scary doctorās appointment this morning because of the aftermath Iām still facing from almost dying back in February due to the negligence of a male doctor :)
ohhhh I had no idea what was coming
6 months ago I had emergency surgery to remove my last remaining ovary bc an ovarian cyst burst & caused ovarian torsionā¦ā¦ā¦ Iāve been on a v high dose of hormones since then bc Iām so young and they didnāt want me going through menopause at 30ā¦ā¦.. these last few months I have had the most frustrating medical symptoms that confused the hell out of me, like my pelvic floor being so tight/tense/painful that it canāt be released even with PT & issues with my bladder & my sex drive being off the charts but not being able to climaxā¦ā¦. this morning I see my regular obgyn & give her the rundown (not without crying of course) and after some testsā¦ā¦.. I find out that MY HORMONE PATCHES HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING. THERE IS HARDLY ANY ESTROGEN IN MY BODY. EVERYTHING GOING ON IS BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF ESTROGEN. IāVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MENOPAUSE FOR SIX FUCKING MONTHS. I canāt fucking believe this. What the fuck??? Iām fucking miserable and THIS IS WHY???
