meowwwinggg

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you, a phantom limb

my heart keeps pumping blood to

i am bleeding out

--- searching for something to fill

---empty arteries: it's me

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talking to you is still the best part of my day

is it yours?

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its over and i miss him so fucking bad

he was my everything

what do i have now?

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i dont know how to feel, i feel myself pulling away.

am i running away and quitting or am i denying a scary truth?

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comparison is the thief of joy

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72 is the most perfect number in existence

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i just feel like *I* want to hang out every opportunity we get, nd that i will move things and try my hardest to make kt happen and make the best kf jt, but he doesn't do the same, which makes me feel less wanted. or like pathetic bc i want him more than he wants me. this ks probably unhealthy and bad, and i hate how i let it affect my mood bc he js allowed to want what he wants, it just really sucks that what we want is not the same. i know he still llves me. thibgs are okay. i need to remember that we dont NEED to always be talking, hanging out, doing thjngs together. i must be my own person.

i feel like im ruining things

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feeling so insane rn

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hello friends :3