Hallloooooo!!!

Hey! I'm Andrew :D 

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"But when we sit together, close,’ said Bernard, ‘we melt into each other with phrases. We are edged with mist. We make an unsubstantial territory."

-Virginia Woolf, The Waves.-

(Artwork by Ratsandlilies.)

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Burn! | daniel_weissenhorn

[omgfallingcows]

05132021

Hi :3 

I visited the folks recently. I decided to drop my Irrigation License. I’m excited to see what kind of relationship blossoms with my family. 

Just got back on Zoloft because mental health is a thing and I needed the help. 

I can honestly say I’m very proud of myself for being able to admit that I needed the help. Depression has always been something that I’ve always had to manage but it’s okay as long as I can continue to pay attention to my own warning signs. Letting go of that ego and putting myself in a position to succeed is such a powerful thing. 

I’ve held so many jobs and it’s been a ride. I’m doing things that I never thought I’d be capable of doing. I was hired on at Statefarm, At a Lab, and now I have a new job in the field that I love (IT). I just took an offer with T-Mobile for IT Help Desk and I keep getting more and more interviews by the day. 

[quotefeeling]

“When you’re depressed, you grasp on to anything that can get you through the day. That’s what depression is, not sadness or tears. It’s the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help you make it from one day to the next.”

— Unknown

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@flowersbybrettmatthewjohn

[omgfallingcows]

All New TV, Tv Stand, Adjustable Base King bed, couches, vacuum, desk and chair for my gaming set up, Alexa... 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Now just to land a job and save up for a mortgage? 🙃

Im so thankful and blessed ☺️☺️ And even soooo depression is still a thing 🤣 lolsssss

Lifeeeeeee is a funny thing

[omgfallingcows]

Some days are hard

Today was hard

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Walla Walla bing bang

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Todos somos buenos o malos. Depende solo de quién cuente la historia.

[omgfallingcows]

Dear, Majestic Toast Goddess

In middle school I had a Friend her name was Sarah and she was this super skinny white girl that really just kept to herself like me. We ended up being seated together in one of our classes and Idk what we were doing in class but I distinctly remember having all kinds of conversations with her. Her mom was the school’s librarian and I just thought that was the coolest thing ever! 

So one day idk how we got on the topic of this but she mentions that she has this really cool realistic piece of fake toast. I said “Oh.. YEAH righttttt” or something dismissive like that. The class ended and we went on with our day/week.

Then the next day I see her she randomly pulls this weird slice of toast in a bag out of her zipper binder. I think I may have even borrowed the fake piece of toast to show my other friends (this is definately one of those moments in life that I realized... I was not like the other kids... because they weren’t cool enough to appreciate beauty ANYWHO) For whatever reason I decided to hold on to this memory and even now it makes me feel nostalgic and even brings a little smile to my face. 

Fast forward 1-2 years laterrrrrr

We ended up going to the same HS together and I could tell she had changed a lot. She was wearing make up now, did things to her hair, and wore more “Fem” clothes. I passed her in the hallway one day and couldn’t help but stop and ask if her name was “Sarah” and she nervously said “No” but eventually I caught on. 

Seee at some point in-between middle school and high school Sarah had now become Jennifer.... She was trying to fit in... (Admittedly she fit in way better than I ever could so kuddos!) I was simply a loose end she couldn’t afford to have LOL (idk what actually happened but she brushed me off in such a way that I lost interest in giving a damn... *Insert some kind of therapy breakthrough in here*) SO LIFE GOES ON

Going through Middle School knowing that there was this quirky little white girl in school like meeee that walked around with this fake piece of toast in her zipper binder...and that we were friends. I was so proud of that LOL I’m pretty sure at some point I ruined it by not understanding some social cue because we’re not friends today but

I just want to say this... Sarah (or whoever you are, majestic toast goddess) I feel honored that you ever shared your fake toast with me. I hope you’re thriving weirdo. <3

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Oh

[psychologyhumor]

Stop ✋

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