I shouldn't have to be afraid about talking about my mental health and suicidal thoughts bc I don't want to get forcibly committed again. I'm allowed to joke about my pain and suffering bc it's mine and I experience it. I can joke about killing myself bc I've fucking tried and I'm still here. Yes rn I'm fucking crumbling away from saddness but I'm also not going to off myself or hurt myself like I would in the past. I am a year, 2 months, and 26 days clean from self harm and I'm not trying to change that.
🖤 This. 🖤




















