“I’m A Disappointment to My Mom”
“I don’t like the sound of that.”
Said my mother in the back.
“I’m done playing this game.
Let’s just say things won’t stay lame.”
Yes, she’s gotta look after her child
She should’ve known that wouldn’t have lasted for awhile.
They say they grow up so fast
Only if you let it pass.
Oh, hell yeah
Tell me that
Disappointment of a child
Who bent her mom’s precious heart out of style.
I’m raising my hand,
Giving away who I truly am.
Oh I was a disappointment to my momma
She said, “Honey, I really love ya
But how could you do me this way
By letting this s**t stay?”
She screamed it in my face of course.
I guess it could be worse
Like when I had my panties ‘round my ankles
And my head full of hair tangles.
“I’m done or having any freedom.” I said.
I held the knife, praying I was dead.
“How bad could it be, I just cut myself and bleed?
It can’t be bad as shattered dreams.”
Yes, he touched me, I’ll have you know.
He degraded me and called me a hoe.
You should’ve done something sooner,
Maybe I wouldn’t be a “loser”.
I’m not apologizing for who I am
You were the one who made me damned.
So if you want to say it’s my fault
Go ahead, as I scream at the walls.
Oh, hell yeah
Tell me that
Disappointment of a child
Who bent her mom’s precious heart out of style.
I’m raising my hand,
Giving away who I truly am.
Oh I was a disappointment to my momma
She said, “Honey, I really love ya
But how could you do me this way
By letting this s**t stay?”
She screamed it in my face of course.
I guess it could be worse
Like when I had my panties ‘round my ankles
And my head full of hair tangles.
Damn I’m a lunatic
Damn she’s full of s**t.
Where the hell was she all these years
As I struggled fighting demons, fears as tears?
Go! Go! Go! Oh, hell yeah
Tell me that
Disappointment of a child
Who bent her mom’s precious heart out of style.
I’m raising my hand,
Giving away who I truly am.
Oh I was a disappointment to my momma
She said, “Honey, I really love ya
But how could you do me this way
By letting this s**t stay?”