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𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝚂𝙼𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 [ . . . / (f)antasm ]

[omnidoxy]

we loved each other,  we lived in each other,  through each other,  by each other.  𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓.  perhaps we are the same person.  perhaps we have no limits;  perhaps we flow into each other,  stream through each other,  boundlessly and magnificently.  𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮.  at the same time,  it is enticing.  do you know why?  i met myself in you.  i love you so much i feel death  ―  i stand on a ledge in hell still howling for our love.

𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜  &  𝚟𝚒𝚔𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚟𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚖  for @doctrinate  ♡

[omnidoxy]

there is literally nothing on the blog and idk when there will be but i have a sideblog set up for valeria here hehe

[omnidoxy]

dear viktor,

if i’m being honest, i don’t really know where to begin. i don’t even know why i’m writing this. i’m confused. i have so many questions  ―   i dream of a different reality, of a future with you. i miss waking up next to you. i miss your touch, your scent. i miss your quiet humor. i miss your voice most of all. now that i’m without you, i realize there is so much i should have said.

𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

it is a rare and precious thing to find an equal. i marvel at your prowess, your ability to discern the hitch and sharpen your intellect into a spear, slaughtering the issue. had i been a problem to solve, i would’ve happily let you devour me. you plague my thoughts like a disease, bringing the fever with it. i build a palace in my mind in which everything is right between us.

something within in me shattered when you went away.

i know i could never understand what you’ve been through. i am aware i’ve had a relatively comfortable existence, so there are things i couldn’t possibly relate to in your life. i am selfish to want you to myself  ―  and yet, here i am, wanting you to myself. i cannot help it. you’ve infected me. i come undone by the rising of my blood at the thought of you.

i often can’t sleep. in those quiet hours before dawn, you are all i see. when i look in the mirror, it’s you who is reflected back at me. i have to wonder  ―  do you ache the way i do? even now, despite the silence, despite the distance, i am enraptured by you. why? why have you done this to me? i cannot forget the feeling of your weight on top of me, the way your breath fanned across my face before you kissed me, the whisper of proclamations we made to each other in the dark. 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑠𝘩𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠. 

we could have changed the world. we had it in our hands. i watched it slip through like sand and realized that i am helpless against you. i understand now that there is a lock inside me only you can fit. is that what a soulmate is? your absence dulls me. i feel like a lesser version of myself. 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚝. 

i doubt you’ll ever see this. i haven’t a clue how to address it. but, if by some strike of fate you do read it . . . know that my feelings for you have only grown since i lost you. had you asked, i would’ve given you blood. 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝’𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠  ―   indeed, i love you beyond words & worlds. perhaps it has made a fool of me. if so, i don’t mind.

forever yours, reed.

@doctrinate

[killsfirsta2]

Need money to move out, organized by Hunter Triche

Landowners are trying to take money from us that we dont actually owe due a security deposit misu… Hunter Triche needs your support for Need

a heem heem. so, as some of you may know, my roommates and i are getting fucked over by our property management company, so we've decided to just jump ship and move out somewhere else.

the three of us are all trans, and one of my roommates is currently unemployed due to the pandemic and still hasn't gotten her unemployment benefits, so we're all a little strapped for cash right now. we're asking for 3,000 dollars (of which we currently have $1,745) to cover all move in costs for a new apartment (i.e., application and administration fees, first month's rent, uhaul to move all our crap, etc.).

we're very lucky in that pennsylvania has all evictions suspended until june 30th, but the notice to quit was very obviously a poor attempt at a threat, so we just wanna get the hell out of dodge and any help would be appreciated thank you mwah.

[killsfirsta2]

we’re at $2,145 now! that’s so close to our goal, thank you so much. 

[omnidoxy]

i love reed richards and his 18 doctorates

[omnidoxy]

no y’all don’t get it i think i can actually write reed really well i’m excited for this

[nexusbeingarchive]

trusted donations for gaza:

https://gogetfunding.com/gaza-needs-you/

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/UsmanaliF

hundreds of thousands of people have been displaced because of israel’s genocidal actions this week. along with families being ripped apart and homes being destroyed, many people are left without any source of income — donations will go directly to those who are most in need of food and basic necessities for day to day living.

remember, a ceasefire doesn’t mean we should let up on talking about palestine. it doesn’t mean the violence is over. it doesn’t mean their voices don’t still need to be uplifted. KEEP YOUR EYES ON PALESTINE.

[astagfirulah-deactivated2025020]

I'm still seeing a few donation posts going around for sheikh jarrah, I know people are trying to help and everyone has good intentions, but these donation campaigns are not endorsed by them!! there's a lot people trying to take advantage of the situation and they're stealing money. instead, palestinians are asking for you to place political pressure, protest, boycott, divest, and share what's happening.

however, gaza needs donations for medical, financial, and food aid. below I've linked some trusted organisations:

PCRF (palestine children's relief fund) is an organisation that provides free medical care to children in palestine: urgent gaza relief fund

UPA (united palestinian appeal) is also directly based in palestine and provides emergency relief in gaza

palestine emergency charity that provide medical aid to wounded people and work with PCRF

[omnidoxy]

sorry that reed is sexy :/

[n0oble]

Image text:

Stop what you are doing. Seriously. Put it down and pick up the phone.

AOC, RashidaTlaib, and MarkPocan have introduced a resolution to BLOCK a $735 million weapons sale to Israel and we need all hands on deck to help them.

Take action NOW (link)

Tell Congress: Stop Weapons sales to Israel NOW.

Demand Congress stop weapons sales to Israel.

[rrustincohle]

been missing bana something fierce

[imanes]

ceasefire will take place in a couple of hours I think but just so we're clear: ceasefire is less than the bare fucking minimum. the bottle line is no peace until Palestine is free. and people in Gaza are reporting intensified airstrikes so don't be fooled into thinking israhell has a conscience. as a political entity no settler colonial project, no apartheid state, no genocidal government has one. they said verbatim that they wouldn't stop until 'Gaza was quite' so let's keep shouting alongside them and all Palestinians in their struggle.

[omnidoxy]

[omnidoxy]

NOBODY SEES ME   /   I SEE YOU.

ft. @doctrinate

[omnidoxy]

me developing a love for reed richards is not where i expected 2021 to take me if i’m being totally honest

[omnidoxy]

considers the possibility

[vaememes]

☪      AND    I     DARKEN     SENTENCE     PROMPTS   .  

*   TAKEN FROM THE BOOK ‘ AND I DARKEN ‘ , CHANGE PRONOUNS AS YOU WISH !

❝ I will cut out your tongue and swallow it. ❞

❝ You will most likely choke to death on your own blood, which will be unfortunate. ❞

❝ I will be both husband and wife and therefore not a widow to be pitied. ❞

❝ Her spine was steel. Her heart was armor. Her eyes were fire. ❞

❝ What will you let be taken away so that you, too, can have power? ❞

❝ Some victories are merely defeat wearing the wrong clothing! ❞

❝ Souls and thrones are irreconcilable. ❞

❝ I cannot afford to lose you, too.❞

❝ You cannot lose something you do not own. ❞

❝ They are less than the mud. ❞

❝ If anyone is going to kill you, it will be me. Understand? ❞

❝ The price of living seems to always be death. ❞

❝ I think of you like a sister. ❞

❝ We cannot always have what we want, no matter how much we want it… ❞

❝ I am the dragon. ❞

❝ You are the only real thing in my life. ❞

❝ Where are you idiots taking me? ❞

❝ I am going to start sleeping with a knife. ❞

❝ If you had had a knife, you would have killed me! ❞

❝ The sooner you stop fighting, the easier your life will be. ❞

❝ I will burn your city to the ground.. ❞

❝ You once told me some lives are worth more than others. ❞

❝ How many deaths before the scales tip out of our favors? ❞

❝ Your are so pretty. Like delicate butterfly beneath my boot.  ❞

❝ You are so mad. Like a rabid hound that needs to be put down. ❞

❝ You look ridiculous. Armor suits you far more than silk. ❞

❝ Take me with you, and I will wear armor the whole time. ❞

❝ There are other ways to beat someone than with fists. ❞

❝ I must tell you that I do not care in the slightest about your petty jealousies.  ❞

❝ I cannot be around you for fear you will finally see what is written across my heart. ❞

❝ You love him like a flower loves the sun. ❞

❝ Nothing holds me here. ❞

❝ It was a lonely, cold thing to live without expectations. ❞

❝ You would not let anyone else kill me. ❞

❝ That honor is mine, and mine alone. ❞

❝ A dragon burned everything around herself until it was purified in ash. ❞

❝ How can you speak of them like they are matters of simple mathematics, a problem to be solved? ❞

❝ Those same fists had always defied everything expected of her. ❞

❝ You think I am worthless? ❞

❝ I can do things you could never dream of. ❞

❝ Women who go into the harem do not come out. It is a permanent position. ❞

❝ I am not going in as a woman. I am going in as an assassin. ❞

❝ Do not thank me. All I did was teach them to fear me. ❞

❝ Next time you hit first, you hit harder, you make certain that your name means fear and pain. ❞

❝ I will not be here to save you again. ❞

❝ You are precious to me. ❞

❝ What is so wrong with wanting to take care of you?  ❞

❝ If I needed or wanted to be taken care of, I would be no better than the women in here! ❞

❝ You and your brother are the only people who truly know me. ❞

❝ It belongs to me, and I belong to it. ❞

❝ People respond to kindness. ❞

❝ They trust a smile more than a promise that you will leave them choking on their own blood. ❞  

❝ It felt like fighting. It felt like falling. It felt like dying. ❞

❝ Belief is not weakness. Faith is the greatest strength we can have. ❞

❝ I still have bruises from the last time. ❞

❝ A true conversion is always only between a man and God. ❞

❝ There is no such thing as cheating. There is only winning or losing. ❞

❝ Weakness is an irresistible lure. ❞

❝ Quit screaming or I will let her eat your supper, too. ❞

❝ And you would be unmarriageable? ❞

❝ Have you been gone? I had not noticed. ❞

❝ I luxuriated in the blessed quiet that you left in your wake. ❞

❝ You cried yourself to sleep every day. ❞

❝ Carve out a life for yourself however you can. No one will do it for you. ❞

❝ Why do you have to destroy everything good we have here? ❞

❝ The stars were static, still and cold in the night, all the fire gone from the sky.  ❞

❝ Love was a weakness, a trap. ❞

❝ What would you sacrifice for power? ❞

❝ I stopped knowing what to fight against. ❞

❝ What exactly does a friend do? ❞

❝ Yes, but my promise is more sincere than your smiles. ❞

❝ I have never been so delighted as I was today. ❞

❝ What stones laid in childhood become the foundation legacies are built on? ❞

❝ If you are too weak to stand being hit and too stupid to avoid it, then you deserve more pain. ❞