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Starting over again at 71.1kgs/March 5th

8 weeks till my birthday/7weeks until that business trip. Want to be at <65kgs by then.

All I want is to waste away in bed today. #mylegs

Fucked up

Self-hatred is huge atm, I won’t weight until monday morning and try to get myself together. Hope this will help me to get back on track, so that I‘ll get myself together those few days to weigh less on Monday than I did total (plus I ate a fucking ton today).

I want to be unter 70.5 by Monday, was 71.5 this morning.

Also I just have 2 months until my birthday AND until I‘ll be on a „business trip“ with some collegues of whom I‘m totally into one although I‘m still with my bf. I‘m so torn, I think that colleague has a thing for me, too.

Well however, I want to be around 65kgs until then. I know it’s just 6-7 kgs, but I know myself very well and I‘ll slip back up again a few times.

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lostallbraincells

You made yourself fat, now make yourself skinny again.

rrritalinrat

i hate this body and i hate my brain and i hate my fucking face and everything about myself

Got myself together and am at 70.0kgs again.

(Was almost at 72 again.)

I want to be under 69 by Friday, but let’s see how the rest of the week is going. 😊

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I‘ve had a terrible week

Had permanent munchies because I was off of work this week so I lost no weight. Couldn’t resist most temptations. 😕

After yesterdays pizza I ate what came to my mind...but at least I‘m just 0.9kgs more today, mostly from salt and stomach intestinal contents. I consider it a refill. 🙄

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My weight stagnates the 3rd day now - 69.7kgs.

And I stupid shit promised the bf to order pizza tonight.

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