The dating pool is so horrendous, it’s no wonder I’d rather date my exes.
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@one-without-fear
The dating pool is so horrendous, it’s no wonder I’d rather date my exes.
I’m tired of craving.
My intentions are always pure, I have no desire to be a shitty person.
I can’t sleep anymore, not without some form of “anesthesia”.
My mind won’t shut down, it’s just constantly going.
happy pride month 🏳️🌈
You are the knife I turn inside myself, that is love. That, my dear, is love.
I had such a bizarre dream about you, something I haven’t done in idk how long. Unsure of what to make of it, or how it happened. But it happened in pieces, episodes.
Ep. I
We ended up at someone’s wedding, you knew I was coming, but I had no idea you’d be there. Apparently we’re mutuals of someone, unbeknownst to me currently. I was there to officiate and you were there as a guest, not alone. You kept trying to to talk to me all night, and I had zero interest. Until you finally cornered me, with tea in hand.. said you had tried to call me to give me a heads up. Sent a dozen texts, but nothing would go through. I wanted to be left alone, I didn’t want to hear anything you ever had to say again. We talked, you cried, I listened. We walked out, I unblocked you. And I did the ceremony.
Ep. II
I ended up in your little blip of a town, to pick something up. I was driving an empty U-Haul truck, and it was raining. Hard. I must’ve missed a sign somewhere, saw red and blues in the rear view. And before I knew it, I drove off the road, hanging by my seat belt.
That woke me up, I could still feel the belts.
Ep. III
Went back to bed, and just woke up again from another dream. You came by my house, to talk about something. I invited you up, cause I’m in the middle of something in my house. Went to my room, and said: “Make yourself comfortable, I’m gonna hop in the shower real quick, I’ll be out soon.” I played music, did my business, until I felt hands on my back. Didn’t speak, didn’t turn around.
Woke up.
I have 5 jobs.
I have 183 credits.
Leaving Vegas probably, leaving memories and nightmares.
Had my first, first date since 2018?
DGIFMYT
IMFYMTB
IWSMSTFYA
I am manifesting a coffee and books date though.
I’ve worked for 45 days straight, with nothing to show for it.
I just want a date, nothing else. That’ll hold me off for another 5 years lol.
I cannot remember the last time I’ve been so irate. So numb. So confused.
Silver lining, I’ve been alone for about a year. And I’m about to be really, really alone in August.
Here’s to new chapters, new area code, and forgetting every person who has left, ghosted, or worse.
Suzanne's Career (1963), dir. Éric Rohmer
i fucking love ryan gosling for saying this. he gets that if a movie hits like crack and gives us something ‘more’, the certain something beyond market value, we will naturally go full barbenheimer on our local theaters.
Sleepy Hollow (1999)
dir. tim burton
Both. Both is good.