Queen of Awkward

beautiful people and commentary from a not so beautiful person

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“do you ever think about hurting yourself”

I calmly respond “no” knowing full well there are nine scars i can't explain

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you're cute - anyone ever tell you that

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i just cant stop crying

im just genuinely unhappy

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i love gabe but i really love reggie but uhg can sam be with both of them but not cheat on either of them pls? dhfjsahjk

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its like my brain is a tangled heap of headphones 

and when i try and write its like desperately attempting to untangle them and lay them out nicely

but someone put super glue on the wires 

so no amount of trying will ever untangle the mess that is my thoughts 

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i just walked downstairs and there was mac and cheese on the stove so now im happy

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“why would you like to be selected for said leadership position?”

          because college?!?!!!!?!?!!!?

          actually what do i say

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overcoats!!! (go listen now they are the best!!!!!)

http://www.npr.org/2017/04/13/523424211/first-listen-overcoats-young

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sometimes i dont go on instagram for a day or two and then when i go back on the meme scene has just changed so much i feel so lost

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in the training room today i was getting ice and we were talking with these two guys and then one of them basically said, oh thats so mean of this person to say “ok, but why are [my] thighs the size of my head?” and mind you im already about to cry bc of my foot, and that was just not something i wanted to hear so literally bless her soul the trainer was like “because shes a beast!!” in a good way which i mean still makes me uncomfy but at least it was in a good way - but like seriously why would you feel the need to tell me that?????? what good could that possible do??????? you obviously know thats hurtful because THATS HOW YOU FUCKING PREFACED THE STATEMENT 

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hardcore shoutout to @mentos for making gum that i can chew for 8+ hours and not have it disintegrate ( @trident )

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im doing work outside and just noticed my neighbor’s cat staring me down

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it feels like im trying to write in a different language and just dont have the vocabulary to express my ideas 

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WhY DoNT WorDs worK?? I cna NeveR EveN AttEMPT tO WrRIte WhAT IM TryINg To SAy BecUAse I tRy anD ThiNK oF a WOrd and tHe OnlY ThIng ThAt COMes From mY BrAIn is fsjldkaheuifjoadk

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I can’t even explain how much i hate my body

(via onefailafteranother)

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ahh ok so today i was talking to my mom about this girl who has hickeys and doesnt even attempt to cover them and then she frickin goes OFF about how hickies are so tacky and she never had them and why would you want someone sucking on your neck and unless you were trying to mark someone and “you know they have to suck on your neck” 

but now at least i know for sure that she never saw my hickie -- lol she was like explaining how they happen and i was like ya im pretty sure i know 

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this is my mood way too often