Time to Write!

Yeah well its not that simple to be simple I guess

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I have 12 pillows. If you wanna cuddle, get in line. My pillows come first. #PillowsBeforeWidows #fox #plaid #christmas #thanksgiving #pizza #CocaCola (at Coral Springs, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5a3UDAgp_X/?igshid=3vsi4nnc5g09

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Texas is another world I’ve never been to before. I love nature more than concrete and I prefer to lie in a bed of flowers than processed grass. I will mark this as home now 🗺📍🤠 (at La Quinta Inn & Suites Houston Bush Intl Airport E) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5K8QEdAmcr/?igshid=v77elap3fkv6

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Coca- Cola Es Amor, Coca-Cola Es Vida. #CocaCola #Coke #CocaColaCo #Obsesión #ComparteUnaCocaCola #ShareACoke #CokeIsLove #CokeIsLife

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Do you ever think about death? How it must feel like. How you will die. How the people that surrounded you must be. How they will react. How they will yell your name crying. How they will hug themselves in pain. How their lives will go on without you. How some will turn against others because you were a big part of that bond. How others will leave their life and start a new one because you were a big part of it. How when they need help or advice on something they know only you survived and they can't hear it from you. How they'll get so mad at you even though it wasn't your fault that you're gone. How they will cry themselves at night whispering your name. How they will have dreams with you and wake up with tears. How they will be walking on the street and one thought of you will make them shed a tear. How they won't be able to listen to a song just because it has memories of you all over it. How they won't be able to step inside a place because that used to be your favorite place. When someone mentions your name and they back out because they can't handle people talking about you even if it was a joyful story or memory. When something beautiful appears and they think of you. When they planned things with you and now that you're gone they won't do them. How every time they see one of your siblings there's always going to be an awkward silence between them. How when they greet one of your family members they'll always have that gut feeling for a second. How they'll look into your parent's eyes for two seconds and think, "I miss him/her too." How they'll get drunk twice a year, the day you were born and the day you died. How they'll smoke whatever just to keep you out of their minds. How they'll make up scenarios in their head on how they would save you if they were there when you died. How they won't enter your room because they expect permission from you. How they want to sleep with some clothing of yours just to feel your sense of smell running through their nose. How every time they pray, your name comes up first. How they call your number just to listen to your voicemail. How they text you knowing they won't receive a text back. How they'll look up at the sky and whisper your name. How everything you used to do affects them. How their life will go on without you. How they wish they were the last ones to carry you. How they think of the last words they said to you and think, "I could've said something better." How they think of that last moment they had with you and wished it was better. How they're alone thinking of you and say, "Okay, It's time to wake up." How their lives keep going and they just wish you could've lived many moments with them. How when their birthday come, they blow up the candles wishing you could be there. How when Christmas come, they still wrap a present for you. How your best friend might name their child after you. When they enter your parent's house and they see that big frame with a picture of you and say, "I love you." How your parents would never want to let go of your stuff. How your parents would keep your room organized and never make it a guest room. How your siblings would grow up and have children to tell the amazing stories about you. How they'll say, "See you soon." How family reunions might or might not happen just because you're there. How your parents will give out a special speech every Christmas year about one of your childhood memories of Christmas. How your parents will be driving on their way to work and start crying because they know this is your birthdate. How your childhood friends will make get-togethers and they'll all think to themselves that it could've been better if you were there. How they'll blame themselves for your death even if it had nothing to do with them. How they'll think selfish and say, "If I could give my life for you, I would." How your parents won't miss a night crying for you. How many people attend the funeral. How many people will know instantly. Who will know about it because one of your parents called them. If your parents will find out first or your best friend will tell them. If your parents tell your siblings by phone or in person. If years pass and people still find out. If you'll be in the news and everyone finds out. If your death becomes famous to the world or just famous to your home. If someone commits suicide because they can't stand a life without you. If they blame God for it. How much they'll miss you. How much they love you. Do you?