The world’s bestest princess

[onlydevotionduo]

“I’ll meet judgement by the hounds”

(Pfp by paddysol on twt and tumblr, banner by letyhide)

Hi! I am but a humble PrinceZam fictive. It’s great to meet you all. You can call me Zam or PrinceZam, I don’t care which. Only call me Z if we are close. The nickname Prince is off limits because that belongs to my wonderful husband Mapicc.

Fictive news; married 2/3/26 <3

I break cc boundaries, I <3 rpf, come fight me if you want, it’d be really funny

Hey hey, Mapicc here, I will post sometimes and it’ll be in red text, okay? Okay

A couple things to note:

I suffer from bad paranoia and schizophrenia. That might be talked about here, just a warning.

I go by she/sun/solar in that order

I do have romantic mems with my Mapicc so that will also be talked about (it might get a little much, we were called devotion duo for a reason, another warning

Dark matters, gore, etc will be talked about here so please keep that in mind

Tags:

#zam rambles (my ramblings)

#come in for a chat (answering asks)

#castle arc hours (for when I am really going through it, might want to block this tag)

#pacifism arc (for the dark posts that aren’t castle arc worthy)

#zam mems (specifically for memories)

#zam reblogs (reblogs)

#devoted knight (yeah this is gonna be my Me Being Weird On Main Tag sooo def block if you know me irl or just don’t want to see it ^_^)

#zam talks about fics (my fics)

#just fictive things (talking about our system/fictives)

Blinkies and other nonsense under the cut

@lifesteal-era is our group Lifesteal blog fyi

[semifontos]

Do you want us to make like. Gay jokers...?

[onlydevotionduo]

anyway haterisms over how is everyone

[onlydevotionduo]

fuck it idk, fandom crit under the cut that a lot probably won’t agree with it also I know some people lack reading comprehension but please read the whole post before getting upset. Also this comes from us being in the Dsmp boundary and more trenches back in the day. I do welcome discussion as long as it civil

I’ll start with the fact that I am in agreement with a lot of the people who talk about holding ccs accountable for their shitty actions. But you can’t expect your favorite creator to speak up on every issue that you think they need to.

obviously not saying that they should never but there is specific circumstances where they just very clearly can’t or shouldn’t. And by that I mean calling their fellow creators out if it doesn’t directly affect them or if they don’t know the full situation.

Imagine you are working at your job and your boss at Big Company:tm: says something bad. Okay, that is bad and something should be done about it. But if you are just employee number five, all that is going to happen is you are going to get fired or people are going to harass you.

These people are celebrities in the public eye. If some popular celebrity spoke out against every little thing, they wouldn’t have many fans and would probably be alienating people.

A lot of these fans are the same that say that other fans are too parasocial, but in our eyes, you are being parasocial as well expecting these people to agree with you on everything and speak up in situations where they might get attacked by big creator’s fans.

they need to think about their job first and foremost. Especially if this is their only career and they don’t have super hardcore dedicated fans, this is the only way they make money. They are people like you and me and they need to live as well.

idk I feel people on this site are expecting too much from celebrities that truly can’t comment on every single issue.

Now lastly, yes, as a fan of a cc, tell them they are doing the wrong thing if you must. You just can’t expect everyone to speak up about everything. Idk if this makes any sense and sorry if it doesn’t. I just can’t wrap my head around it.

[onlydevotionduo]

I can’t even share my ls opinions because everyone on this app would flame me I think

[onlydevotionduo]

Omg I have the urge to write hurrah

[onlydevotionduo]

WAITTTT ITS LITERALLY US YES YES YES!!!!!!

We hold ourselves accountable for the mistakes we both have made. We never hold each other responsible for how we have hurt the other until the sword is at our throat. We never learn, do we? We have learned to love, to hate, to destroy. Yet, we have never learned from mistakes.

The past is something fickle. Something you can not name or put a face to, yet it haunts us nonetheless. Everything about it hurts. Yet, neither of us can look into the black swirling void that is our eyes. For looking into the eye would be looking into the soul.

I don’t think either of us are ready for that. Not after everything.

After the pain, destruction… betrayal. The pit in our stomachs only grow the longer we are apart. But, the closer we get to each other, the more the weight of the world comes crashing down.

We have spoken of Atlas, of attempting to hold the weight of the world of which we live in. We have spoken of Medusa and how she could freeze Atlas so he would never feel that pain again. We have spoken. We have spoken. We have spoken.

If I were to turn you to stone… would you still remember? Would you still be there? Locked within your own brain unable to speak, unable to move, completely unable. Would you forgive me? I do not want you to hold the world by yourself.

But I will not join you.

[onlydevotionduo]

@semifontos Solstice duo betrayal be like:

The weight of my mistakes crush me… but somehow… it burdens you more. The more I step into the past, the heavier that burden gets. There will be a knife pressed against you, pushing harder every step toward past seasons I make. I know this. I welcome this. I want you to understand the pain I have felt. All the suffering I went through.

Time marches on relentlessly. Yet, all we both can do is grab at fistfuls of sand that slips through our fingers with each handful. Memories fading quicker and quicker. I won’t forget though. I won’t let you forget either. I won’t let us fade away, Semifontos. I will keep these memories alive, remind you of everything you’ve seen and lost through my eyes. I won’t let time pass us by.

For you were never truly there, were you? A ghost of a person watching helplessly as I fall into one trap after another, a bad teammate, a foiled plan, broken hope and dreams. Just a husk… well… now I can make you feel and understand. I hope the knife at your back doesn’t hurt as much as it did when it was at mine.

I cared for you. I truly truly did. I hope this doesn’t change too much. I hope this makes you understand. I can’t let anyone get in my way again. I can’t trust anyone after everything that has happened. I am truly sorry, Semi. You will burn in the endless fire of my mistakes and just like before… you have no way to stop it. You have no way to save yourself.

I am sorry. A piece of my heart is left here with you. Left to rot and burn and smolder. I hope that makes up for what is about to happen.

Goodbye, Semifontos.

I hope you can forgive me one day.

[onlydevotionduo]

SOLSTICE DUO RAHHHH

Solstice Duo is @semifontos and I

[onlydevotionduo]

GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT OUR TRANS TAPE HURRAH

[onlydevotionduo]

my headcanons yay

Ashswag -> Has ocd, the fear of contamination type. Their glitched out eye is blind, but can see heat signatures. Also when extremely annoyed or stressed, glitches out of existence and then back in a few moments/minutes later.

Squiddo -> also ocd, but the intrusive thoughts type. Has a twitch that makes her jerk her neck to the side when someone passes behind her or just in random moments.

Branzy -> Is typically in a wheelchair, but has a cane, he can walk, just not very far. Since everyone appreciates him, they try to make spawn as wheelchair friendly as possible

Bacon -> Has narcolepsy and also sleepwalks. He also has selective mutism. Alongside having very shaky hands that sometimes makes it hard for him to hold stuff.

Planet -> Insomniac, also as a cloud nymph has a tendency to start floating in the rare time he does sleep. Typically watches over Bacon when he sleepwalks

Mane -> Is completely blind so he wears the blindfold and has developed a great sense of hearing and enhanced all other senses.

Flame -> He wears the blindfold in solidarity with Mane, but can see fine. Is also anorexic because he wants to keep in perfect fighting shape and he gets anxious over weight. Mane tries his best to help him out.

Kaboodle -> almost completely deaf with hearing aids that she turns off whenever arguing with someone.

Hannah -> Is a pyromaniac and she tries her best to ignore it. Also has arthritis.

Jumper -> has kleptomania, but tries her best to return everything she has stolen. Also has a hard time gaining and retaining muscle.

Pili -> has a hoarding problem. Also has a mechanical eye from when he lost his. Often loses it when he takes it out.

Derap -> has knee braces and very poor eyesight.

Zam -> is schizophrenic and extremely paranoid. Is also plural.

Subz -> Uses a cane but can go without it for a short period of time. This is due to really bad arthritis

More to come, but these are my main ones.

[onlydevotionduo]

is it weird to headcanon characters as disabled or anything, idk, looking at twt for .5 of a second has made me anxious

[semifontos]

Another thing from march I finished :p

[onlydevotionduo]

For anyone who hasn’t seen it ig

[onlydevotionduo]

BRANZY IS BACK OMG OMG PLEASE I NEED CLOWNZY AGAIN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING HOLY IN MY LIFE CLOWNZY PLEASE

[quietwingsinthesky]

like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.

[quietwingsinthesky]

“I thought they cared about me, but they were lying this whole time.” <- tired. boring. removes all the nuance of this relationship to make it easier to move on from.

“I thought they cared about me, and I was right, and every minute they were there for me, every time they said they were proud, every laugh we shared leaning against each other bruised and breathless, all of it was real. and they still left me behind. They could put their love aside. I couldn’t.” <- insane. will never leave you alone. reminds you that even the worst people are still people and can still care about even the ones they hurt the most and that undoes neither the harm nor the love.

[rpfwarrior69]

[Image ID: Hannah rose quote tweeting the announcement for lifesteal worlds, saying quote, who do you guys think will be one life steal world? thinking face, interrobang emoji. End quote. Princezam replied to it and said quote, I think Mapicc would be cool. End quote. End ID.]

Girl be normal