[onlyzizi]

Fangirl first, mentally insane second, human third.

ed blog: @need2bethinagain

side blogs: @onlyzizi-reblogs & @saku-fangirl.

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Just graduated college. Should I kil myself or kil myself????

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Wanted so little and still got disappointed

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Satosugu is honestly such a mid ship… until I imagine both of them as girls… then it becomes interesting…

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Slipping back into old bad habits is fun

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I DONT WANNA WATCH A MAKEUP VIDEO WHERE EYESHADOW ISNT BEING PUT ON!!

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God, I love makeup.

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I was planning on buying an eyeshadow palette for shimmers because I have a shimmer palette that I ADORE but I hate the packing. But then I thought to myself “why don’t I just re-pan what I already have” and now I’m so excited to repan it all

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Today was a bad day but it’s okay because one day I’ll be dead and none of this will even matter.

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I need ballerina yuri

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THANK GOD FOR LESBIANS

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Sometimes when I’m miserable I have a strong urge to change something to pull me out and rn it is my weight, so I’m back to my ed ways.

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I’m most likely a lesbian but I have bigger fish to fry rn

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I’m not even anxious about committing suicide anymore. I’m just sad that this is my life.

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Everything I want in life is achievable but not by me because I’m a stupid and ugly loser that can’t seem to integrate into society.

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You know what? It doesn’t matter. If God wanted me to be happy then I would be happy, but that’s simply isn’t my fate.

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I’m losing everything