This is the comic I made for @unspokenthoughtszine — it’s not my usual style or quality, but I did that on purpose as this is the closest representation of what’s going on in my head right now— disorganization and chaos. Recently I’ve put too much on myself because I was so bent on the fact that I didn’t think I was doing enough, especially to be considered for grad school or jobs. I kept taking on more and more to try and soothe that thought, but all it’s done is gotten worse on top of having more and more going on. So after so long, I’ve finally recognized I need help and I need a break because I want to go back. I want to heal. So once my zines and other projects are over, I’m done— at least, until I’m ready. Same for commissions and anything else— as my projects wind down I just want to focus on drawing what I want, when I want, because I don’t want drawing to feel like a chore or stress anymore. I want it to be what it’s always been for me— a joy. So in terms of projects, commissions and all that… I’ll be back. When I’m ready. But for now I hope you’ll stay until I heal more.
