khrysopos

holy child, split at the core, raise the underworld as well

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the voices around you are muffled, as if you’ve been dunked underwater. faces blur together. your head throbs. you want to sleep forever.

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you watch him run ahead, in a blaze of glory and brilliance. the best thing you can do for him is to let him be.

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i’ll stay quiet, if you’ll let me stay. i’ll be good, i won’t put up fights. just don’t leave me, please.

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you miss his warmth. what was once so close to you is just out of your grasp; a bright warm presence that’s beyond your reach. you’re fine with it, though. you do not deserve him.

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feathers brush against the floor, delicate and gentle. you keep your footsteps light, as to not disturb the peace. the chapel is wonderfully quiet at night.

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( forgot this blog existed, whoops. more posts will be queued. )

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poor, lonely god. abandoned once again. when will you learn?

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( thank you for 50 followers! that’s 50 more than i thought i would get. )

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it’s all so fucking loud. a cacophony of laughter and unintelligible words— you wish they’d shut up.

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something warm and wet drips down your face. a part of you hopes it’s just blood.

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this isn’t what i wanted— and it’s certainly not what you deserve.

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you light such a joyful flame within me, darling. let me hold you like you should be— with love and adoration.

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sharp teeth dig into the nape of your neck. how painful... you’ve never been happier.

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can you hear me? can you see me? i’m here with you, wiping your tears away.

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a pain blooms in your abdomen, and you look at him. his face is... indescribable. you smile, in an attempt to calm him down. you knew this was your fate— he’ll be fine without you.

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everyone’s voices mix together, like a horrible amalgamation. it’s all static to you.

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you would like to wrap your arms around him, protect him from all harm. he’s been through enough— you’ll keep him safe.