This Is How We Feel

A blog about my current state of mind. Just a whisper into the void.

[onlywhatwefeel]

For a year I’ve been fine, but today I saw your car… not even your car, just the same make and model. It flashed past in a second, but the panic still washed over me, fear clouded my brain, the ghost of you clasped my wrists, my voice was gone, like it was when I was with you. It took minutes to breath normally again, to find a steady rhythm, a normal. I peeled away the shadow of you to see the light of a life without your presence. A process that mirrored what it took to break free of the curse of you. I’ve been free for two years, but I feel I’m still paying the cost.

Fertig

[onlywhatwefeel]

It’s like when I knew you, you brought me to the surface. I was seen, I was heard, I was known. When you left, I sank back down into the depths of the ocean. When will I be discovered again?

[ayaka169]

日本全国の中で断トツで一番沖縄が好きなんだけど、京都もわりと好きな街だなって７年ぶりに京都の街を歩いて思った。

日本に生まれて良かったなって思わせてくれる風景にたくさん出逢えた。

[1st-1]

Almost there: by Chin-Moku

[introvertunites]

If you’re an introvert, follow us @introvertunites. 

[onlywhatwefeel]

I can't take an outstretched hand, unless it's yours My body only responds to your touch My mind is numb, but comes alive when you look at me Only to die again when there's no feeling in your gaze

My broken self

[wnq-writers]

Why do I keep worrying the most about situations I can’t control in the least? Why do I keep worrying the most about the things that matter the least? Why do I keep worrying the most about people who care the least?

B. Damani || On Worries (via wnq-writers)

[paradoxicalissue]

[everylittlestar]

In a relationship, you need somebody who’s going to call you out, not somebody who’s going to let everything slide. You need somebody who doesn’t want to live without you, but can. Not somebody that is dependent, but somebody who is stronger with you. A relationship is two people, not one.

Unknown  (via gettingahealthybody)

[psych-facts]

You can keep as quiet as you like, but one of these days somebody is going to find you.

Haruki Murakami (via psych-facts)

[tinysongbird]

it’s wild how the older you get, the more you see and experience - the smaller your mind gets. it’s as though it is afraid of wondering, afraid of the outcome of curiosity because it has wandered into fire before. it hurts that I used to feel so much more. to be changed by art once and now my soul is frigid and afraid. how do I stay malleable and yet strong against the tenacious heat of reality? if only my spirit would melt in the hot sun, liquid gold to be stirred and always glistening in the movement of being. but instead brick walls are built around it so I feel nothing. I protect myself so much that I am empty and I ache for this. is it freedom to feel? should I live each moment like a meteor, bright and blazing on a constant current though I know I will burn out in the end? these questions haunt me with each burst of blood from my vessels because what else matters besides being? as I slowly decay my spirit rages on with each breath whispering, “Be.“

- Ashley Dun

[permanentlytragic]

some things don’t change. a.g. don’t remove source or caption

[jwfeelings]

I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you. You know that don’t you?“ “I never do know when you’re lying to me anymore. Your lies sound so true, and I’m such a fool.” “Well I guess there’s two of us. You can’t get rid of a fool who has already fallen.

from a book I might write by @jwfeelings (via jwfeelings)

[jwfeelings]

I loved you for a while and then not at all.

#1 how to break a heart (via jwfeelings)

[suspend]

It hurts to wait for someone who’s never coming back again.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[book-caps]

[psych-facts]

Your value does not decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.

Unknown (via psych-facts)