Once You Realise

[onceyourealise]

In the middle of a night, I’m supposed to do chores, read some books, watch movies...

But just thinking of him, who I cannot have.

I wish I could turn my feelings off! It’s killing me.

I’m a mess.

[onceyourealise]

Question

Can anyone tell me how to stop falling for a straight friend????

[onceyourealise]

There is a straight friend who is super handsome and super nice and all.

We pretty much text everyday while even he was abroad. Nothing serious, funny stuff something he’s insterested in, something I’m interested in.

When I lost a friend, I accidentally(with alcohol) texted him that I love him and don’t die on me.

And of course he replied “don’t worry I won’t die” “I will be always there for you” to comfort me.

I know it meant only to comfort me, but goddamit…I think I am falling hard

[onceyourealise]

Ugggggggh....

I hate feeling like this.

Pretending to be a good buddy who listens him closely(although his stories and talks are really interesting so naturally I do anyway) and make jokes and all.

He cant never know.

Right...I know it’s good for everyone.

[onceyourealise]

Question

Can anyone tell me how to stop falling for a straight friend????

[onceyourealise]

There is a straight friend who is super handsome and super nice and all.

We pretty much text everyday while even he was abroad. Nothing serious, funny stuff something he’s insterested in, something I’m interested in.

When I lost a friend, I accidentally(with alcohol) texted him that I love him and don’t die on me.

And of course he replied “don’t worry I won’t die” “I will be always there for you” to comfort me.

I know it meant only to comfort me, but goddamit...I think I am falling hard

[onceyourealise]

Question

Can anyone tell me how to stop falling for a straight friend????