Shin Asakura x F!Reader
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Spicy level: πΆοΈπΆοΈπΆοΈ
Just wanted to let you know that I'm an anime watcher, but I'm planning to read the manga as well. I don't mind spoilers, but please excuse me for any inaccuracies. Consider this an AU. You can also find me on ao3 @QueenRos3
This is a continuation of my previous piece. After meeting for the first time, you ended up with Shin's hoodie and with a reason to see him again.
The next day you see a notification pop up and to your delight it's a text from Shin.
He may have been more confident than usual due to some particular thoughts of yours during your first meeting, however, you were blissfully unaware. Just happy that he texted you first.
hi! are you free on friday?
I am after 7pm. Wanna meet for drinks? c:
It didn't take long for you to decide on a place and all that was left was to count the days until you'd meet.
You were able to pass the time with scenarios in your head about what you'd like him to do to you. These ranged from holding hands to more unorthodox activities. Shin, on the other hand, was haunted by your thoughts. It was refreshing to text for a few days as he could just wait for your reply instead of already knowing what you're going to say. But he already knew too much. Way too much for him to be able to pretend like nothing happened.
How is he supposed to take the hoodie back and look at it the same way knowing what you were planning to do wearing it!?
He can only take so much before his brain shuts down.
Although he tried his best to suppress it, he was so excited that he ended up being half an hour early. With nothing to do in front of the bar, before he knew it, Shin found himself smoking. It was weird, it tasted more bitter than last time. It was hard to even remember the last time. Since leaving his old life behind, Shin didn't smoke much anymore. Partly because smoking isn't permitted around the shop, but also because he didn't feel the need for it anymore. However, he was in need to kill some time...
"Hi, Shin! I hope you didn't wait long!" You finally made an entrance.
It took you a few hours to prepare, however you made it look effortless. You tried not to overdo it, but look cute enough to hopefully make Shin's heart skip a bit.
"No, I just got here a few minutes ago. Don't worry!" A white lie never killed anyone.
His comforting smile had the opposite of a calming effect. Shin almost immediately sensed your thoughts since your emotions were pretty intense. But was all... gibberish. At least to Shin. You were having so many thoughts at such a rapid pace that it was hard for him to keep up.
Eventually he was brought back to earth by your voice.
"Here. Thanks again for your help the other day!"
You were holding a paper bag with his hoodie inside. Neatly folded and emanating a lavender aroma due to the scented fabric softener. On top of it you've placed a box of chocolates.
Shin took the bag and was surprised to see the extra item. A part of him was really touched by this. It's not like he's received many gifts before...
"It wasn't a big deal! You didn't have to get me anything!"
"I just wanted to thank you properly. But if you're that bothered by it... You can get me a drink," you wink at him.
I really hope he likes them, you thought to yourself.
"Right, right... I bet you need this after such a long week." He was speaking more for himself. This might have been the longest week of his life and he's been through hitman training.
Suuuuch a long week, you thought to yourself. I really hope the extra fabric softener did the job.
Shin opened the door for you after putting out the cigarette, trying not to choke on the last puff.
You found yourselves a more secluded table and flipped through the menu.
"Sooo what are we thinking? I'm a whiskey kind of gal, but I'd be down for a couple of beers too. Depends how long your week was." You try your best to be understanding, although you'd rather get tipsy fast.
I can't bare to look into his eyes... He's been nothing but sweet and I've been fantasizing about what he'd sound like moaning my name...
"Whiskey it is then." He grips the sides of the menu a little too tight. Only when his fingertips turn white Shine becomes aware of the reflex and lets go.
You order and suddenly the silence becomes dense. Neither of you knows how to start this. Normally, it would've been easy for you, but the alcohol has yet to drown your guilt.
"So, anything eventful this week? I have nothing to talk about unfortunately. The store is usually pretty quiet." He figets with the lighter in his hands.
It's usually quiet and uninteresting, apart from the various hitmen that try to kill his boss. But it's not like Shin could tell you. Moreover, it's not like you were completely honest either.
You make some small talk about what you do for a living, which prompts Shin to think about what it would be to have a normal life. That's the goal for him, after all, since experiencing the bliss of home cooked meals and lazy Saturdays at the amusement park.
The drinks follow soon after, allowing you to finally calm down your nerves. You finish the glass relatively fast and quickly order a second.
"I didn't know we were in a hurry..." Shin glances over at your empty glass.
"There's no hurry, I just needed this." You try to mask your blush by pulling the strands of hair behind your ears so they cover your face more.
I'm in a hurry to get you into my bed though...
He coughs, trying to compose himself. And in an attempt at sympathy, your hand reaches his shoulder, rubbing small circles.
"Are you okay?" You were leaning over the table, your face awfully close to his.
I wish it was me leaving him this breathless...
"I'm good, don't worry about me." His cheek was almost bloodied from how hard he was biting it from the inside.
"Just don't die on me, okay?" You sat back down on your chair, not entirely convinced.
You're only allowed a little death, in French. Hopefully tonight...
He's already way too over this, he can't just be at your mercy the whole night, it would drive him insane.
Shin reaches out to the paper bag and takes out the chocolate so you two can eat it together.
"The hoodie smells really good, what did you wash it with?" He changed the subject, hoping to catch you off-guard.
You hesitantly reach for a piece of chocolate, but bite down once you hear Shin's question, trying to buy some time.
"Lavender fabric softener, I hope it's to your liking."
"Are you sure? Mine doesn't smell quite like this, what's the brand? Maybe I could get my boss to order some."
Memories fash before your eyes while munching on the chocolate. You alternate between the chocolate and the whiskey, consuming both at an incredibly slow pace this time.
After some late night texting with Shin you've decided to put his hoodie to good use before laundry day. You've removed any layer that could stand between you and Shin' scent. Enveloped by it, you sat in your bed in complete darkness, apart from the fain light emanated by your phone.
You wished you could call him and have him guide you through it all. Although Shin seemed shy, you had a feeling that there was more to him than met the eyes. Once he took off his hoodie for you, the muscles were too obvious to miss. His hands, his back and oh you could only imagine his legs. That body paired with his cute face, oh and those eyes... You wished he was on top of you, your legs on his shoulders, while staring directly into your eyes. You wished he'd take you without breaking eye contact, so that you can read his every expression. You wanted to know how he would like you to move, how he would react when you clenched around him or how his hands would feel on your body. You wished he'd grab your waist and slam you into him over and over until both of you could find release. You wondered what sounds he makes when he reaches the depths of pleasure, what he would taste like if he exploded into your mouth, what he would look like after hours of you riding him. Instead, you could only stare at his last text to you.
good night, y/n. sweet dreams!
They were sweet, indeed. With a bitter aftertaste, since you didn't know if the feelings were reciptocated. You've only met once, is there something wrong with you? But... You haven't felt this way before.
Shin immediately regretting bringing up the hoodie. His plan absolutely backfired. He just wanted to tease you and give you a taste of your own medicine. He managed to keep his face straight by curling the fuck out of his toes and fingers. The fingernails were digging into his own skin, leaving deep marks.
In the mix of emotions washing over Shin there was something distinct, making him question everything. He was indeed flustered, a bit embarrassed and turned on, but besides all of that he felt a sense of pride. Especially knowing this wasn't a usual occurrence for you. He liked knowing he had the same grip on your brain as you had on his.
There are tens of minds he reads on the daily. Maybe more, depending on what life throws at him. However, he's never had the pleasure of reading such thoughts about him before. Wait, pleasure? He couldn't deny it anymore. He wanted to make your fantasies come true. The last flashback pushed him over the edge.
In this game of telephone he had the advantage, but to no avail. Reading your mind only made it harder for him. Literally and figuratively. You've managed to pull him into your scenario and switch places. His gaze was glued to your lips, craving your voice.
"Umm...I'm not sure. I'll have to check once I get home." You finally decide to answer.
A couple of glasses later you both could blame the blush on the alcohol. It was getting harder to control yourselves. You've ended up sitting next to each other, instead of face to face. After every joke somehow your hand found itself on his thigh, his hand lingered on yours when lighting up your cigarette during smoke breaks and finally, your hand was hooked onto his arm as he walked you home.
"Hey so... Do you wanna come up? I'll forget to tell you the softener brand by tomorrow." You were only half telling the truth.
"Uhhh sure." He completely forgot that he even asked about it, but he wasn't going to waste this chance.
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