Walkin' In Time

EST. 180727 A writing blog for The Boyz Requests: OPEN Semi-active due to lack of motivaton icon credit

[wonderhwalls]

no idea if anyone is still interested, but here’s my new writing blog 

[wonderhwalls]

i’ve been thinking about deleting all of my writings and starting fresh. or at least have the blogs inactive so people can still read my old works.

as indecisive as I am, i have no idea, but I just want to know if you guys are okay with that.

[wonderhwalls]

i don’t know if anyone’s interested, but i thought about making a group chat for writers of any fandom

the only difference is: no smut writers

it’s because there are people who are uncomfortable with smut. but you can always make your own group chat for it.

i’m not 100% sure yet, but if anyone is actually interested, you can send me an ask of your kakaotalk id (and be off anonymous please)

maybe reblog if you want??

[wonderhwalls]

here’s the form for those who want to join!

[onlytbz]

A Strange Memory (Hwall)

Occasionally, you’ve had flashbacks of your life before it became busy, but you can’t figure out who you were always with in those flashbacks. That is, until something clicked in your head.

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A/N: sorry for the major inactivity!! I haven’t been in the mood to write, or to do anything in general really. I appreciate anyone who doesn’t mind it! i’ve been giffing more too but that’s not related this isn’t my best, i’m sorry for that

It’s been years since you and your family has moved out of your childhood home and into an apartment. Nothing much has happened, except you were working while trying to catch up on your education. That had led you to be stuck in your room for the majority of the day, only to leave for basic needs or to go to work.

Sometimes, your parents worry about you, but you’ve completely adapted your lifestyle and got completely used to your busy schedule, they don’t interfere with it. Occasionally, they would drop by to make sure you’re not overworking yourself and stressing yourself out. They also make sure you actually sleep, as you have the tendency to lose track of time.

Little did you know that your working schedule had made your give up on your dream. Your parents had warned you about it too, but you took the risk. You didn’t care as long as you were able to help your family in any way possible.

As you leaned your back against your chair, staring at your homework that was due in a couple hours, you suddenly had a flashback of your old home. There were many children playing in the playground, including your little self. You didn’t react much to the memory, because it was just you playing in the playground. You saw your little self turning their head to find a shy boy hiding by his mother. They waved at him, and made their way towards him. You can’t hear what was going on, but you knew your little self was inviting him to play with you. Once he had accepted, they both made their way to the playground set. Then the memory ended there.

You didn’t know who that boy was, or many you forgot. Either way, nothing had clicked in your brain. You checked the time and it was 2 in the morning. You normally wouldn’t space out for that long, but it just kind of happened. You let out a heavy sigh as you removed your back from the chair and continued to work.

The next morning, you woke up with a headache. But you weren’t listening to any music, or anything at all really. Your parents are still asleep as you got up from your bed and did your morning routine. Your parents already know that you were getting ready for school and work, yet you still continue to get ready silently to not disturb their slumber. Once you finished, you made your way to school.

Your friend, Changmin, was going to scare you, but as you bend down to tie your shoes, he jumped over you instead. You were confused, then saw your blonde friend pouting at you. “Dang it! I wanted to scare you!” he complained.

You rolled your eyes, “Even if you tried, you would probably failed anyways. You didn’t need to jump over me, you know.”

“I had to in order to not crash into you!”

“Dude, you could have stopped beside me.”

“I was running too fast!”

You rolled your eyes again, “as always.”

You both made your way to class as you constantly listened to him talk about his day yesterday, or any other day. You didn’t mind, but most of the time, his words when in from one ear and out the other. You don’t hate him, he just talks too much for your brain to handle.

While class was going on, you were paying attention as usual, and finished your work fast as usual. You were chilling in your seat, doing other work that your teacher has given you, aka the homework, especially since the homework the teacher gives takes forever for the students to do.

As always, you took a pause in doing the work, just staring the worksheets as usual. More memories have taken over your head, and you’re still not sure why this is happening. It’s the second time it has happened, so it hasn’t become an issue yet.

This time, the memory is years later when you were in middle school. You remember that you were obsessed with archery, and still love it to this day. You were practicing your skills alone in the gym with targets, occasionally hitting the bullseye. Even if you didn’t hit the center, even if you had missed, you didn’t pay attention to it. You just kept on practicing and picking up the arrows once you were out. Then, someone walked into the gym as you were pulling the string. When the door slammed shut, that startled you and made the string hit your arm.

This time, you heard the boy laugh at your younger self’s startled expression.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you. I didn’t expect anyone to be here.” He said.

“Yeah, right. you probably heard someone mention about a student practicing archery in the gym.” you answered, completely ignoring your pain caused by the bow’s string.

He laughed, “You caught me. You know, I happen to be interested in it. Give it to me.”

He took the bow from you and took an arrow from the floor. He got into his position and aimed carefully. He shot the arrow and it ended up right in the center, leaving you surprised.

Then the memory ended there.

From what you gathered, you and that boy seem to be really good friends. He did look like the child that was in the previous memory, assuming that was when you first met him.

As you were thinking, there was a hand waving in front of your face. “Hello? y/n? are you good?” Changmin asked.

“Yes I am, why?” you casually replied.

“You’ve been spacing out for much longer than usual. But anyways, are you free this weekend?”

You checked your work schedule on your phone. You were expecting to work all day, but when you checked, it said it was your day off. You were quite surprised. Changmin immediately knew from your expression that you were free this time. “Hey, since you’re actually free this weekend, how about we go do archery?”

You gave him a confused expression, “Why?”

“For fun! I know how much you love archery, but you barely have any time to have fun! Plus, I know someone who works there and you may know him too.”

You knew you didn’t have a choice anyways, since your parents would also like for you to have some fun once in awhile. You sigh in defeat, “Fine.”

When you got home, you told your parents about your plans with Changmin. As you expected, they were extremely happy. It was weird for you to finally have a break, since you were so used to being so busy every day, even on the weekends. You even questioned your archery skills since you had no time to even practice anymore.

And the weekend came, you were ready to go to the place. You probably never heard of this place before, since you never heard of an archery place in the city at all. You and Changmin talked about where you guys were gonna meet, and that’s where you stood. It’s been almost an hour and he still hasn’t shown up. You were ready to go home until he popped up behind your back, still failing to scare you.

“Wow, you really have a cold face huh?” He said.

“You can say that. Anyway, you almost made me wait here for an hour.”

“Sorry! I had to deal with some things! Now let’s go!” He said and began to drag you to the place.

Luckily you managed to keep up with his fast pace. You scanned the area around you while making sure you don’t trip over anything. When you two finally got to the place, it was huge.

You weren’t even expecting it to be this large, especially for just archery?? Huh..

You both entered the place, seeing it filled with people of different age groups. One person caught your eye though, not in a crush way, but a different way. The person that caught your eye seemed really familiar to you. You stared at him until you were dragged my Changmin again to go to a target.

“Sorry to interrupt, but who were you staring at?” Changmin asked as he got ready to shoot an arrow.

“Nobody in particular. I just saw someone who seems familiar and I was trying to figure out who they are, that’s all.”

“Is that so?” He began to aim, “Why not talk to him? Maybe you’ll figure it out.”

You began setting up your equipment, “I’m fine, it’s nothing important.”

As you began to aim, someone popped up behind you, “Need any help?” he said, startling you as made you miss.

You sigh in anger, “No, I don’t need help.” you say as you turn around, only to see it was the dude you were staring at earlier.

“Hey, Hyunjoon! Long time no see!” Changmin waves to him.

He laughed, “Long time no see. What brings you here?”

As they were chatting away, you were trying to think of who he was. Then you saw him take Changmin’s bow and shot an arrow in the same position as you saw in your flashback, even having the arrow hit the center of the target in one try.

“Hey! You were the one that scared me in middle school!” You realized.

Hyunjoon looked at you and laughed, “You remember that? I apologized you know.”

“I know, I just remembered it, that’s all.”

“Well, I’m glad you didn’t forget about me, I heard those who move away from their old homes tend to forget their old friends.”

“Yeah… I totally didn’t…”

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In a Dream ii (Hwall)

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You’ve been having dreams for years, and the fact that you remember those dreams doesn’t help. It didn’t take you long to realize how often this person seems familiar to you. The odd thing is, you’ve never met this person in your life. It definitely doesn’t help when your dreams cuts off as soon as you were about to meet him.

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It’s been a couple days after your massive headache

Luckily it never came back

As always, your dreams are irritating you

Literally every time you wake up from the dream, you scream into your pillow

WHO THE HELL IS THIS GUY?

The more you see him, the more edgy he seems???

But you never seen his face, so you can’t really assume that

You never realized how less you notice him

More like how less everyone notices him

He could literally walk out of class and no one would notice, if he closes the door gently

When you were in class, you never noticed that your teacher stopped mentioning hwall after a couple days since he was moved to your classroom

Suddenly, sangyeon just asked if you wanted to go somewhere to eat with him

Of course you said yes, as he’s the only one that knows about you and the things you complain about

As a classic, he took you to a cafe and get your usual coffee (or tea, whatever floats your boat)

He paid for it too, because he was the one who asked you to come with him

You mentioned to him that your dream has been irritating bc you can never know who it is

“Maybe it’s supposed to be your soulmate. The person you’re destined to be paired up with.” he suggested

“It’s always the soulmate thing, it’s annoying! Is it someone I’m supposed to fall in love with? And date them?”

“Basically, but some relationships don’t match. I’d name an example, but it’s very personal. And Even if it’s about someone else, sharing someone’s secrets is never a good idea.”

“I understand you. Now it makes more sense, all the other times I try to understand it, I just can’t.”

He smiled, “It’s alright. I hope your soulmate is your perfect match.”

“Thanks.”

and that’s how your day with sangyeon ended

on the way home, you got an email from your teacher 

the only word you read was project and you already wanted to die

you always hated projects (unless there are folks that do, but let’s keep it like that) and you always get paired up with someone that doesn’t get it and doesn’t end up helping

but you didn’t look at the whole email until you got home

bc come on, all you could think about is going home and getting some rest

at least, you hope you can

when you got home, you immediately put everything way and went to take a bath

it’s basically just a tub of warm water (with bubbles or a bath bomb or none, your choice)

you just sat there and relax and let your body take in all the warmth from the water

it didn’t take long before you were ready to leave the tub

now all you have to do is actually read that email

that you definitely don’t want to read 

but you did eventually and you wish you didn’t

it was a group project, which is actually a good thing

and you were with eric, kevin and jacob

but it ended up being a project with a group of five (5)

and guess who’s in the group with you?

(it shouldn’t be a surprise at this point)

the only and only hwall!

well this is gonna be awkward

also gonna be a pain to find him

but jacob seems to be friends with him so that’s fine

right??

maybe he’s just being a mom he is but he’s the only one who actually talks to him

yet the kid doesn’t talk back

nor show any sign of interest

huh

anyways, you’ll find out tomorrow

and hopefully he shows up

all you did afterwards was play games and read a few books

then you just went to sleep

you had a dream of school again, except it was like the rooftop

there was no one but you, so why the heck are you there?

you explored around the whole rooftop and there was literally no one else

when you took another step, you were suddenly at the edge of the rooftop and fell

of course, it ended there

but you swore you saw no one on the rooftop, but just before you fell, you saw someone sleeping with an opened book on their face

you woke up and found yourself on the floor

amazing

you just got up and did your morning routine

Of course, you came to school like nothing happened

You weren't looking forward to the group projects

When you guys got together for your project, you only noticed the usual 4 (four) of you guys

You suddenly feel that weird aura behind you

Jacob immediately noticed that he was behind you as usual

“There you are. Luckily, you’re in our group.” he said

Hwall looked at him, giving 0 (zero) interest in anything he’s saying

Despite having his earbuds in his ears, he can still hear him

He was either looking out the window, or at your hair

Because it seemed so familiar to him

anyways, you guys talked about the project while hwall was doing his own thing

Eventually, he just got up and left quietly

Jacob immediately noticed, and that’s also when you noticed

“Do you know him, Jacob?” You asked

“I do, but he doesn’t like it when other people talk about him.” He said.

“But you just did?”

“I’m not gonna say more though.”

“Dang it.”

After that, you guys talked about the project and jacob will update him later

To be honest, you really wanted to know more about him

Not jacob, hwall.

Guess you have to ask him eventually

If you can

The next day, he somehow didn’t come to school

Or is that he’s skipping

But he doesn't seem to be the type to skip class

Also you somehow didn’t have a dream last night

Instead of working on projects, you just ended up working on worksheets

And then homework

And now you’re free for the day

Should you check the rooftop?

But you don’t have access and the crew isn’t meeting today (for once)

What the heck are you going to do today?

As if it was a miracle, kevin texted you and asked you if you wanted to hang out with him and jacob and eric

Of course, he asked in the groupchat that you guys made when you guys first talked to each other and have been talking non-stop in it

Ironically you guys never talked to each other outside of class despite how close you guys are in the groupchat, so this is the first

All you sent was “sure” and the chat has been spammed by eric asking a bunch of questions

Of course he only did it to be annoying

“Eric PLEASE” kevin said in the groupchat

You and jacob are just ignoring it

Then jacob just randomly answers “after school then?”

Then you realized they’re literally around you, why the heck are they texting in the groupchat?

especially since your teacher is done and everyone is just waiting until the school day is over

everyone is literally either on their phone or talking with a friend

but you hardly hear any talking

you kick kevin’s chair bc he was the closest person you can contact by kicking

apparently that hurt when you hear an “ow” from him

“why can’t we just talk about it verbally like a normal person?”

“because talking is so much work! besides, we won’t forget what we said when we text instead.”

“why are you like this?”

instead of talking about it verbally, it just continued through text

“can we at least change? i don’t want to be in the uniform when school’s over.” you text

“of course!” jacob replied

“sure, they’re not comfortable anyways.” eric answered

kevin was too busy drawing to reply

he finished his drawing just in time before the bell rang

“should we invite hwall? we can use the time to talk about the project.” eric suggested

“for once, you’re not stupid.” you say

“you can ask, jacob!” kevin said

“he’ll say no.” he answered

you guys continued talking as you four left the classroom

and guess who’s on their phone with earbuds in and chilling by the classroom window?

“you guys can go ahead!” jacob suddenly said, “i’ll meet you by the gates.”

the three of you guys look at each other weirdly, but you learned not to question anyone’s actions unless it’s actually suspicious

“that’s cool, see you soon!” you say with a smile and shoved eric and kevin before they do anything stupid

(change of perspective ish bc sometimes you gotta know what’s happening)

jacob just waved and then just looked at hwall by the window

as usual, hwall didn’t seem to notice him until he felt a pat on the head

“hey, i have a question for you.” jacob said

all hwall did was took out an earbud from one ear and look at him

“do you want to hang out with me today? i-“

before jacob could even finish, hwall already rejected his offer

“hear me out, okay? i feel like it’s going to be good for you.”

already, he was uninterested and not even a slight expression change was made

“i think it’s a nice opportunity for you to talk to my friends. especially y/n, since they’re the only person you looked at besides me.”

he's still uninterested

“do you not want to talk to y/n? you looked like you wanted to talk to them.”

he suddenly glared at him

jacob smiled, “sorry, didn’t mean to make you angry. it’s okay though, i’m not forcing you.”

they both stood up and walked home home together, since jacob’s house is past hwall’s place so he drops him off first

“one last chance, do you want to go? they were asking me to ask you.” jacob said when he got to his place

all he did was gave a silent sigh and answered

“fine.”

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In a Dream (Hwall)

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You’ve been having dreams for years, and the fact that you remember those dreams doesn’t help. It didn’t take you long to realize how often this person seems familiar to you. The odd thing is, you’ve never met this person in your life. It definitely doesn’t help when your dreams cuts off as soon as you were about to meet him.

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A/N: No one told me that my ask box wasn’t open, but it is now!! also thank you for 100 followers, despite me not updating so much.

“Mom, what are soulmates?”

That is something your 3rd grade self would ask.

“It’s when you’re paired up with someone you’re destined to be with.”

“Destined?”

“It means that it’s planned.”

Your mother always answers your questions, both that she already knew, or she would look it up just for you

You understood everything, but soulmates was something you can never get

You keep telling your mother about your dream, like you always have been doing since you were a kid

You mentioned about seeing this one kid on your dream, and your mom thought it was just a coincidence 

You continue to talk to your mom about him multiple times

“Well, sweetie, I think you definitely got yourself a soulmate.”

“WHAT’S A SOULMATE?”

This is like your 6th grade self

Your current high school self still doesn’t understand soulmates

You’re still bothered by that one dude in your dreams

And you literally don’t even know him?? You never seen him anywhere and any moment in your life??

You told your friends about this

By friends, it’s jacob, eric and kevin

Yes, the english line

But they’re your classroom friends

Your real friends are sangyeon, jaehyun and sunwoo

Ironically, they’re in the SGA and you’re not even in it

So they ask you for favors while they’re busy

Except for jaehyun, so you end up doing his work

“CAN Y/N REPLACE JAEHYUN? THEY’RE THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY HELPS US?” sunwoo complained

“IT’S NOT MY FAULT I’M BUSY??” jaehyun complained

“WITH WHAT? TRYING TO FLIRT?”

Happens everyday and you and sangyeon just continue working as if they’re aren’t in the room

Sangyeon doing paperwork while you were doing homework

Only because jaehyun is actually in the meeting

Once all the arguments finally calmed down, they started talking about something

You didn’t pay attention bc it wasn’t your business

Once you were done with your homework, you packed your stuff and leave

Of course you said bye to them first before leaving them

As you were leaving, there was someone walking past you

Their aura seemed very weird to you, but you completely ignored it and went along your way

The next day, you woke up in the worse dream possible

It was about having a new student in your class

BUT you hated the fact that it turned out to be true, and didn’t pay attention to their introduction

You couldn’t hear them anyways bc their voice is so soft and so quiet

You suddenly felt a weird aura behind you, guess that’s where they sat

Nothing was different for the rest of the day

Except you found out there was someone new in the office when you went in 

You sighed as you closed the door

“What’s wrong?” Sangyeon was nice enough to ask while the other two argued constantly

The new guy covered his ears as the argument has gotten louder

“Did your dream come true?” Sangyeon continued to ask

“Yeah, but I don’t know how true it is. Don’t worry about it.” you say as you sit down beside him

The new guy was silent the whole time

Wait, why is he here?

Then sunwoo talked to him about things

As always, you weren’t paying attention

Instead of doing homework, you helped sangyeon with papers, and then doing homework

Honestly, it didn’t take as long and you had time to spare

“Y/N, can you help me with my work?” jaehyun asked

“You hardly have any to do? Go do it while you’re here.” 

“Fine.”

“Hey, Y/N, do you know what he looks like?” sangyeon asked

“Hm? He? Oh, not really. His face never shows.” you said

“Really? That’s sad, I hope you meet him soon.”

“Thanks, for being the only person that cares.”

“What about kevin, jacob and eric?”

“They don’t know about this.”

“Make sense.”

You two didn’t notice, but the new guy’s ears perked up when he heard you guys talk about dreams

Sunwoo noticed, especially when his focus shifted

“Hey, pay attention. After this you don’t have to step foot in this hell hole.”

The new guy stared at you, but then shifted his attention back to sunwoo, yet still haven’t talked

after his talk with sunwoo, he got up and left

“wait, what’s your name?” you said

he immediately stopped and looked at you

you felt like he was going to hate you for asking that

“Hwall.” he finally answered and then left

“Hwall?” you said after he left

“That’s what he wrote. I’m sure the school has his real name, but i doubt they’ll tell us.” sunwoo said

“that’s not something to worry about, but the aura he gives… it’s weird.”

“wait, it looks like he’s already a student here.” jaehyun pointed out, “i guess he wanted to switch classrooms.”

“oh look, someone’s actually paying attention for once.” sunwoo said

“says you, you don’t even do your school work.”

“it’s not like you do it either.”

all jaehyun did was rolled his eyes and went back to the topic

“anyways, where did he even come from? a guy like him, you definitely don’t see around in the area.” jaehyun continued to talk

“it’s not a good idea to talk about him when he’s not here.” sangyeon butted in as he put his back against the chair

“I know, but he won’t talk to us. He won’t talk to ANYONE.” Jaehyun complained

“Then just leave him be. It’s going to get really annoying if you keep going after him.”

That’s how your day ended

The next morning, you somehow didn’t get any sleep

You somehow managed to stay awake throughout the whole class period

After class, you literally knocked out when you got to the office

Sunwoo poked your side, “Hey, are you good?”

“Did you even get any sleep?” jaehyun asked

You shook your head and shoved your face in your arms

“Do you want to go to the rooftop?” Sangyeon asked

“I thought no one was allowed.” Sunwoo said

“Only we’re allowed to go up there for meetings.”

“I forgot, because we NEVER GO THERE!”

You were too busy sleeping that sunwoo’s yelling didn’t even bother you

You instantly woke up as someone opened the door

It was jacob

“Sangyeon, I hope you don’t mind us using the rooftop for pictures.”

“That’s fine, we were going to go up there too.” he said as he got up.

You lift your head and rubbed your eyes as if you were listening the whole time

Actually you were when the door opened

“I’ll go ahead first and I’ll wait for you there.” jacob said and ran off

Wait, why did he want to go to the rooftop?

“He might like some fresh air while working. I think he’s working on a song.” sangyeon answered

“Wait a minute, how did you know what I was thinking?” you said

“You face says it.”

“I-”

All of you guys went your way to the rooftop

Little did you guys know there was a sleepy kid

But it wasn’t even a surprise that none of you guys noticed when you got up there

You ended up sleeping once again

[insert some dream bc i’m not creative]

You woke up with a massive headache

Ironically, someone else also woke up with a massive headache

And guess who?

No other than hwall

When both of you got up, everyone else just realized that hwall was also on the roof

Jacob was ready to scold him, but when he did, the headache became worse

“Sorry.” jacob whispered

“Maybe we should just go home.” Sangyeon suggested

Everyone else agreed while hwall was already gone

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Nice to See You Again Finale (Sangyeon)

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You’re just a leader of your dance crew. You didn’t see yourself as anything special. All you do is sing and dance, and your crew does buskings of either dancing, singing, or both. The day your crew decides to both sing and dance is the day your members freak out.

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A/N: I know This is after the thing when Tumblr removes links from the searches, but I really don’t care if it shows up or not. Also, this is super rushed, I’m sorry.

After weeks of practicing and voice straining, tomorrow is finally the day. Honestly, you’re not satisfied with how you danced and sang. Everyone knew how you felt, and they tried to make you feel better. Seriously, they do try. You appreciate their efforts a lot, but it’s just one of those moments were it doesn’t even change how you feel.

You have the tendency to practice very late and eating almost nothing because of it. Sometimes, everyone just finds you asleep during the “little break” that you tell yourself to do. Everyone’s worried sick about you, and they all tried their best to get you to eat and actually get enough hours of sleep. Sometimes, they even prevent you from practicing, even on a normal practice day, which forces you to practice at home.

Since today is the last day before the performance, they have to let you dance. Normally, you would be the first one to show up, but this time, several showed up before you, and Subin was definitely one of them. He looked at you, and you knew he was extremely worried. You sighed and ready to walk back out. Andrew immediately got up and pulled you to the center of the room. “Come on, Y/N! The performance is tomorrow, it’s too late to back out now!” He said. You expected his voice to be more worried, but he seemed more excited.

“Are you alright, though?” Subin asked from the side, “I know we’re underestimating your body, but we don’t want anything bad happening last minute.”

Before you could answer, everyone came barging in without a warning. That’s when practice began. Everyone was trying their hardest. Well, everyone except you. You were dancing, but it was as if you were practicing on stage before the actual performance, no effort. You were coughing under your shirt from one position to another. Were you actually okay?

Actually, you’re a little bit sick, but you weren’t dying suck like that day they dragged you to a store. Maybe you have a little headache, but they don’t know that. Sure, you were always quiet, but you weren’t this quiet. Normally, you would lead the practice, but you haven’t talked at all. Andrew was the one who is taking charge instead.

Once in awhile, you would isolate yourself from the group during breaks, because you don’t want to make them sick. You were just drinking water until it was time to practice while singing. Well that’s just great. You tried to clear your throat before heading back to practice.

You took off your jacket before getting to your position. When the song began, you immediately became more serious than ever. When it came to the time you and Subin do that long note, You fell short and ended up coughing. You didn’t notice, but Subin looked at you worriedly. Instead of stopping, you continued to dance.

What you haven’t noticed is how emotionless your facial expressions were, even at the higher and longer notes. When practice was over, you drank your water and you see Subin running up to you.

“Are you okay? Are you sure you will be able to do the performance tomorrow?”

You looked at him while, until you finished your water bottle, “I’m fine. It’s not a fever, so I should be fine.”

“Hopefully.”

After practicing for weeks, the day has finally come. To be real, your condition hasn’t change that much. What doesn’t help is that it’s really cold out and everyone had to wear matching casual outfits (because everyone all went to different schools, except for you, who went to school abroad, and uniforms weren’t a thing in the schools you went to).

Even though you were the sick one, by the time you all got to the area, you were the only one not shivering from the cold. Everyone is hugging each other and Andrew clung onto you for warmth, you were casually talking, despite the sick tone of your voice. While you were talking, you stopped several times just to cough, but they weren’t as bad as yesterday.

As you were talking, you can feel the gaze from everyone behind you, in a more worried way. You continue to talk as casually as you can, while you watch people who are entering the area. You saw a familiar face in the crowd, but it didn’t register in your brain and instantly forgot about that moment. When you finished talking, you bowed while holding the microphone with both hands.

You coughed a bit before getting to your spot. You feel some of your members patting your back, as if that’ll help get rid of the cough. You hear some people calling your name, and others. You can tell that Andrew is trying to hide his smile. Once the song started, his urge to smile instantly disappeared.

That one familiar face, is no other than Sangyeon. Of course, he was there with the other members. Everyone was surprised that someone is covering their song, their title track. What surprised them even more is the fact that they’re also singing. Sangyeon definitely felt some relief when he heard you sing, because he hasn’t heard anything from you for years!

Everyone seems mesmerized on how your group pulled it off, especially when it’s difficult to do some parts when not every member is shown.

You could feel yourself running out of breath, now you’re a little worried that you won’t be able to sing that long note. What’s fun is that you’re trying your best to not cough during the performance.

Sangyeon took a look at you and noticed that you weren’t doing too hot. Makes sense, because he has no idea that you’re sick. Everyone’s having a fierce look, unlike you who’s trying not to die during the performance.

When it comes to the long note, Subin looked at you worriedly despite the fact that you two are dead in the center. When you both sang the high note, Subin almost messed up because he got caught off guard by how stable you were, despite coughing so much. You were trying so hard, you were expecting your throat to strain afterwards.

Finally, when the performance was finally over, everyone bowed and waved to the fans. You were about to say something on the mic, but then when you talked, your voice seemed completely different. You passed it over to Andrew before you can say anything else.

“Y/N, as stubborn as ever, has injured his throat. But thank you all for joining us! Sorry that we didn’t mention the song, we wanted it to be a surprise! Don’t worry guys, we’ll make sure he rests. Well, Subin will.” He said.

After that, Subin smacked him on the arm while You’re drinking from your water bottle. Next thing you knew, is fans screaming as soon as they turned around. Those screams caused almost everyone jumping as if they just saw a jump scare while you casually continue to sip your water.

Sooner or later, that died down and then guess who showed up? When everyone looked over, they all began to scream too. You instantly covered your ears and ran away from the group and went to the back.

When you were done with your water bottle, the staff took the empty bottle from you and gave you another one, knowing that you were gonna ask for more anyways.

When the screaming died down, you returned and saw that your group and his were interacting. Subin noticed you, and that caused Andrew to notice and pull you into the group. “This is our leader, Y/N!”

They all bowed as a greeting to you, and of course, you did it in return. You can tell your group is going to freak out sooner or later. Subin was gonna start talking, but then he started to stumble on his words. Everyone laughed and pat his back as he covered his face. The Boyz seemed so confused and they look at each other.

You cleared your throat, “Sorry, Subin was the one who introduced your song to us. I guess he really likes you guys.” You said in a really soft voice. You switched your attention to Subin, “One of them is an old friend of mine, don’t worry.”

“Really? Who is it!?” They all asked, and The Boyz looked at each other.

“Wait a minute.” Subin said, “Don’t tell me the person during that moment when we first prepared for this.”

You scratch your neck, “I don’t know if he’s going to have time to talk.” You cleared your throat, “I can feel my voice leaving me if I keep talking. Even all of you guys are starting to shiver from the cold.”

Turns out to be true, when Subin looked around, everyone was already wearing a jacket, except for you, and shivering. You were the only one not shivering, which isn’t surprising to Sangyeon. Eventually, you put on your jacket, then you felt a hug from someone. When you looked, it was Sangyeon of course.

“I haven’t seen you in years! I thought you’ve been avoiding me! Especially since you suddenly dropped out of school. Every time I see you at a store and look away, the next time I look, You’re gone!”

You scratched your head, “Sorry. You know I get what I need and go.” You said, “I gotta go, but It’s nice to see you again.”

He smiled, “Same here. You better rest.”

You smiled, “I will.”

[onlytbz]

Nice to See You Again ii (Sangyeon)

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You’re just a leader of your dance crew. You didn’t see yourself as anything special. All you do is sing and dance, and your crew does buskings of either dancing, singing, or both. The day your crew decides to both sing and dance is the day your members freak out.

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A/N: I had this for awhile and it ended horrible, i’m sorry.

Sangyeon and the other boys were practicing until they all pretty much dropped to the floor. Sunwoo stood up after being the first person to drop. He was walking until he felt one of the older members got a hold of his ankle, it turned out to be Hwall. Sooner or later, it ended up dragging all eleven of his members. “You guys are so lazy!” He yelled as he went from dragging them by his ankle to his hands.

He ended up dropping them and that was when they finally disconnected from each other. “We should all go somewhere when we have a day off.” Kevin suddenly mentioned.

“What are you planning?” Hyunjae asked.

“I don’t know, I thought it would be nice to walk around instead of being stuck in the dorm.”

“He’s not wrong. Sometimes, it does get boring.” Hwall answered as he was laying on his stomach.

Sangyeon didn’t answer, as he was just pacing around the room out of boredom. Then Kevin ended up playing a song from the computer. Indeed, it was Beyonce’s Single Ladies. Everyone started bouncing to the beat while Hyunjae and Hwall continue to practice once they got up.

Sangyeon continued to pace around the practice room, then started singing when another song was played. New was running around, filming Q as he was dancing, rolling on the floor and hurting himself.

“Whoa, there’s a busking coming up!” Haknyeon suddenly yelled, causing everyone to run and look over his shoulder.

“It’s a cover dance group.” Q read, “But it doesn’t say what song.”

“We should look them up. I’m curious.” Hwall suggested from the side, hugging Hyunjae’s arm.

“It doesn’t give the name. What kind of site doesn’t give the name of who’s doing the busking!?” New complained.

“Learn to read!” Hyunjae yelled as he pointed to right where the name was.

“Oh, I heard of them before! I found out some of my dance classmates went there.” Hwall mentioned, “I always watch their videos, they’re really good.”

“Really? Then I’m interested, when is it?” Juyeon asked.

“A couple weeks from now.”

“I’m sure that’s our free day, so we can go!” New said happily and rolled around.

“Come on guys, now it’s time to go back to practice!” Sangyeon said, even though he was quiet the whole time.

Today was one of the day offs they had. It wasn’t the day of the busking, but they were willing to go shopping in different groups. Of course, it’s for clothes.

Sangyeon seemed interested, even though he didn’t intend to buy any. A smile appeared on his face as he was looking at the different designs. While he and the others looked for clothes, another group of people entered, but they didn’t notice them.

It turns out to be you and a few people from your group. You guys weren’t there to get clothes for your performance, the main reason is trying to get you to expand your wardrobe. You never knew that was an issue until your members complained about it.

Sadly, you weren’t feeling too good, but you weren’t dying sick and that’s all that mattered. So instead of your usual look, you wore something comfortable, and a mask so your sick germs wouldn’t get everywhere in the store.

You watch your members look through clothes for you, taking them out of the rack and place it in front of your torso to see how you looked. Ironically, you looked better in muted colors, maybe that’s because they’re so used to you not wearing that many bright colors. They were nice enough to get you simple patterned clothes.

“What do you think about this?” One of them asked, holding up a bright colored shirt.

You stared at it for awhile then shook your head, “No thanks.” you answered in a raspy tone.

“Wow, you really are sick. Even your voice sounds like it needs to rest.”

“Maybe if you guys let me take my medicine, I wouldn’t sound this bad. You guys literally dragged me out.” You cleared your throat, but that didn’t do anything much.

“We had to get you out of bed before you sleep for another 10 hours.”

“Oh shut up.”

“Anyways, let’s find more in the back!” They began to drag you to the back of the store.

“Please don’t drag me so much, I don’t have a lot of energy. This morning was hard enough.”

“I never knew you complain so much when you’re sick. Wait, don’t you live alone, how do you take care of yourself?”

“I do the usual things you do to take care of someone sick, except I’m the one doing it.”

You could tell that they weren’t even listening, so you didn’t bother with it. For once, you looked through the clothes. Nothing seemed to catch your eye, which isn’t surprising. You just look through with a plain facial expression. You continued to look through the clothes and you accidentally bumped into someone.

“Sorry.” You say before moving back.

“It’s okay.” He said, he looked at you, then went back to the clothes.

That guy, turned out to be Sangyeon, but you didn’t know. While you were walking away, Sangyeon paused and turned around to look at you, but once again, you disappeared. He remembered the same exact thing happened, and that made him let out a deep sigh.

Eric noticed him and went over, “Sangyeon? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, don’t worry about it.” He said then smiled, “Let’s keep looking at clothes.”

A couple hours later, and they’re all back to their dorm. They’re just chilling around while Kevin, Younghoon and Juyeon are in the kitchen. Sangyeon and Haknyeon are playing with the mini arcade machine, and so on.

Well, that was the case until the pizza came and everyone came running, while the ones in the kitchen stayed put. Sangyeon asked if they wanted pizza, and brought a box of pizza to the kitchen for them. Then the chicken came. After that, they just played a game of Mafia.

Afterwards, Sangyeon was in his bed, with his hands behind his head and stared into the distance. He was wondering about you, since he hasn’t seen you in years. Despite his semi-decent memory, he still remembers you.

All that staring into the distance just made him fall asleep.

[onlytbz]

Arrow to Your Heart (Juyeon)

You and Juyeon have been friends for years, you guys always mess around, even in the most serious moments. You were the manager of the archery lessons, and even then he tends to visit you.

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Established in the description that you and juyeon are friends

Like close friends

But you know, you guys would be friends forever

Or so you two thought

Lately, you’ve felt a little tickle on your chest

Also you have thought about you crushing on him

But that thought has always been thrown away

And it’s always coming back.

Same with juyeon

Did i mention both of you do archery?

Well now i did

Sometimes, you two would bet on who gets the most points

By bet i mean on food

You would lose but Juyeon would feel bad and ends up paying for the both of you

He’s such a gentleman i swear to god

You two also have your own friend groups

But since you run this archery place that teaches other people how to do archery, you had almost no time to hang out with them

You text them but that’s about it

Juyeon is that guy that you’d call

Out of you two, he’s the dumb one

And you think it’s adorable and it makes you want to hug him

When it comes in actual archery moments

You sometimes hit him with the arrow

By hand of course

Or hit the target hard if he’s behind that target

Sometimes, it’s vise versa

But only when he’s in a bad mood bc it allowed him to release his anger

When he’s not in a bad mood and you mess around, he just gets soft and doesn’t have the heart to shoot the arrow to where you’re at

“Why don’t you shoot whenever i hide?”

“Because I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“I’M BEHIND A TARGET!”

“DID YOU FORGET LAST TIME?”

“THAT YOU SHOT AN ARROW AND IT WENT THROUGH THE TARGET?”

Throwback to when you two were practicing and you were cleaning up the arrows that missed the target while he was shooting a target

While you were crouching down and an arrow hit right above your head

You look up and see juyeon’s scared face

You were confused until you looked up and saw the arrow above your head

“JUYEON WAS THAT YOU?”

“I DIDN’T THINK IT WOULD GO THROUGH!”

Since then, he hasn’t shot an arrow whenever you’re out of his sight

NOW BACK TO CURRENT TIME

Sometimes juyeon’s friends come over to the archery place and they would tease him about you

You would laugh, until you friends come over, then it’s like karma

It’s hell with both friend groups are here

Then they get protective over you two

And that’s how you almost poked one of their eyes out

Sometimes you threatened to hit them with the arrow and they’d just run away, making you laugh

What you didn’t notice is that juyeon snatches some stares, until he gets distracted by his other friends

He doesn’t know why his heart does a flip whenever you smile

Sounds cheesy BUT I CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING OK

He forgot that crushes are a thing

Let’s be honest, so did you

So all of you guys just sit in a circle and play truth or dare

so far, it was normal truths or dares

like running around like an idiot

talking in a cute voice

asking about life in a non-personal way

it was all fun and games

until one of juyeon’s friends mention if he has a crush on you

everyone became dead silent and looked at you two

you guys just look at each other with confused looks

“no, not at all.” you two say in unison

let’s be real, it broke your heart

and his too

but you guys try to keep it cool

after a couple hours, they all finally left and you two are left alone again

“sorry about him. he doesn’t keep his mouth shut.” he said

you knew he was talking about the one who asked about his crush

“oh, it’s no big deal.” you brush it off

as always, you guys went back to practicing archery

you watched him practice, since you were allowed to use one target

since all the others were meant for the students

well, that watching him practice turned to you staring at him

he was practicing without the arrows first, and without the protective equipment

you continue to stare at him, until you were startled

it turns out that he had let go of the string, but he hit his forearm

“dude, be careful.” you say with a sigh

he laughed, “right, sorry.”

there are times when you want to choke him for not being careful, but you get over it

he’s too tall for you to choke anyways

unless there are people who are taller who are reading this but let’s keep you a bit short

“that sounds like it’s going to actually bruise this time. wear the thingy!”

“you play archery and you don’t even know what it’s called?”

“hey, you probably don’t know it either!”

“.... you’re not wrong”

either way, he knew what you meant and that’s the good thing

so you don’t have to struggle with giving him an explanation like you did when you two first met

you two don’t even remember how you two began to talk to each other

you guys wouldn’t talk to each other for the first couple of weeks when you guys got paired up for archery

let’s say it was a mess but it all worked out

after a couple more hours, you two had to leave and you had to lock the door

“hey, do you have time tomorrow?” he suddenly asks

“yeah, why?”

“i was wondering if you want to go to the amusement park tomorrow?”

“sure thing. what time?”

“somewhere in the afternoon, don’t worry, i’ll text you.”

“will you really text me or will you just call me?”

“i swear i’ll text you.”

now to that amusement park day!

Well he did text you and here you two are

What you guys didn’t know, is that his other friends are there too, but they’re just somewhere

Same with your friends

You two didn’t go on rides though, until he insisted on going on one

You didn’t expect to have a great time on that one, because it was spinning so much and your feet were dangling from the seat

Yes, it’s one of those that the tracks are above you instead of the usual sitting in the cart and having the tracks under you

Still, you had a lot of fun on that ride

But for the rest of the time, you guys just chilled at one of the tables with the umbrella open for shade

You guys remained quiet, until you heard yelling from two different directions

One side called your name while the other side called out his name

Of course, you two looked at the direction your names were called and you found your friends

“I thought you weren’t going?” someone in your friend group said.

“I can’t believe you ditch us for him!” another said

You just shoot them a look

“Well, according to our texts, you said all of you guys weren’t going.”

Caught red handed

Apparently, the same conversation is happening with juyeon and his friends

“So this was planned!” you two say in unison

Well aren’t they bad at hiding things

“You guys are horrible at hiding, you know.” you say

“Why? We did a good job!” your friend said

“Please, you guys never reject anything that I plan, because I know all of your schedules.”

You’re obviously not wrong on this one

Juyeon looked at you, as if he didn’t know about that

“You knew about this?”

“I forgot you’re gullible.” you say to him with a smile. “But I found that out while were were just sitting here.”

He seems kind of hurt, but you pat his hand, “Don’t worry, it just means they’re still after your crush on me.”

“You act like you know I have a crush on you.”

“You actually do?”

“I MEAN IN YOUR CONTEXT.”

‘OK THEN.”

You hear your friends laugh at you for yelling

“Let’s go on a chill ride this time, yeah?” you suggested

“You mean the ferris wheel?”

“Of course, what other calm ride is there?”

“Sounds cliche but ok.”

And off you guys went

“I HOPE YOU GUYS KISS!” you hear one of your friends yell at you guys

“I DON’T HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM!” You say, as if that’s true

The tone of yours made him actually think you don’t have a crush on him and his heart broke even more

Of course, you didn’t see that

By the time you got to the line for the ride, you see him with a drained expression

“Hey, are you alright? We can go home if you want.”

You see him giving you his smile, which you love, but it didn’t give the same feel

“It’s alright, you really wanted to go on a chill ride.”

Then you two got on one of the platforms, he helped you get on so you wouldn’t fall by giving you his hand

You guys sat on opposite sides, in awkward silence

Juyeon just watched the view outside the window with his head resting on his hand

You were just fidgeting with your fingers

Ironically, when you guys got to the top, he started to speak

“What you said about not having a crush on me, was that true?”

“Come again?”

“Is it true that you don’t have a crush on me?”

“Of course not, who WOULDN’T have a crush on you?” you said that almost too comfortably

“So you do have a crush on me?”

You were confused, until you recalled what you said and dropped your jaw

“I shouldn’t have said it like that oh god.”

Cue panic mode

Then juyeon laughed and you just froze

“What I said during the truth or dare game, was also a lie.”

“What did you say? Wait, W A I T.” your voice raised as you finally realized

“This is such a weird way to confess.”

“It’s better than nothing.”

“Let’s keep it like that instead of an official confession, please.”

“You got it.”

NOW TIME FOR THE SECTION WHERE YOU TWO OFFICIALLY DATE

To be honest, nothing has changed

Except there are moment where juyeon pretends to be a student and tries to get you to teach him

Which fails of course

Whenever you’re actually teaching a student, he just watches you from afar

Yes, you are beautiful and he takes in all of your beauty

But what he really loves is how he finally gets to see this side of you

The soft and gentle teacher every student claims you to be

You also make archery super easy for them, and the fact that you let them practice whenever they have time to makes it even easier for them to get better at it

Whenever you’re free, you two use the time to practice

One time, you pretend to shoot an arrow at him

You expected him to not react, but he pretended as if his heart was shot and you laughed

He pretended to be dead, until you got closer to his face and he immediately stole a kiss and ran away before you could get to him

You chased him throughout the whole practice room, until he hid behind one of the targets

You immediately grabbed your bow and an arrow and shot at a target

You stared at the target, then watch him pop up from behind the same target you hit

“I’m still surprised you can still find me.” He said as he pulled the arrow out

“It’s call skill.” you answer

Let’s be real, you guys don’t even tell your friend groups that you’re together

Because it’s more fun that way

Also you two seem the type to cuddle more than kiss

Holding hands is a must despite his huge hands

But like they always say

If you have big hands, that means you have a big heart

You two sometimes measure the sizes of your hands just for fun

When will both friend groups know about the news?

Well, when they find out about it on their own

[onlytbz]

Casual (Kevin)

You and Kevin have been friends for years, but you two slowly drifted apart as Kevin went on his way to becoming an idol. That one random day, you suddenly hear some voices in your head, and it’s been giving you a headache since.

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A/N: this is half serious and half not, WE’LL SEE. i also haven't’ done bullets in awhile, but i might just continue writing narratives bc i feel like i’m being too serious when i do bullet points.

also i’m sorry that i haven’t been posting any writings, and thank you for being patient!

You and kevin have been friends for years, yes

BUT

Kevin left and went on his way to be an idol

You ended up being in a band with a group of people that ended up being your friends

You played guitar

And let’s say you’re tiny

Bc i like tiny people

They’re the reason that you know about this soulmate thing

But you didn’t care

That might explain why you hear random noises

Sometimes screaming at like 3 in the morning

Sometimes it sounds like they’re yelling for their mom

Let’s say you’re fluent in korean

Thanks to family visits to kevin’s place and your bandmates

And let’s be real

You sorta forgot about kevin bc he’s gone for years

So you feel like the voice seems familiar but at the same time it’s not

You know?

You were just practicing one time and your head just

“CAN I GET A HOYAA!?”

You accidentally did a wrong note and it killed everyone’s ears

“ARE YOU GOOD?” your bandmates said

“NO.”

NOW TO KEVIN’S SIDE OF THE STORY

He’s was doing the flower snack thing

He was yelling so much

Whenever he does something, he yells for his mom

You know, the usual

Then he just yelled “CAN I GET A HOYAA!?”

And Hwall just answered

Dude

Then a random “NO.” popped up in his head

AND HE YELLED LIKE HE’S IN PAIN

“KEVIN WHAT THE HECK!?” New yelled

“SOMEONE JUST YELLED IN MY HEAD!”

“HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?”

“I DON’T KNOW, TELEPATHY!?”

It took awhile until he started to work and get ready for the little restaurant

He ended up bobbing his head while no music is playing

Why?

Good question

“Why are you bobbing your head?” juyeon asked while laughing

“Is there no music playing?”

“No?”

“Guess it’s just me.”

He finds out about the soulmate thing after his first fansign after debut and everything makes more sense

But he also things it’s hella weird

A couple months later and you guys have done some performances

Most famous one ends up being ft island’s summer night’s dream

Which is a bop by the way

Highly recommend

Your long note is what EVERYONE LOVES

Even your bandmates make you do it bc of how much they love it

With time went by, your group slowly got popular, mainly for your covers

Whenever you do a busking, everyone’s literally waiting for you guys

Sometimes your fans get their before you do

And they’re really nice that they let you through to get to your spot

Also you’re the only one with a natural hair color bc you don’t want to destroy your scalp

Everyone likes to watch your group tune their instruments

The fact that you guys tune your instruments by ear and that’s amazing

You accidentally sang a note and everyone’s all

“WHOA.”

You’re just sitting there all confused

Little did you know that you’re singing Giddy Up by The Boyz

And that Kevin is in the group

Bc you’re not into kpop and your friends just wanted to do the song

And it fits with the instruments in a way

When you started, everyone was already cheering, even before the first line even started

Little did you know that the group itself was cruising along and ends up hearing a familiar tune

“What is that?” one of the members ask

“It’s a different song, jacob, don’t worry.” another said

Sangyeon of course

Then they see a giant crowd

Like what?

When the first line was sung, they were all shocked bc it was their songs

Like

SOMEONE KNOWS ABOUT US?

THEY LIKE OUR SONGS?

Ok maybe not like that but they would be surprised

Kevin heard it in his head too and he was confused

So they went to check it out

Which startled the fans, but they managed to get to the front and see who it was

They didn’t know you guys

Kevin’s head didn’t even click on who you were

They stayed there until their song ended

Then the bop played

Aka summer night’s dream

They seemed to like the song and the beat and they even clapped with the fans

Your group looked and noticed them and almost had a heart attack

But they kept playing

Bc you gotta continue with the performance until you’re done

You’re not nervous though, bc you didn’t even notice them

You did that long note and kevin just seems shocked

But then he realized it was your voice that’s been in his head

Still didn’t know that it was you though

After you’re done, they all cheered

Of course you hear a mix of voices, but that one voice sticks out to you the most

You just continue waving to your fans

“Y/N, how do you tune by ear?” a fan asked

“Just practice until you can memorize the tuned notes. Took me so long, but it’s worth it.” you smiled.

Kevin immediately dropped his jaw when he heard your name

“Y/N!?”

You looked over to his direction

Where did that come from?

Then you see someone waving his hands in the air

But at the same time how come they haven’t been trampled over

But also your fans are nice, they wouldn’t do that

You were confused on who it was

He ended up smiling at you and YOU INSTANTLY KNEW WHO IT WAS

Now you’re wondering

How did you forget about him?

Oh wait, because of practice

After you cleaned up, you immediately went to him

“HOLY HECK I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN YEARS!”

“SAME WITH YOU!”

“Dude, you left me though.”

“I’M SORRY!”

Then you guys talked non stop

“Also, do you know about the soulmate thing?” kevin suddenly asks

“What.”

“Soulmates.”

“What about them?”

“I think we’re soulmates.”

“Were you the one asking for a ‘hoya’?”

“M-Maybe…”

“Then we are.”

“HOW WOULD YOU KNOW?”

“YOU’RE THE ONLY PERSON WHO WOULD LITERALLY DO THAT.”

“You’re not wrong…”

Now let’s skip to the part where you two are actually a thing

Ok so we all know you two are a thing

But you two more act like you’re best friends

You guys play fight

Then you guys would just chill

Cuddles?

Casual

Kisses?

No thanks

Kevin’s too awkward for kisses and so are you

When both of your groups hang out, they’re mainly focused on your instruments

And you two are only interested in chilling together

The only person you trust with your guitar is jacob bc he wouldn’t do anything that will damage it

Honestly, you two look like parents watching over kids

Too many kids

Whenever jacob was done, he would return it to you and you would play some notes

Kevin would touch some of the strings

Sometimes you would hit him because you were afraid that he’s going to break one

“Do you not trust me with your guitar?”

“No.”

“Y/N PLEASE.”

Of course you were only kidding

Both of your groups would ask the same question

“Did you guys kiss yet?”

“No???”

“??????? why haven’t you guys?”

“We don’t want to????”

“WHAT’S WRONG WITH KISSING?”

“IT’S G R O S S”

Honestly you guys are just being kids

You guys even treat kissing on the cheek as if you’re kissing another member

Everyone literally tried to get you two to act like a couple

BUT YOU JUST CAN’T

Insert the moment you kissed him on the cheek

CUE THE HIGH PITCH SCREAMING

HIGH AND LOUD ENOUGH THAT YOUR BANDMATES COVERED THEIR EARS

“SHUT UP YOU GUYS ARE LITERALLY DATING?”

“SHUT UP YOU’RE LITERALLY SINGLE??”

“SHUT UP??????”

Literally when are you guys ever serious about dating

To be real, kevin would probably follow you everywhere

But he knows his limits of course

Why hold hands when he can just cling onto your arm?

Why do just that when he can also hold your hand?

He also seems like the type to go to the arcade but watch you play the games instead

Seeing you happy and excited is the best thing that he had dealt with

When you win something, you’d give it to him

“But you won it?”

“But you didn’t do anything?”

“But you deserve it?”

“But I got it for you?”

“But-”

“Just take it”

“Ok”

To be honest, people wouldn’t even know you guys are dating

They just think you guys are just idol friends

You guys would go on night walks, possibly with a camera to video you both

But also an actual camera bc you love taking pictures

Sometimes kevin will just look at the sky and you would just take a picture

And BOY DOES HE LOOK STUNNING

Kevin would also take selfies on both of your phones

Since he’s the taller one and he purposely makes you look short as hell

That’s when you kill him

After your walk, you would go to the cafe

Those that are somehow still open

He’d call you basic for ordering a simple drink

You’d call him a coffee addict and he wouldn’t be sorry about it

Let’s be real, if beyonce was played in a store, he would start dancing

And you would just leave him

Especially in a store

Whether it’s a grocery store or a mall

He’d just yell your name

And you just raise your hand and in an instant he’s already clinging onto your torso

Like d u d e

He’d buy you lots of gifts and take you anywhere

Or let’s you drag him around places

You guys holding hands will probably be the most romantic thing you guys have done without screaming

Sometimes he kisses the back of your hand aka the only affection that you guys don’t scream at

Just

You guys are hella adorable

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Nice to See You Again (Sangyeon)

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You’re just a leader of your dance crew. You didn’t see yourself as anything special. All you do is sing and dance, and your crew does buskings of either dancing, singing, or both. The day your crew decides to both sing and dance is the day your members freak out.

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A/N: This is a platonic relationship bc romance makes me feel hella awkward no matter how much i try. also a male reader bc it just feels right to make it like that

also i’ve been in a bad mood lately, so i’m sorry if anything i say sounds mean.

also stan him you cowards HE DESERVES SO MUCH

and i proofread this several times, but sorry if it’s still horrible.

It’s been a while since you had gone to school. Well, that’s only because you always skipped, so you technically never graduated. You don’t really remember everyone in school, except for one. Lee Sangyeon. He was always with you whenever he’s free. On the Rooftop? He’s there. At the convenience store? There too. Need a study buddy? He’s the man. He would teach you the things he learned so you wouldn’t be clueless.

One day, you suddenly disappeared from school. Everyone at school seemed to completely forgot about you. Other students would ask Sangyeon, but he would never answer, even if he were to know where your whereabouts.

There was a time where he found you at the same convenience store. You didn’t notice, but he was relieved that you were doing well. He was gonna run up to you, wanting to ask you how you’ve been, but he was stopped by a man in a suit after running past him. The man gave him a card, but by the time he looked where you stood, you were already gone.

It’s not like you ran away from home or anything, you became more distant towards everyone, even your parents. You were still eating and being healthy, but you haven’t spoken to anyone for years now, not even for entertainment. Nothing bad happened, you just slowly began to talk less and more of a stay-in-your-room person. You ended up not having to show as much expression, as you did nothing but read while you were in your room.

Well, that was the case, until you were scouted to join this small group while you were doing some shopping for your mother, because she was busy cooking, cleaning and working in the garden. They almost begged, as they seemed to be younger than you, until you finally told them that you’ll think about it.

You told your parents this when you got home, and they actually encouraged you to join. They wanted you to get out of your room more often, and didn’t want your time spent in school to go to waste, especially when you mainly focused on dancing and singing. Even though you didn’t want to become an idol, and lost interest in learning more about those two things (which is the reason why you left school that one day), they knew you still secretly loved to sing and dance.

You finally decided to show up to the place that the group have told you to go if he agreed. You sighed when you opened the doors and you found them just sitting there in a circle, as if they were waiting for you. When they saw your appearance, they immediately became excited, just like puppies seeing you for the first time in weeks.

You couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable, but then someone had mentioned to give you space and calm down. “He doesn’t seem comfortable, calm down a bit.” Those were his words. He was one of the younger ones. They all seemed to be listening to him. He went towards you and held out his hand, “Hello, I’m Subin. We don’t have a leader yet, so I’m the temporary spokesperson. Nice to meet you.”

Everyone else greeted themselves, so far it was only Subin, Jiu, and Haneul. Subin mentioned about someone named Sungjin, but he has work, so he doesn’t show up often. “Don’t worry, he always manages to know the current situation.” Subin added. That day was also the day that you became the leader, because you were the oldest out of everyone.

Surprisingly, you were a good leader. You managed to help someone who needed help, give advice and make decisions. You were surprised yourself as you haven’t done that much since you were in school, and that’s a long time ago. During that time, you have slowly became more comfortable talking and showing expression.

The crew does have a youtube channel and you guys post dance covers, sometimes singing covers (but they’re not as popular as your dances). You don’t stand out as leader, so when someone guesses who it is, they ended up picking someone else, but you’re not mad. Though, whenever you talk, you were always cut off by either one of your members, or the spokesperson at a event.

How positions are divided really depends on what everyone plans to do. You mainly take the leader part, or the main vocal parts. You let everyone pick first, but for some reason, they always leave out the leader.

Now, it’s been a couple months since your last cover and there are so many groups either debuting, or having a comeback. You guys are known for picking dances you guys actually want to do, not rushing to get it done and being the first video to do the dance cover.

You were just waiting for your group to pick a song, since you weren’t picky. Your mind was blank as you were reading a book, listening to the other members yelling over a group while they find a song. “We should do this song!” Subin said.

He was showing you a video of many males who are wearing some sort of school uniform. You checked the title, “Boy by The Boyz?” You said, seeing Subin nodding happily in your peripheral vision. You never heard of this group, but apparently, the other eleven members who will be joining you do.

Thinking back, every since you joined the crew, more people have been joining. To be real, you haven’t really met them, but you know their existence and they know yours. According to Subin, who has talked to them, he mentioned how scary you seemed, from them of course. Things are cool now.

“They recently debuted, and they posted the dance practice. You can be the leader!” He pointed to who he is in the video. You couldn’t really see his face well, but you at least know who to follow when practicing.

“What’s his name?” You ask while watching the practice video, watching the boy that he pointed.

“Sangyeon!”

You suddenly felt your heart stopped beating for the longest second of your life. Sangyeon? Lee Sangyeon? That name seems super familiar to you, but really, you didn’t expect to hear that name again. All you did was nod your head.

Subin tilted his head when he noticed your expression changed on its own, “Y/N, are you okay? We can change the song if you want.”

You shook your head, “I’m fine. We can do this song.”

Subin shot you some kind of look, but not in the negative way. He’s worried, since you’re usually not like this. In reality, no one really knows your background, and you hated talking about it. You have him a reassuring smile, which is an indicator to saying ‘I’m fine, really.’

“We should both sing and dance it!” Haneul yelled from across the practice room.

“You’re insane!” Subin yelled back.

“Come on! We did both on dances that took a lot of work and we didn’t die!”

“Y/N! Pick!” They both said in unison.

You were reading as they were arguing about what they’re going to do. When they called your name, you looked up, completely confused on what’s going on, until it hit you in the back of the head. “We could do both, we have never done that, publicly.”

They gasped, “Really? We’re doing a Busking!?” Subin asked excitedly. He had always wanted to do one, since his family plans always gets in the way of him participating in a busking event, and he definitely has no shame of dancing in public. “When are we going to do it?”

“A couple weeks, or so it says on the whiteboard calendar.” You pointed out, apparently many of the members don’t look at it, even when it’s in the practice room. He let out a nervous laugh as he never notices it, because he always go straight to stretching.

“How are we going to split it? Not everyone is here. Sungjin has work, everyone else.. Who knows.” Jiu said as he came into the practice room. He’s the one that only does the dances, because singing isn’t meant for him, or so he says. He is the one that does the instrumentals when members of the group sings. He was carrying a bag, but it was a different bag from the one he always carries with him.

“We’ll decide on the day everyone is here. We don’t take long to learn and remember dances. We can talk about it in the group chat.” You answered as you went back to your book.

“What’s with the bag?” Subin asked, “It’s different from your normal keyboard bag.”

“I got a Maschine, it’s the same size as the keyboard. My mom just doesn’t want me to stick with one machine. I was planning to try it out with you guys after playing with it for a couple of days.”

“Is that why you haven’t been here?”

“Pretty much. Hey, we should do a surprise busking! We haven’t done one in almost a year.” Jiu looked at you, but you weren’t paying attention at all. “Y/N!” Jiu called.

“Yes?” you say as you looked up to see him, “All I heard was doing a surprise busking. We can do both.”

“You almost lost your voice the last time you sang two songs.” Subin mentioned. “We should also do a happier song so you smile in public. I never seen you smile ONCE in a busking.”

“I think doing Boy is good enough.” You were going to say something else, but everyone else finally arrived in the practice room. They look like they weren’t even sorry for not arriving earlier. “There’s everyone else.”

“There you guys are! We would have started without you!” Subin scolded as he crossed his arms.

You sighed, “Come on, guys. Come here so we can decide on parts.”

“Okay!” Andrew said, he was one of the members closer to your age, but only a few months younger.

A couple hours later and you guys finally decided on the parts, you had written it down in your journal. As always, you’re left with the leader. “Subin and Y/N are the long note duo again!” someone mentioned, which is somehow always have been the case.

You had everyone watching the dance practice video, watching whoever their person was. You and Subin started practicing together. It took you guys a couple of tries to get the chorus down, but you guys managed.

You guys spent a couple hours trying to perfect it while Jiu is sitting in the corner and getting the beat done. Now you had to go home, and you told everyone to go home, knowing that there would be some of them who would stay after late hours.

When you got home, you went to take a shower and instantly went to bed after taking no breaks from practicing.

[onlytbz]

i hope you guys understand that the reason why I haven’t been writing is because of no motivation. it’s been extremely hard for me to write now a days, but i’m trying to find motivation again.

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Patient (Sangyeon)

An au where you and sangyeon are friends, who secretly like each other. Everyday, you two get asked about many romantic things, but you two just like to take things slow.

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A/N: this isn’t even done, but i lost motivation so i’m just gonna post it as is.

Sangyeon is so cute I WANNA CRY

You two have been friends for years

You two are always together

And i mean it

He’d choose you over his friends

And vise versa

Only up to both of your friends get angry for not hanging out with them, that’s when you guys pick your friends over each other

Whenever you work, he would just visit you and wait until you’re on break

Talking to him makes your heart flutter with happiness and you two enjoyed each other’s company

Sometimes, your friends would ask “when are you going to date him?”

Same with his friends

Whenever you guys have a movie night, you would always fall asleep

Sangyeon doesn’t care if you fall asleep as long as you were comfortable

It took him so long to ask you out

Like SO LONG

When you two mentioned to your friends that you’re dating each other, everyone’s like “FINALLY”

You two would mainly go on dates in the park, walking around and holding hands

Sometimes you stay there until the dark and you guys watch the sun set

Since you’re short and he’s…. Decent

Bc i found out he was 5’9” WHEN I THOUGHT HE WAS 5’10”

Anyways, he would put his chin on your head wrap his arms around you

Then you guys would get a call to go home

But you two just screw it and just hang out even more

Then you guys would go to a cafe that still open

Instead of coffee, you two get tea or hot chocolate

You guys would talk almost all night long

Until you guys actually leave

Then you two part your ways, since that what you guys always did even before you two dated

As in he doesn’t take you to your house and do the kiss goodbye thing

Not now anyway

Next day, you meet your friends and they’re after your ass

“HOW LONG WERE YOU EVEN GONE?”

“YOU IGNORED ALL OF OUR CALLS.”

“My parents don’t care as long as i’m alive and well.” you say

“Did you guys even kiss?”

“Nope.”

“Y/N, WHY?”

And that’s how it would go

On sangyeon’s end?

Possibly the same thing

Let’s say it’s friday

MOVIE NIGHT

Your friends are busy doing other things, so you hang out with sangyeon and his friends

Aka the other 11 idiots

Unprepared as usual, you all end up with the question, “What movie do you guys want to watch?”

You all ended up watching a horror movie

The usual scaredy cats do the usual screaming and running away as you just sit there with sangyeon and the others

“Have you watched this before?” sangyeon whispered towards you

“Nope.”

“Wow you really can handle horror.”

“Yep.”

You haven’t even looked away from the screen and you can feel his friends clinging onto you bc of how scared that are

You didn’t care and nor did sangyeon since i don’t see him as a person who gets angry over anyone clinging onto you and interacting with you

After the movie, you all were getting ready for bed

Sangyeon is willing to sleep on the couch so you could sleep on his bed

You tried to resist, saying you were completely fine with the couch, but he insisted

Now you’re in a room with a friend of his named Jacob

I’m doing this based on his roommate don’t mind me

You couldn’t sleep bc you weren’t tired

Jacob seems like he’s been scarred by the movie

But he eventually fell asleep

You on the other hand, you just walked out of the room as quietly as you could

You were on your way to the patio in the back

But you stopped just to look at sangyeon

He was sleeping peacefully with the extra blanket that didn’t even go all the way to his shoulders

His left arm was just resting on his torso while the right arm was behind his head and under the pillow

That’s what you should be doing but instead you went outside

You opened and closed the door as quietly as possible

You just looked at the empty dark sky 

To be honest, nothing was bothering you

Maybe except for the fact that you weren’t good enough for him

And you tire him out for being out for too long

But other than that, all is good

While you were staring at the sky, you heard the door open

You found one of the guys who sat near you on the couch

He was the one that was laughing at everyone who was scared during the movie

What was his name again?

Oh right, kevin

He didn’t even know you were out here until he looked after putting on sandals to go outside

“Y/N?” he whispered, “What brought you out here?”

Bc it’s dark and you gotta talk softly

He stood next to you and leaned against the fence with his arms crossed

“No reason, I wasn’t tired, so might as well come out here instead of being in bed doing absolutely nothing.”

“True.”

“Why are you out here?”

“Got bored on my phone.”

“Sounds about right.”

You two just stood in silence afterwards

Then he just talked out of nowhere

“What do you think of him?”

“Who? Sangyeon?”

“Who else, dummy?”

Then you guys talk about how great he is, as a boyfriend and a father like figure that deals with 11 other kids

You ended up talking how you might not be good enough for him and other things

That apparently made him laugh whatsoever

“Why are you laughing about that?”

“Because, he talks about you everyday, it’s the first thing he talk about to us before any of us talk about something else.”

Then you think

Can he get even more CUTE

You’re just speechless

Then pats your back and tells you to sleep before he goes inside

You just stood there until you finally went inside and went to sleep

Next morning, everyone was awake

Well, not when you woke up

You didn’t get much sleep as you didn’t sleep no later than 6 in the morning

Sangyeon is still sleep then and you were greeted by kevin making coffee

As always

He ended up making you coffee anyways

I KNOW THIS ISN’T A KEVIN WRITING BUT HOW CAN YOU REJECT HIM AND COFFEE

Anyways, you two just chill until you hear the others waking up

Sangyeon woke up too and he looked like he was coming back from the dead

You looked over and found him awake and his hair is a mess

You couldn’t help but laugh a bit

Cue all the cutesy stuff with sleepy sangyeon bc my sad ass can’t write it

It took FOREVER for everyone to be awake

That not even an exaggeration

You finished your coffee by the time everyone finished waking up and now onto breakfast

You usually don’t eat breakfast but sangyeon just keeps feeding you bc he knows you skip breakfast

“Here, have some.”

“I’m good, thanks.”

“Y/N, please.”

“No.”

“Please.”

“Fine.”

That’s how it would go

Then you had to go home bc work is a pain in the butt and it’s something you wish you could avoid

Sangyeon went with you to your house and then wait for you to walk you to work too

Now let’s skip to months later

And yet you two still haven’t kissed and everyone’s been telling you guys to kiss

You guys just ignore that part

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i’m gonna see if I can do requests, so feel free to give some requests?

it’ll be helpful if you make it as descriptive as possible but i’ll try to be as creative as possible. And please request one at a time, that’ll be very helpful.

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I accidentally deleted my Sunwoo writing, but I don’t care, it was a mess anyways

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Can I Join You? (Kevin)

You always see the same person where ever you go, and you wanted to be friendly, so you always ask to join him. Since then, you guys have been really close.

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You always see this one guy sitting alone

And every time you see him, you ask if you can join him

And he doesn’t mind

He seems to be your age, so it’s not that weird

You two would talk and eventually got closer

It’s like your thing now

Asking him if you can join him

You would find him at a fair alone, looking through his phone

And you ask him the same question every time

I’m not kidding when I said you see him everywhere

It’s all unintentional

Sometimes, it would go the other way around and it would get you off guard

“Can I join you?”

“?????? No??”

“Okay.”

“NO WAIT I WAS KIDDING.”

That how it would go

You eventually gotten to know each other

After MONTHS of “Can I join you?”s 

You find out his name is Kevin

“Just like the kid in Home alone.” you say

“That’s where my parents got my name from actually.”

“O h.”

Then you guys would hang out more often and he’d tackle you in a hug

And you’d hit him gently to get him off of you

That how it always starts, then the actual hangout happens

You two mainly hang out in cafes

Bc you guys like coffee

And kevin’s like

“Do you want some coffee?”

In that tone when he’s trying to flirt

You tell him how stupid he is when he flirts with you playfully

Sometimes you punch him

You know, friends being friends

Afterwards, you guys get a taxi or something and go to the mall

You guys would walk around

Buy some more coffee bc apparently one cup isn’t enough

You’d try on clothes for fun

Man you guys would have a blast

To be honest, you both might have thought about dating once

But the thought would always get thrown away

Sometimes, you two would  go hang out at each other’s places

Sometimes you two would read books and just enjoy each other’s company

Or try to kill each other because of a game

Once in awhile, you would sleep at each other’s places

Bc out of you two, one of you would always end up falling asleep when it’s close to evening

Both of your parents know his parents, so things are fine

Of course, there’s always gotta be downsides to everything and this is no exception

You guys would get into a fight over something, stupid or not and end up not talking to each other for weeks

Sometimes it would go for months

Kevin would text you sometimes and you’d ignore it

And vise versa

Then you guys would get over it and going back to hanging out again

Mainly you guys watch movies to relax over dealing with a fight you two had done and enjoy each other’s company again

You guys basically act like a couple without all the romantic stuff

Well, maybe as a joke for you to kill him later on

You would lay your head on his shoulder and he would put his arm around you

“Should we date?” he’d mention

Then there was silence for a couple minutes

“Nah.” you two say in unison

Then you two go back to your movie

Sometimes, he would hang out with his friends

You don’t care since it’s not your business

That just means you can hang out with your parents or have some alone time

You’d find him though, as you always do

But you pretend not to see him

But when he sees you

It’s like when he’s meeting you again for a hang out

Tackling you into a hug

Even if you were just walking around the mall

HERE COMES KEVIN TACKLING YOU

“Dude, why don’t you date her?” his friends would ask

You two just look at each other

“Nah”

Get me a relationship like this

You guys are so chill, it’s great

You guys have been together for so long, you guys can’t imagine you guys dating together

Well honestly if you guys would, it would be adorable

Just sayin’

Though it got to the point where Kevin’s friends would always mention it and it’s getting annoying

Honestly, it’s annoying you too

One day, you and kevin were hanging out and he tells you this idea

“How about we fake date? If we like it, we’ll make it real and if we don’t, at least my friends would shut up.”

You shoot him a look

Is he serious?

“Idk man, we always throw away the dating idea.” you say

“Alright, your call.”

That’s it

Bc this guy doesn’t really beg

Then the normal day continues

This time, he hangs out with you more so he can escape his friends talking about dating you

He continues to play flirt with you bc it makes you laugh

He can obviously see the very faint pink on your cheeks but you don’t know it

Then you hit him as usual

You try to hit him in different places to prevent bruising him on accident like the first several times he has done it

There was a time you were sleeping at Kevin’s house

You have the tendency to wake up really early, so you got up and do your morning routine

When you got to the kitchen, you just got yourself a cup of hot water

Bc it’s COLD

You had a sweater on and when you looked outside, you find someone sitting down on the patio

Took you to realized it was kevin, bc he was wearing a beanie and a winter coat

You went outside and poked his shoulder

Kevin seemed confused and went to look who it is, then he realized it was you and smiled

“I didn’t know you were an early bird.” he said

“Same about you.” you answered

You both laughed 

Then Kevin took a sip of his hot coffee

“So, can I join you?” you ask

He smiled as he patted the chair next to him

“Of course.”

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Angel (New)

A high school au where you’re a normal kid in school and a group of boys are known as the bullies. You weren’t one of the ones who were bullied, but your friend, eric, was. He was one of the main targets and you just happen to find out about it when you were looking for him.

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You and Eric have been friends for a long time, and you guys are always together. Yes, even in school, and it turns out that you two have the exact same schedule. You would always end up being the one helping him raise his grades, because he never pays attention, at all. You two are always partners and sitting next to each other during class.

You knew about this group that has been messing with other students for awhile. For some reason, they’ve been avoiding you. Guess that you could just beat their butts as you’re mainly a tomboy. You hear about them all the time as each time was out of fear and how tired they are that they have to deal with it.

When class started, you sat in your usual seat as you hear everyone rushing into the door, including Eric himself. He ran into his chair from the side, and you prevented him from falling over completely by catching him. You hear everyone laughing as he finally settled in his seat, and you can obviously tell that he was embarrassed. You pat his back as the teacher just started the lesson as if they’re ready to retire.

“You can put your head down, I’ll teach this to you after school.” You say.

“Thanks.” Eric said and put his head down.

You sat there and paid attention as you ignored everything else from the other students. Towards the end of class, what caught your attention was the amount of paper balls the other students threw at Eric. Of course he doesn’t know as he’s sleeping. You woke him up with several pokes, which took awhile. When he rose his head, he noticed the many paper balls surrounding him. He sighed and picked them all up and put them in the recycling, with your help.

Then you guys would walk to your classes together for the first half of the day, then you two would separate and have your time to yourselves. During lunch, you like to hang out in the library, or anywhere quiet after dealing with all the loud kids in your classes. You don’t normally eat lunch, but when you do, it’s something small. You either read a book or look through your phone, sometimes homework if you need an extra study run.

When lunch was over, you went to class. You waited for Eric to show up, but he hasn't showed up. That’s weird, he was here in the first half of the day. Your teacher was going through the attendance, then asked you where Eric is. All you did was shrug. You just did your usual, paying attention and doing work for the rest of the day.

When the last class was over, you went to your locker to grab some things. When you opened it, not only you were greeted by your things, but also this annoyingly colored envelope. If someone was going to send you something, at least pick a better color for the envelope. It looks like the orange highlighter that you have. You grabbed everything that you needed and just left the envelope there. You closed your locked and made your way to Eric’s house.

You knocked on Eric’s house door and his mother opened the door. “Oh, Y/N! It’s been awhile since I saw you!”

You smile as you feel like she was going to start rambling, “Yes, it has been. Is Eric here?” You ask.

She shook her head, “I haven’t seen him come home yet.”

“Alright, thank you.”

That’s odd. You haven’t seen him in school and he’s not at home, what’s up with him? You were supposed to tutor him, but not today it seems. You enter your home and was greeted by your parents. “Welcome home, sweetie!” Your mother yelled from the kitchen.

You silently took off your shoes and enter with just your socks as you didn’t feel like wearing your slippers. You went straight to your room to change into more comfortable clothes and visit your mother to see if she needed help with cooking.

Next morning, you grabbed everything you took from your locker yesterday and put it back. When you opened your locker, there was another envelope on top of the other one. It was the exact same color too. You did what you would normally do, ignore it. You put everything back right where it was and closed your locker shut.

You basically did your normal routine: going to class, working on classwork, repeat. You did see Eric a couple times, but he didn’t say a word. He just did his usual, sleeping in class, but he didn’t ask you to tutor him, which is really odd. Missing your tutoring is also a really odd thing from him. That lead you two to ignore each other for a couple days, which turned to weeks.

Some people told you that he might have a crush on you. You know that's definitely not the case, because everytime you watch him leave, it looks like his soul just disappeared. You put your things in your bag and you noticed your other friends are waiting for you by the door. Of course, you don’t see Eric anywhere now. One of them mentioned him and how you should actually talk to him to see what’s wrong. They quickly added how you shouldn’t be forceful about it, like you did with the bullies that they dealt with in the past. You, surprisingly, still haven’t gotten in trouble about it.

The rest of the day, you spent with your friends and letting Eric have his space. Though, you get a really weird vibe from him, as the reason why he’s not talking to you is not that you were thinking. You did get a call from Eric’s mother to look after him, and you know something’s wrong when his mother calls you.

One day, you went to check on Eric after school. You spot him walking in a different hallway. Maybe he was going to a different door to leave school? Then you spot a ton of papers on the ground, in your view. You made a face and walked towards the scattered sheets of paper to see what’s up.

When you walked past a wall of lockers, you noticed a crowd of a bunch of boys, except for that one that’s leaning on the other wall of lockers. You recognize this scene completely, the exact same scene where you met Eric, ironic. You walked over silently and made your way through the crowd from the back. The excluded guy noticed you, but didn’t bother to mention you to everyone. He’s the one everyone addressed him as New, and even write his name as New on his projects. You knew what his actual name is, as you were in a trio group project with him once.

You saw Eric’s terrified expression as he holding his shoulder. You knew they tried to pick a fight with him, especially the guy in the center. The guy held his fist up as he was ready to punch him in the face, but you immediately pulled him away and threw him to the crowd in the back. Everyone was surprised, even Eric, when he shouldn’t be. You sighed as you heard that guy wanting to fight you. “Let’s go.” You say to Eric as you held out your hand.

He grabbed your hand and got up, making sure he didn’t lose balance. You noticed the dent in the locker, either the material they used for the lockers is horrible, or he got pushed so hard. Which might be why he held his shoulder. “By the way, good luck with the dent in the locker.” You say as you took Eric home, hearing them becoming shocked and immediately ran the opposite direction.

“Hey, can we go to your house? My mom will not be happy seeing me injured.” Eric asked.

“Sure.” you answered, “My parents won't be happy either, but they’ll keep it a secret.”

Eric seems to be walking with you more than before. Of course, you didn’t mind, since he is your closest friend. He finally gets to see what your locker looks like, since you saw his and it was quite a mess. When you opened your locker, he was shocked about how neat it was. He knew that he shouldn’t be surprised, but the locker is so small and you have a bunch of stuff in it, and yet you still have a lot of space left over.

He noticed the bright orange envelope in your locker, turns out to be your third one. “What’s this?” He asked as he picked up the three identical envelopes.

“No idea, haven’t opened them.” you answered as you put some things in your locker to lighten your backpack.

“Can I open one?” he asked.

“Sure, why not.”

He gently opened one as you put fix some things in your locker to make it ‘less messy’ and to have as much room as possible. He read the letter and started to make vomiting sounds. You gave him a look. “It’s a love letter from a secret admirer.” He said as he closed the paper and slipped it back in the envelope.

“Then the other two is probably the same thing.” You say as you took the envelope from him and threw it in your locker with the other two, “If they’re going to send me something, at least use a different envelope color. It looks like a highlighter.”

“It’s also typed, so we don’t know who’s wasting their time typing that up to get rejected by you.”

You flick his forehead, “You don’t know if I’m going to reject him.”

“Ow!” He rubbed his forehead, “Yep, totally, I have no idea. Especially from when you rejected every single guy in the school who asked you to go to homecoming.”

“Oh, shut up.”

Then you guys went to class. It turns out that you have a project, ah yes, the worst type of assignment of them all. As usual, you got paired up with Eric, but since it’s a group of three project, you needed to find one other person to work with. “New, why don’t you work with Eric and Y/N again?” your teacher suggested.

The whole room got silent, but he ended up agreeing since everyone else has a group of three. You three sat in awkward silence as everyone else started to work. You twirl your pencil as you rested your chin on your hand. The New kid seems to be comfortable in the silence, while Eric is nervous about it. He thinks that you’re going to burst and get into a fight, even though he knows how calm you are. He looked behind you and found the group of boys looking at your group in a death glare. New noticed Eric’s face and looked at his group, who immediately looked away and continued on their work. Eric noticed their reaction and he looked at New, “Are you the leader or something?” he asked him.

New looked at him. It wasn’t a death glare like everyone else in his group did, it was like he’s relaxed, “I’m not.” He said quietly and calmly, “They’re more cautious of me because of my parents. So if anything bad happens to me, both of you are basically dead.”

You had your eyes closed, listening to the conversation, “That’s…” Eric said before he decided to not speak.

“Can you get them to stop giving me death glares?” You suddenly ask, “I can feel it from here and I did nothing but prevent Eric from getting punched in the face.”

He sighed, “I don’t know, but just ignore them.”

Eric started fanning you, “Please, I don’t want you to lose your temper.”

You sighed and rubbed your temple. “We can work at my house if you want.” New suggested.

“Sure thing.” Eric said.

You didn’t answer as you were busy with calming your temper. You still feel the same gaze from them. Eric noticed your vibe and looked behind you, seeing them giving the exact same glare as before towards you. You ask the teacher if you could go get some water, then left after your teacher let’s you. When the door closed completely behind you, Eric was about to yell until New told him not to do it. He can tell that he was frustrated, since that moment you took him out of the crowd and prevented him from getting any more injuries, they’ve been eyeing on you.

You’ve been through something like that before and you were calm about it, but this one somehow almost let your temper escape. Eric immediately got up from his chair and left the room without even telling the teacher. New sighed, got up and went back to his group. He sat in his seat and took out his phone. “Where’s your group?” Younghoon asked with a chuckle.

“Oh shut up.” New said as he leaned back on his chair and crossed his legs, “You guys glaring is making it worse.”

“It’s not our fault that you have a crush on Y/N. Besides, the tug wasn’t even a normal tug. I almost hit the lockers, probably would’ve busted my head if the others weren’t there.” Juyeon said. “She probably doesn’t even like the letters you bothered typing for her.”

He let out a irritated sigh, “At least don’t make her angry, just for this project.”

“Fine, now leave, they’re coming back.” Q said as he looked at the large window leading to the hallway.

New got up and went back to the seat that he was in to meet you two, not even bothered to say thanks. He sat and waited for you two to go back to your seats. You came back with your hair tied up and sat in your seat. Eric returned as well and sighed as soon as he sat down. You fanned yourself before picking up your pencil and rested your chin on your hand again. “That was close.” Eric said and plopped his head on the desk.

“Sorry.” You apologized and tapped his head with your pencil.

“Now we should actually get started on the project before class ends.” He said and you nodded.

Then you guys got started and actually getting things done and planned for when they go to New’s house.

You guys got to New’s house and he opened the front door. You guys entered and took off your shoes. Eric seems to be surprised at how spacious his house is, but you and New remained quiet. Then you hear someone yelling from a different room, “Chanhee? Is that you? Welcome home!” Turns out to be his mother.

“Chanhee?” Eric asked.

“That’s my actual name, but don’t call me that.” He said softly as he put his shoes away in a rack.

“Ah, okay.”

“Oh? You have friends over?” His mother yelled again.

“We’re just going to my room to do a project, nothing new.” He replied and went upstairs; you two followed behind.

“You act like you never been here before.” you say to Eric.

“Because that’s actually the case!”

“Right.”

New showed you his room and you guys settled in, dropping your bags and sitting down on the floor, then he left to get something. You two sat there in silence, until you heard footsteps and New’s mother popped her head in his room to see who was there. Her eyes seem to lit up when she say you, “Y/N, it’s been so long! How are you?” She said and hugged you.

You blinked in confusion, “I’m doing fine? How about you?”

“I’m great! How’s your mom?”

“She’s fine?”

Then New came back with a couple of water bottles and froze right when he saw his mother. Eric noticed him by the door, which how his mother knew he was there. She smiled at you before leaving, leaving New staring at her until she went downstairs. He sighed as he gave you and Eric a water bottle. “Sorry about my mom, she’s always like this when she hasn’t seen people she knows for awhile.” He said.

“It’s fine.” You say, “And thanks for the water bottle.”

Eric gave his thanks too and he set the water bottle down. You set yours down too and you went through your bag to get the papers for the project. Eric just sat there while New did the same thing, since you all have a copy, why not just use one instead of each person taking it out? Then you guys started talking about it. Well, it’s mainly you and New as Eric sat there being clueless. You look at Eric, then you repeated it to him, except in much more simpler terms. Now Eric finally understood, then he started to understand everything and became much more helpful than all the other times you three had a project together.

When it was break time, you three would chill and eat some snacks. You would look over what you guys have done while the other two held a conversation, and somehow managed it for awhile. “Hey Y/N, can I talk about the letters?” Eric asked.

You gave him a face, because the letter wasn’t really his business and he shouldn’t talk about it. Knowing him, he would do it anyways. New’s heart suddenly stopped as he mentioned the letter. He started rubbing his neck nervously, but he’s keeping his cool as Eric was ready to talk. “Apparently someone in the school likes Y/N, isn’t that crazy?” He said, “He must’ve liked her a lot and is really shy, because the letter was typed up, and it was in a really bright orange envelope! He’s definitely not ready for Y/N to reject him.” He laughed.

“Eric.” You say, but he didn’t listen, “Eric.”

Your voice is in a serious tone, ready to beat his butt for rambling and making fun of the person who actually took the time to write you something. Both of you didn’t know how broken New looked as he heart was already shattered from Eric’s words. Eric continued to laugh as he continued to ramble, “I can’t believe that they called her an angel! I haven’t heard anyone called Y/N that in years!”

“Eric!” You yelled at him, which finally got him to stop laughing.

When he looked at you, he held his breath as you glared at him. Even though he’s your friend, that doesn’t stop you from wanting to hit him after how much he said. He instantly knew he said too much, heck, you didn’t even read the letter, so you had no idea what the writer said. You checked and it turned out that it was getting late out, so you had to go. Eric said his goodbye and left before you and New cleaned up. “Sorry about Eric.” you apologized, “He can really overdo it sometimes, and it’s annoying.”

Of course, you were also the one who couldn’t tell how upset New got after Eric rambled. After you cleaned up, you said the apologies again and then you finally said goodbye and left.

Next day in school and you guys just continued working on the project, except you guys didn’t take any breaks at all. You and New were completely fine, Eric is just whining on how he wants to take a break and put his head down. He did that anyways as you two continued working. New’s group could really feel his upset vibe, which means both of you are dead. When you two finally finished the project, just for class today, you two were able to chill while Eric fell asleep completely.

“Hey, New.” You said, but you knew he wouldn’t look at you, “Me and Eric are dead, aren’t we?”

He was taken by surprised when you said that, “Dead? Why?”

“I can tell you’re upset.”

He blinked, and then he smiled, “I’m fine, thank you for worrying though.”

Then he was saved by the bell and immediately left when the first bell sound rang before it repeated. You watched him leave and then woke him up so he can leave. He said bye to you and left after cleaning up, leaving you alone. Maybe you scared Eric from yesterday, and New is definitely lying, but you let them have their space.

You cleaned up your things and head to your locker. When you opened it, there was another envelope, but the color of it is black. You made a face and examined it, nothing much but black. Not even a writing and saying it’s addressed to you. Usually, you’d ignore it, but you have a bad feeling about this one. You opened the envelope and there’s a letter. This time, it was handwritten unlike the other three times you gotten it. You read the letter, and it seems to be an apology letter. It seems familiar, why?

You put the letter back in the envelope and that back in the locker. When you slammed your locker shut, you hear shouting from a familiar voice. Then you hear a locker slam and a bunch of footsteps. You went to check and it was the same group as last time. You see New standing in the back again, but the vibe felt like he lost his soul, as if he’s completely broken. Then you hear yelling from the middle of the crowd, “Y/N, help!” he said.

You made a face, then you hear the slamming of the locker and hearing someone sliding down. You ran and immediately pushed everyone away and you see the same guy hurting Eric, physically this time. Before he could lay another finger on Eric, you immediately pushed him away, and the other members caught him before he crashed into the locker on the other side. You definitely have a pissed off expression on your face, and New was completely surprised by your expression. You were ready to punch everyone’s faces, but you sighed and got Eric up as gently as possible. Everyone was still anticipating on what you might do next, but instead, you run your fingers through your hair, “Come on, you can stay at my place.” You said and held Eric’s hand as you took him out of the scene.

New felt odd after seeing you effortlessly held his hand. He didn’t know what the feeling was, but he knew he was upset. He continued to stare at you, now seeing how tired you are of having to deal with his group bullying Eric all the time, which softened his face. The other members seems to notice, and they knew how much you seem to be effecting him.

You let go of Eric’s hand right when you two left the building. You see him continuing to hold his shoulder, “Did they really hurt you that bad?” You ask.

“Uh, yeah, he pushed me towards the lockers! He’s really strong!” Eric complained.

“Really? Well if he’s strong, I hope he didn’t break your shoulder bone.”

“Ok, he’s not THAT strong.”

You two continued talking until you reached to your place. Luckily, your dad is a doctor, so he could see how he can heal without going all the way to the doctors. Your house is basically a doctor’s office on the first floor, and an actual house in the second floor. You enter your house and your dad is talking to someone. You quietly close the door and lead Eric upstairs, slowly. You let Eric sit on the couch as you went to get ice.

When your mom saw you, from the kitchen, she noticed you went to the large freezer to get an ice pack. Not only that, but she noticed how tired, yet angry you are from your gaze. “Is Eric here again?” Your mom asked and you nodded, “Is he stay on the couch again?” You nod again.

“He got into some fight again, but it was on me this time.” You said.

Your mom froze and then she looked at you, “Did you hit another student?”

“No, it’s something while I was doing a project, that’s all. I didn’t beat anyone up badly.”

She sighed, “Good.”

When you finished talking to your mom, you walked back to the kitchen and placed the ice pack where he was injured. Eric was looking through his phone while he was waiting, then was startled when you put the ice on him. “Oh, thanks.” He said with a huge sigh.

“You’re welcome.” You say as you watch him play a game on his phone.

When he lost, he sighed and flipped his phone, but made sure it didn’t drop on the floor. Then his eyes lit up and immediately turned around to face you, removing the ice from the injured spot, “Oh, I have an idea!” he said excitedly, then his voice changed back to casual, “More like a thought.”

You gave him a face for the millionth time, “What is it?” You say cautiously.

“About the letters you got, I may have an idea on who it might be.”

You roll your eyes, “Forget it, he’s not going to send any more letters.”

He became surprised, “What!? Why? Was it because of me?”

“Probably, he gave it in a black envelope and actually wrote it in his handwriting. He apologized and he would leave me alone now.”

“Do you recognize the handwriting?”

“A little. It’s very familiar.”

“I have an idea on who.”

“Who?”

“New.”

That caught you off guard. New? Having a crush on you? You didn’t even expect of that at all, as you thought he’d like someone with a better temper than you. After all, he’s basically the only person that didn’t bother to make you angry, as he’s not involved in anything they do. But now that you think about it, the handwriting on the letter DOES match with his, as you’ve seen it a couple times. “Now that I think about it.” You said.

“Besides, I caught him staring at you while we were leaving.” He added but then he froze, “Oh, I may have offended him that one day.”

“I’ll talk to him tomorrow.”

Finally, the last day for the project and it’ll be over. Luckily, you don’t have to present it, or it’ll just go downhill. Any longer and you would have already killed Eric.

When you guys got to your groups, you two just quietly, but it seems like New didn’t want to come over. That didn’t bother you two, you guys just continued working until the teacher told New to get to his group. You two just talked to him as if nothing happened at all the other day. You talked to him and caught him up on what you and Eric did before he came over. Eric took a look at him and he noticed that his expression softened when he looked at you, and caught him staring at you as if he was falling in love, but he didn’t say a word about it. At that point, he was being the third wheel.

Then you guys finally continued the project once everyone was on the same page. It didn’t take you long, since you were pretty much the only group that was on task the whole time, and you guys finished. You handed the work to the teacher and went back to your seat. Now, you three were just chilling, New and Eric were on their phones while you took out a book, that you got from the library here, and started reading. Honestly, you were expecting New to go back to his group, but he didn’t. Guess he wanted to let his group work, but you knew that wasn’t the case.

When you were done with the book, you asked the teacher if you can go return the book, then you left when you got permission. When you were out of sight, New looked up from his phone and noticed you were gone. He was wondering where you went, but he didn’t ask. When you returned, class was about to end. You had another book in your hands and went to your seat. Eric looked up and noticed the book in your hand, “Got another book?” He asked.

You nodded as you put the book in your bag, “How’s your shoulder?”

“Better, if we didn’t go to your place, it would probably be worse.”

“If it happened at the actual wall, it might’ve been shattered.”

“That’s true. Oh, we should go for ice cream! New should join us!”

New looked up from his phone when his name was said, then looked at you two in confusion, “Join you in what?” he asked.

“Ice cream!” Eric answered.

“Thanks for the offer, but no thanks.”

Eric pouted a little bit, but sighed, “Alright.”

You didn’t seem to be upset, as you knew he might have plans after school. You were busy looking through your phone, until you heard the bell rang. You just sat there until everyone left, then you got up and leave the classroom after saying bye to the teacher. Then you see Eric waiting for you by the door. What you didn’t expect was New standing next to him. You walked up to them and poked New on the shoulder. He was looking at his phone, he turned around to face you, but he was still looking at his phone.

You sighed as he doesn’t bother to look up from his phone. Instead, you just walk while Eric and New followed behind you. When you got to the ice cream place, you put your stuff down on one of the tables and sat down. New finally looked up and noticed you sitting down, “Is she not getting ice cream?” He asked.

“I’m getting it for her, she just sits there so we have a table.” Eric answered

“Makes sense.”

You looked through your phone as you waited for your ice cream. Of course you pay him back, but he always returned your money in someway possible. You sighed as you placed your phone face down on the table, then looked up when you saw Eric walking your way and giving you your ice cream. You thank him as New finished and went to sit across from you. You guys mainly sat in silence while eating and not making eye contact.

When Eric jumped, you and New looked at him, giving him a look. “We should talk about it!”

“About what?” New asked.

“The things thay Y/N’s been getting! Well, they stopped.”

His heart stopped, and he’s trying to keep calm, “What thing?” He pretended to be clueless.

“The letters!”

Then he completely froze and you seemed to notice, but you didn’t do anything. He seemed to get even more nervous as Eric kept talking about it. Eric didn’t get to the point, but you had to stop him so things wouldn’t get even worse. “That’s enough.” You said.

“Sorry.” Eric said softly.

New seemed to have relaxed a bit when you told him to stop. Eric seemed to have finished his ice cream and went to throw away the cup. “What’s with him?” New whispered to you.

“He thinks that you’re the one who’s sending me letters.” You answer back.

He ended up being silent after you said that, which gave you the idea that it was him. He put his face in his hands, then ran his fingers through his hair, “Yes, it was me.” He confessed, “So what?”

“How funny, coming from the guy who I hate the least from your whole group.”

He was surprised by your words, “You don’t hate me?”

“I have no reason to, you’re the only one who didn’t get involved in beating Eric up.”

“Well, you’re not wrong, they’re all idiots to be honest. They’re only after Eric because he’s fun to mess with.” he explained, “My parents told them to make sure I don’t get in trouble by other students like I used to do.”

You ended up laughing a little bit, which you haven’t done towards anyone but Eric, “Same with Eric, except everyone just likes to mess with him.”

He ended up blushing a little bit when you laughed and rubbed his neck, “I guess I should get them to stop, huh?”

“That would be very nice.” Then you looked at your phone to check the time and saw how long they were here for, “We should go, I think Eric left when he was throwing his cup away.”

He agreed and went to throw away both cups as you got both of your things. Then you handed it to him when he faced towards you. “You know, I wasn’t lying when I wrote those letters to you.” He said.

You froze as you looked at him shocked, but then you gently punched him, “Stop lying.”

“I’m not!” he laughed as he got his bag from your hands.

“Well, I’ll think about it after we get to know each other.”

“Right.”

“And if your friends stop messing with Eric.”

“You really are an angel, huh?”

“Oh shut up!”