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End Of School

Today was the last day of school. I already feel the sadness beginning to soak in. I miss all of my friends so much! I feel like before this summer when the end of school came I wasn't sad I didn't really care about leaving my friends I didn't miss over the summer. I was just happy to leave school. But this year I've made some great friends and I already miss them. I found out that my B.O.A.F isn't moving away but I'm still really sad I can't see here over summer because shell be in Japan. I really miss all of my friends and I just saw then like 20 minutes ago :( This is the part where I break down in tears and can't keep writing so, Dreamer Online, signing offline

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Losing My B.O.A.F

Say boat but instead of the T say it with an F at the end and what do you get...

B.O.A.F (Beautiful, Overly, Adored, Friend) 

I found out yesterday that my Best Friend is moving out of the state. I dont really know what to say to her. I don’t really know how to deal with it. She’s a Really Big part of my life aand i’m not sure how to say goodbye to her. Her last day of school is tuesday and after that I will never see her again.. 

I keep telling myself don’t cry. Stay strong for her, but I can’t every time I think of her I thin of me. We are Best Friends and i’m going to miss her more than anything on this whole world. :’(    

I guess that’s it once shes gone, she’s gone and there’s nothing I can do about it.

Dreamer Online, signing offline

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Missing My Daddy

So lately I haven’t seen my dad much. He got a second job and now he works 6AM-6PM then goes to his second job and works 6PM-2AM and comes home and goes to bed everyday except for Sundays. I really miss him. He goes to work before I wake up and comes home once I’m already in bed :(

I know we are behind on bills and so he’s trying to make more money but does he have to work about 20 hours a day! I don’t know. I just wanted to talk about it because it’s something that's been bothering me. Well I guess bye for now...

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Starting Something New

I've decided to start this blog

Why?

Well sometimes I just feel like a can of pop when you shake it up waiting to explode.

I feel like I have so many things I want to say fizzing inside of me but I just can't find the confidence to say it.

So this Blog is going to be my escape from feeling like I can't just be myself. I can say what I feel about anything and not have to worry that it will make me look stupid or uncool. I can just write without a limit, I can start something different without being judged or ignored.

I'm starting over...creating something new

New thoughts

New waves of emotions

New connections to the world

A New Belief system in myself

Dreamer Online, signing offline♥