( but it's just for now baby. And soon were going to be with each other all the time. I love sleeping w you and waking up to you. Making you coffee and breakfast like its amazing I love you and our relationship so much. Honestly when I see your eyes I hope that you feel the same as well. I honestly just want you forever. Everyday. You're amazing and a blessing. I love your rants so much.I fall in love with you more and more every time Being in your arms , that's where I want to be. And it's where I feel the safest. Me being next to you is amazing.

[ome25]

I want you to know how you make me feel. The rush I get with you. My gosh Omar. That rush. It's all I've ever wanted in life. The rush of us dancing, laughing, kissing, and having sex. All of it, takes my breath away. We use to say "te quiero" wasn't enough anymore so we switched our words to "I love you" I don't think that's enough anymore. I wish there was another word that meant more than "I love you" I think the only way of a stronger "I love you" is by simply showing you how much I'm in love with you. I use to be so scared of falling in love with you that now. The only thing I am extremely afraid about is loosing you. I want you forever. I want what we have forever. Drifting away with you. Feeling like there is no one but me and you. I want you to know how you make me feel. And I will constantly show you forever how you make me feel because I need you.

[ome25]

Quiero que sepas cuando despiertes lo tanto que significas para mí Daniela. "Entraste a mi vida, como una bonita atardecer, tan bella y calmante, que te recuerda de que viene la oscuridad. Y en esa oscuridad era donde soltábamos los miedos y las dudas, pero cada mañana el sol nos descubría y igual como el rayo de luz fuimos aprendiendo que hay que dejar entrar luz en la vida porque nunca hay oscuridad si no que hay falta de luz (tu). Gracias a ti y a la vida por esta oportunidad, nunca la desperdiciaré. Te amo eres mi fuerza, mi espina dorsal" -oav

[ome25]

"Lo Que Si Noto De Ti "

Este tonto te falto, en un pequeño detalle pero te falte. Daniela, noto tu corazón tan grande impactante. Los labios con cuales me besas, tan dulces y remediables. Tus manos encantadoras que al tocar mi cuerpo encienden llamas. Noto la sinceridad con cuál me dices las cosas. El tiemblo de tu cuerpo que grita tus miedos, y tus ganas. El brillo en tus ojos que ilumina mi ser! Noto cada te quiero,porque es que me amas, cada agradecimiento y cada vez que te expresas, igual cuando te decepciono, te incomodo o estés triste. En pocas palabras noto mucho mi amor, más de lo que tú piensas. Tu riesgo,lucha, pasión y luz tan enorme como el sol de mis mañanas que nunca para de recordarme lo bonito que es tenerte. Como la luna que en mis momentos de soledad nunca me deja de acompañar y me llena de fe. Lo que sí noto de ti, Daniela. Lo que e notado es el amor más grande que a llegado a mi vida por cuál luchare y nunca dejare. -Omar Alvarez Valencia

[ome25]

For Her

"Su sonrisa era infinita, vive en los latidos de mi corazón, y si algún día dejara de latir, vive en mi alma eternamente" -Omar Alvarez Valencia

[ome25]

For Me by Her

You're so addicting Omar. And I've never done drugs before and maybe I don't know what an addiction is. But everything about you attracts me more and more to you. Your look, your posture, your smell. Oh my, your smell. Idk if you notice but when I'm with you, I literally take deep inhales of you. I want your smell forever. It's your smell that holds me right next to you. It makes my eyes roll back. Omar, I crave every inch of you. You make me feel like nothing or no one ever has before. When I'm with you, I literally drift away into another planet. You're the purest form of a drug, and I want more of it every single time.

[ome25]

My Homecoming Queen

She wasn’t running for queen but she was running..running around dancing, smiling, laughing, lighting every corner of the dance floor, she was infinite in every moment. She danced and she danced, and they watched..they watched astonished to be in the presence of such beauty. She sang her heart out, and the stars in her eyes blinded those around her, for she knew she was,my homecoming queen.

-Omar Alvarez Valencia For Daniela

[ome25]

9/11/15

Met a girl today. She's going to be special