One Big Happy Facade

[life-is-a-very-big-joke]

[thxnk]

I tell it how it is

[onebighappyfacade]

Iits been a while since i felt a strong urge to kill myself

[onebighappyfacade]

People will say my mum loves us lol no she doesn't she doesnt even know the meaning of it

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

I do not know why people romanticize the act of falling apart into exploding stars. It is not poetic, nor beautiful. The scattered remains of us are not stardusts. We are not supernovae, we are just humans with shaking, aching bones. What will be left of us, is nothing but pain itself.

Lukas W. // Supernovae (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

[onebighappyfacade]

I wouldn't care if she died. Judge me.

[onebighappyfacade]

The way i despise my mother lol

[onebighappyfacade]

I miss the support i used to get 😭

[onebighappyfacade]

I feel so sad. The thing with BPD is that my moods change a lot in a day ranging from depressed to manic to angry to then just my normal self. However this doesn't feel like BPD, it feels like depression - just persistent depression and it's been a while since i've felt one mood for a certain period of time.

[onebighappyfacade]

Lol im so depressed 😭😭😭 i cant even, my life is a joke

[onebighappyfacade]

I feel so lonely

[bothell-deactivated20171228]

[cheshirecjm]

Just a quick reminder:

Selfishness is putting the wants of yourself over the needs of others.

Self respect is putting the needs of yourself over the wants of others.

One is disregarding others, one is taking care of yourself.

The difference between the two is the difference between being a friend and a doormat.

Taking care of yourself does not make you a bad person.

I repeat:

Taking care of yourself does not make you a bad person.

[reallyabitch]

date me to disappoint your parents

[drakomalfoyyy-deactivated202006]

if i don’t talk to myself who will

[onebighappyfacade]

They say nobody should feel ashamed of having mental health problems but it's not exactly something to be proud of. How am I suppose to feel?

[onebighappyfacade]

I'm always going to hate myself for having mental health problems

[onebighappyfacade]

I'm really not liking uni :(