I’m scared they will hurt me, so I won’t let them

My name is Christina. I'm 23 years old. I was once called an enigma.

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“Maybe, the only thing that has to make sense about being somebody’s friend is that you help them be their best self on any given day. That you give them a home when they don’t want to be in their own.”

— Elizabeth Acevedo, The Poet X

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“Love who you love while you have them. That’s all you can do. Let them go when you must. If you know how to love, you’ll never run out.”

— Ann Brashares, My Name Is Memory

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– if no one has ever told you, (via pinterest)

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we speak gently to each other, always. we encourage, we support, we love, we tell the truth. our words have weight and meaning and tenderness reserved specifically for each other. you’ll tell me when i’m wrong, but you won’t belittle me. i’ll ask you for what i need, but i won’t pressure you. we communicate, constantly. the sound of your voice becomes my favorite sound. even the worst news can still make me feel safe and loved.

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Eventually you’ll end up where you need to be, with who you’re meant to be with, and doing what you should be doing.

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How the signs are as partners (female edition)

Capricorn- She will be honest with you, to a fault. You will never go to that job interview with a hair out of place or a crease on your shirt, your working life will be drastically improved by this partnership because her shit is really that together. She will have softer moments, and even goofier ones, but all ‘play and no work’ makes a very dull Capricorn, so make sure you’re on her level, because she won’t stand for somebody demotivating her goals. Basically, get on board, or get out. 

Aquarius- Be prepared to be woken up at 2am to discuss that idea they’ve had. You might struggle to keep up with their brains sometimes, but you will always have a laugh and somewhere to vent. They are very chilled out in relationships, also very loyal, so as long as you are the same, your relationship will feel like a lighthearted vacation away from the ups and downs of dramatic love affairs. They are inspired often, so always encourage them. They may want to try a new recipe with you, or go somewhere new with you and this is the positive rollercoaster you’re going to have to get used to. 

Pisces- Around people, you may hold her hand, but there will be no sweet words shared because she has her guard up. But behind closed doors, you will be treated with the most attentive sweetness that will make your heart feel full. Her sensitivity may rub off on you, you may cry at films together, you may share a lot of affection, but don’t piss her off, because this sensitivity can become confrontational if mistreated. 

Aries- Happy go lucky, bubbly and confident, your Aries will be a firecracker like no others. She won’t settle, so you’ve got your work cut out for you- if you’re not prepared to put in the effort, you won’t receive her best self, but to be honest, if you’re not putting in the effort, do you really deserve it? She will want to be shown off a bit to prove that you’re proud of her, because she’s competitive, she will want that reassurance that she is above other females for you. So wine her, dine her, and she will make it up to you by being her ever pleasant, fun self. 

Taurus- She thinks about affairs of the heart, so your best interest will always be considered. The fact you even have her time, is something to be grateful for, because they don’t let anybody in without a reason. She will have you tasting cookies she’s made with you in mind, she will want to go on afternoon strolls on Sunday, and she’ll enjoy nights in with you because private time is intimate time for a Taurus. She can cut you off in a heartbeat if you don’t appreciate and respect her. So don’t mess up. 

Gemini- She’ll want to be appreciated and looked after forever, but she’ll always want to be carefree on the inside. You need to keep up the adventure to keep her- she will expect spontaneous dates, spontaneous sex, she will want you to do things without asking so you can prove you’re on her level. You need to have a bit of spirit about you, a bit of ‘get up and go’ because she won’t tolerate someone who is fixated and idle, she lives life in the fast lane baby, and if you’re not going with her, she’ll find someone who will. 

Cancer- She will fuss you, look after you, and dote on you. Your best interest will always be on her mind, and she will be super organised about making sure you’re on the right path. Whatever you face, you face together, and although she might have trouble opening up at first, the more you nurture a cancer, the more of them you will see. That is emotionally, and in the bedroom. The more you stick around, the more surprise there is in store. It’s truly the loyalty card partnership of the zodiac. 

Leo- She will make you feel like a Hollywood Noire Hero with the way she treats you. She’ll be your proud broad by day, and your lioness by night. There is no love as intense or as passionate as this signs’, but she’ll expect to be treasured, appreciated and devoured in return. She will make you feel like you are in a power couple and there’s no power without success, so she will push you to achieve your goals as she is successful herself and wants her partner to reflect that. She can be fiery and temperamental but give her a bit of fiery energy back and the argument will only carry on into the bedroom, where you can truly prove you can handle her. Her spark will be remarkable and you’ll be enchanted. 

Virgo- She will want tradition, and respect, and she is that alluring that you will give her that. She will have her whole life together by the time you’ve achieved one thing from your day and her organisation and determination will only make you more attracted to her. She will want someone to be the other half of her team, she won’t settle for a layabout, she wants love and commitment and she will be straight about it- she won’t accept less than she deserves and rightly so, she’s worked hard to be this solid. 

Libra- She’s wise, warm and tonnes of fun. She will make you feel like days are hours, you will crave more time with her because of the bounce in her step. She’s an excellent communicator so you’ll never not know where you stand, she might have a hard time making decisions so she’ll expect you to choose where to have date night. She’s a romantic at heart and will respect loyalty overall, so treat her right. 

Scorpio- She’s very deeply emotional and gets angry at little things, so she’ll want somebody down to earth and stable who can handle her and bring her to earth with them. She’s extremely passionate and risque, there’s nothing she won’t try if she’s comfortable with you. You might have a hard time keeping up with how she feels, but it comes from a good place, and those who really listen will understand this. She loves to feel a million dollars, so treat her and eat her and all will be well in the world. 

Sagittarius- You will feel your inner child being released when you’re with her. You’ll feel like you’re in a high school movie with the way you are infatuated because you just can’t keep up. There will be parties, travelling, further social events, more people to meet just to stay on her social calendar, but you’ll never not know where you stand with her. She’ll enrich your life by getting you to conquer your fears and try new hobbies, and she’ll even embarrass herself just to make you feel more comfortable with trying. You won’t be able to look away because there will always be a devilish glint in her eye. 

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“If only we could see the endless string of consequences that result from our smallest actions. But we can’t know better until knowing better is useless.”

— John Green / Looking for Alaska

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You don’t need anyone else’s approval, just your own! 💛