dear mutuals (or anyone who wants to read this lol),
i hope you are all doing well! i know this post a little late so say the least, mainly because my hiatus wasnât really planned and i wasnât sure if/when i were to come back but i just thought i should pop in and tell yâall that i was planning to delete this account and not make a new one. however, since i can never make a decision (ever) i have instead been on hiatus.Â
my main reasoning for this has been the fact that i made this account in order to have fun and enjoy writing since, like yâall, it is one of my biggest passions but for a while now iâve just been in a rut. instead of writing for myself i felt as though i was writing for approval or validation, feeling inadequate amongst the endless amount of creators here who (i know i keep saying this but genuinely) never cease to amaze me. i donât know if this makes sense but i just stopped enjoying my time on tumblr alongside other commitments i had.Â
miss ronađ· has made me realise that writing is something i will always hold on to but right now it might be best to just focus on writing for myself - not for reblogs or mutual appreciation or any of that (i hope this makes sense alsghsjd). i really wanted to be someone on here who always was positive in the writeblr community and just have fun since this is what itâs all about! but i guess tumblr just got a bit overwhelming which made me feel as though i had to keep up appearances on this platform which is yucky >:(Â
i still donât know if i will delete this account because i still want to stay in touch (although i havenât in a hot minute iâm sorry!) with yâall who have been such sweet, amazing and talented people! so i might just continue this weird hiatus limbo and see where it goes, hoping i donât forget my passwordđ
i feel really bad for not really addressing my on/off absences but i hope this makes sense and that yâall are staying safe in these wild times, i miss yâall <3Â
love, zara đ„°
p.s. pls donât reblog this tyÂ




















