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Project Hail Mary Discord Server!
Hello everyone!
A few people showed interest in the idea of a Project Hail Mary Discord server, so I decided to make one!
If you’re looking for a friendly place to discuss theories, fanfiction, fanart, analysis, headcanons, and all things Project Hail Mary, you’re more than welcome to join. The server is open to fans and creators alike, whether you’re here to chat, share work, find recommendations, or simply scream about Rocky.
You can join the server here.
Small disclaimer: the server was originally created for readers of my Project Hail Mary fanfiction, No Way Home But Forward, so there are a few channels dedicated to it hidden near the bottom of the server. Please feel free to ignore those if you don’t read my fic! The server itself is mostly focused on Project Hail Mary in general, and discussion of any and all PHM fics is encouraged.
LF: Beta Readers!
I’m currently looking for eight beta readers for my sci fi horror novel, The Contagion of Stars. Based off Alien (Mostly Alien Earth) and Project Hail Mary.
Blurb The year is 2174. Earth is no longer enough. The science vessel Ardent Horizon drifts toward Erebos 3, a lush and untouched world promised as humanity’s next frontier. Its mission is simple: study alien life, test synthetic integration among its human crew, and determine whether mankind can survive beneath a new sun. At the centre of it all is Killian Reid Voss, a twenty three year old prodigy, founder of Voss Horizons, and creator of the only synthetics trusted to walk among the crew. Captain Selene Bellandi commands the ship. Dr. Maeve Kavanagh leads the research. ABEL L-03, a synthetic xenobiologist, studies what no human body was built to understand. ADAM-X, the only synthetic of his kind, watches for threats no one else can see. Around them, the crew of the Ardent Horizon prepares to make first contact with a planet that seems almost too perfect to be real. Then the Gardeners appear. Long bodied, armoured, eyeless creatures of claw and carapace, they do not attack. They watch. They learn. They mimic light, sound, movement, and fear. Curious and strangely gentle, they are brought aboard for study, and for a little while, they seem like the miracle Erebos promised. But something ancient lies frozen beneath the planet’s surface. Something waking. As illness spreads through the ship, the crew fractures under paranoia, containment protocols, and the terrible suspicion that the Gardeners are not separate from the outbreak at all. With Earth waiting, Erebos calling, and his own creations beginning to question what they were made to protect, Killian must confront the truth at the heart of the mission. Humanity has not discovered an empty world. It has found a garden. And something has already begun to grow.
Beta reader requirements I’m looking for readers who: Are 18+ Are comfortable communicating through Discord Are willing to join a Discord server with other beta readers Are willing to sign an NDA/non disclosure agreement Can ideally read each chapter within 3-5 days of release Are comfortable with chapters around 5-8k words Can give feedback on plot holes, character development, pacing, and overall engagement Understand that grammar feedback is appreciated but not required Will not use AI or put my work through AI in any form nor use it in the server. This is not a paid position, but I’m happy to beta read your own writing in return, or offer writing requests as a thank you. You may also drop out at any time. No hard feelings, I’d rather everyone be comfortable and honest about their availability or if the book bores you or isn't your cup of tea!
Content warning
This novel contains science fiction horror themes, including body horror, alien infection, illness, quarantine, death, grief, psychological distress, confinement, ethical scientific dilemmas, synthetic/ai themes, and non consensual biological transformation. Reader discretion is advised.
More detailed Trigger Warnings For The Book:
Body horror (including infection, mutation, biological transformation, bodily deterioration, invasive alien organisms, physical contamination, and loss of bodily autonomy.) Illness and medical trauma (including quarantine, symptoms of unknown disease, fever, delirium, medical examinations, emergency treatment, fear of infection, containment procedures, and clinical discussions of survival.) Death and grief (including major and minor character death, death of crew members, mourning, survivor’s guilt, hopelessness, and the psychological impact of isolation in space.) Alien infection and parasitic/ecological horror (including themes of forced biological adaptation, alien organisms spreading through bodies and environments, and ambiguity around whether infection is harm, communication, or transformation.) Psychological distress (including paranoia, panic, fear, anxiety, hallucination like experiences, confusion, trauma responses, emotional breakdowns, distrust between crew members, and deteriorating mental states under extreme pressure.) Violence and injury (including blood, wounds, emergency medical situations, attacks, defensive violence, physical restraint, possible mercy killing, and descriptions of pain.) Containment and confinement (including quarantine, locked rooms, isolation, restricted movement, decontamination, and characters being trapped aboard a ship or within medical/security protocols.) Ethical horror (including scientific experimentation, debates over sentient alien life, synthetic autonomy, possible exploitation of alien organisms, and morally difficult decisions made under survival pressure.) Synthetic/artificial intelligence themes (including questions of personhood, control, obedience, created beings, programmed loyalty, autonomy, and the use of synthetics in dangerous or disposable roles.) Claustrophobia and space horror (including shipboard isolation, failing systems, darkness, hostile environments, limited oxygen/resources, and the inability to escape.) Planetary and ecological horror (including colonisation themes, environmental contamination, invasive species fears, first contact failure, and the discovery that a seemingly habitable world may be incompatible with human survival.) Family loss and abandonment (including references to orphanhood, grief over parents/family, loneliness, and emotional isolation.) Age gap authority dynamics (including a very young director/prodigy in command or partial command over older crew members, workplace tension, resentment, and pressure placed on a young person with extreme responsibility.) Firearms/security threat themes (including armed response, threat assessment, and possible violence during containment failure.) Animal/insect/reptile like creature horror (including eyeless alien creatures, claws, camouflage, stalking movement, unnatural body structure, and unsettling non human behaviour.) Moral ambiguity around consent (especially regarding infection, biological change, alien contact, medical intervention, quarantine, and whether the Gardeners understand harm in human terms.)
How To Join!
Just message me on discord: youcancallmequills
In your opinion, what makes Project Hail Mary such a good Sci-Fi story?
Hot take: you do not have the right to go into someone’s comments and accuse them of using AI just because you think their writing “looks suspicious.” You do not have the right to run their work through some unreliable AI detection tool and treat the result as proof or absolute. There are few things more harmful than these witch hunts, and few things more insulting to genuine writers after they spend hours, days, weeks, or even months working on their fics. Yes, AI generated fanfiction exists. Yes, some of it may seem obvious. But unless the writer openly admits it, you will never actually know. I do not care how many “signs” you think you see. Pattern recognition is not evidence. Vibes are not evidence. AI detectors are not, and never will be, evidence. They are tools with serious known flaws, and using them to publicly accuse people is deeply irresponsible. You have every right to block someone. You have every right to stop reading a fic. You have every right to decide what you personally do or do not want to engage with. What you do not have is the right to publicly accuse someone of something you cannot prove. Witch hunting AI does not make you a good person. It does not make you a protector of your fandom. It does not make you morally superior. It just makes you someone who is willing to hurt real writers in your pursuit of feeling righteous. And honestly, these superiority complexes are what is ruining spaces like AO3. Not just the fear of AI, but the growing belief that suspicion is enough to justify cruelty. Real authors are being chased out, discouraged, and humiliated because people would rather accuse first and think later. There is nothing inspiring about that. There is nothing noble about it. This obsession with claiming the moral high ground, even at the cost of genuine writers, is exhausting. It disgusts me, we are already not entitled to the work fanfiction authors give out and now they must fear accusations if they do post.
If you believe AI accusations are alright to post, then I hope I never see you posting about AO3 or Tumblr being ruined when it comes to fanfiction because YOU are part of the problem.
The Choice That Finally Belongs to Ryland Grace
There is a very particular kind of ending to Project Hail Mary, one that feels less like a door closing and more like a door being left slightly ajar. Not open enough for us to walk through. But not shut enough for us to stop wondering. It's left open just enough that the story continues somewhere beyond us, out of sight, in a place we are no longer invited to follow.
That is the beauty of Ryland Grace’s ending.
And that is exactly why a Project Hail Mary sequel should not follow him.
Not because there is nothing left to ask about Grace. If anything, there is almost too much left to ask. That is what makes the ending ache. Does he stay on Erid for the rest of his life? Does he find a home there, strange yet so familiar, beside Rocky and the Eridians? Does he become, somehow, an alien world’s beloved old teacher, a man who once crossed the stars and now spends his final years surrounded by children who do not share his species but still look to him with wonder?
Or does he eventually return to Earth?
Does he wake one day and understand, with terrible tenderness, that he can love Rocky and still not belong on Erid? That he can love Erid and still miss rain, wind, sunlight, human voices, the animals? Does he come to realise that gratitude is not the same thing as home? That friendship can save your life without becoming the place you are meant to die?
Maybe Ryland Grace stays. Maybe he leaves. Maybe he spends the rest of his life on Erid, becoming softer and stranger and more at peace than he ever was on Earth. Maybe he returns home changed beyond recognition, carrying Rocky with him in every habit, every grief, every act of courage. Maybe he understands, finally, that love is not proven only by staying. Sometimes love means leaving before you turn a miracle into a cage.
And the point is that we do not know.
The point is that we are not supposed to know.
There is a temptation, especially with beloved stories, to mistake unanswered questions for unfinished ones. We want more because we care. We want certainty because ambiguity hurts. We want to know whether Grace is happy, whether Rocky is safe, whether Earth remembers him, whether he ever stands beneath a human sky again. We want the comfort of a canon answer, something official and final and emotionally neat.
But Grace’s ending is powerful because it denies us that.
For almost the entire novel, and then in the movie, Ryland Grace has his choices taken from him. His memory is taken. His consent is taken. His future is taken. He wakes inside a mission he did not willingly choose, carrying the fate of humanity in a body that does not even remember its own fear. Even his bravery, at first, is shaped by absence. He acts under the belief that he volunteered, that he must have been someone better and braver than he was.
So there is something quietly sacred about the ending giving him privacy.
At last, Grace gets to make a choice that does not belong to humanity, to Stratt, to Earth, to the audience, or even to the story. He gets to exist beyond the machinery of narrative obligation. He gets to become a person again, not just a solution, not just a sacrifice, not just the man who saved the world. The ending lets him go at the exact moment his life finally belongs to him.
A sequel about Ryland Grace would risk taking that away.
Because to follow him after the ending would mean turning his most personal choice into another spectacle. It would mean asking the narrative to pin down what was beautiful because it was unpinned. If he stays, then the story becomes about confirming Erid as his true home. If he leaves, then the story becomes about confirming Earth as the place he truly belongs. Either answer would collapse the delicate emotional space the ending leaves behind.
And that space matters.
It allows every reader/watcher to sit with their own version of Grace. Some people need to believe he stays with Rocky, because that friendship is the emotional centre of the story and the idea of separating them feels unbearable. Some people need to believe he eventually returns to Earth, because survival should not have to mean exile, and because a human being can love an alien world without ceasing to long for his own. Some people imagine a lifetime on Erid. Some imagine a goodbye. Some imagine both: years of love, then a parting that hurts because it is right.
None of these readings are wrong.
That is the gift of the ending. It does not give us possession of Grace’s future. It gives us wonder.
And wonder is more fragile than lore.
This is not an argument against a Project Hail Mary sequel existing at all. In fact, the world of the novel is rich with possibilities. There is so much left to explore. Just not through Ryland Grace.
Show us Earth.
Show us what happened while he was gone.
Show us the terror of a planet slowly realising that the sun is dying. Not as a distant scientific problem, not as a mission briefing, but as a lived human apocalypse. What does ordinary life look like beneath a dimming star? What happens to politics, religion, art, journalism, food, weather, childhood, grief? What happens when an entire species understands that survival may depend on a handful of impossible decisions made by people who are just as frightened and flawed as everyone else?
Or show us the aftermath.
Show us what humanity does with the solution once it arrives. Because finding the answer is only one kind of story. Living with the answer is another. What does Earth become after almost ending? Does humanity unite, or does it fracture over who gets saved first, who gets credited, who gets blamed, who gets control of the technology? Does the world honour Grace as a hero, misunderstand him as a martyr, erase the uglier truths of how he got there? Does Stratt become villain, saviour, criminal, legend, necessity?
There is a fascinating sequel hidden in the question of what humanity does after being rescued.
There is another in the discovery itself: the first scientists noticing something wrong with the sun, the creeping horror of data becoming prophecy, the moment the impossible becomes undeniable. There is a story in the people who never boarded the Hail Mary but still gave everything to it. There is a story in the families who watched the sky change. There is a story in the generations who inherit a world that survived but cannot ever return to innocence.
There are so many places a sequel could go without touching the one thing that should remain untouched.
Ryland Grace’s story is over for us.
Not necessarily over for him. That distinction is important. His life may continue. His choices may continue. His love, grief, purpose, loneliness, and joy may continue. Somewhere beyond the final page, he may still be teaching. He may still be missing Earth. He may still be laughing with Rocky in whatever form laughter takes between them. He may still be deciding whether home is a place, a person, a planet, or the freedom to choose where his heart can survive.
But that is his life now.
Not ours.
There is a kind of love for a character that wants to know everything. It wants sequels, epilogues, confirmations, timelines, reunions, deaths, marriages, graves, final words. It wants the ache soothed. It wants the beloved thing preserved in amber. But sometimes the more respectful love is restraint. Sometimes loving a story means not asking it to continue past the place where it found its perfect silence.
Ryland Grace began as a man whose choice was stolen.
The ending gives it back.
To demand a sequel that tells us exactly what he chose would be, in a small but meaningful way, to take it from him again.
So yes, let there be more Project Hail Mary stories. Let us return to that universe. Let us look at Earth under a dying sun. Let us follow the scientists, the politicians, the ordinary people, the children who grew up in the shadow of extinction. Let us explore what it means to receive salvation from a man who may never come home. Let us examine the ethics of survival, the cost of solutions, the strange collective trauma of almost losing the world.
But leave Ryland Grace where the original story leaves him.
Let him remain suspended in that beautiful uncertainty, somewhere between Earth and Erid, between staying and returning, between friendship and farewell, between the life he lost and the life he might choose. Let him belong, or not belong, in a way only he is allowed to know.
We can wonder.
We can imagine.
We can hope.
But we are not entitled to the answer.
And that is the beauty of free will.
No Way Home But Forward
Just a little announcement about my newest fic, currently sitting at a bit over five thousand words. Weekly updates, with ten chapters planned (for a total of fifty thousand words or so).
The hope is to explore this concept alongside keeping true to the original themes of the book with my own twist. The aim is to balance humour, fear and sadness effectively to form a fun little twist while keeping true to the original story's morals.
(Link in title but also here for you.)
Ryland Grace Is A Myth Of A Willing Martyr
One of the most interesting things about Ryland Grace, in my opinion, is that he is not brave in the clean, mythic, self sacrificial way people often want protagonists to be brave. The way we assume our protagonists to be in the every day media we consume. He is not someone who looks at the extinction of humanity, squares his shoulders, and calmly volunteers to die for the species. In fact, the truth is almost the opposite: when given the choice, Grace does not choose the mission. He does not choose martyrdom. He does not choose the noble death. His self preservation outweighs the abstract moral demand that he should sacrifice himself for the future of humanity.
And that is not a flaw in the writing. That is the point.
There is a strange stigma around calling a character cowardly, as though “coward” is an insult that automatically strips someone of complexity, sympathy, or worth. But cowardice is not the absence of humanity. If anything, it is one of the most human instincts there is. To want to live is not evil. To recoil from death is not shameful. To be terrified of suffering, isolation, and annihilation is not some moral failure that places someone beneath everyone else. It is the ordinary animal truth of being alive.
Ryland Grace is a coward. And that is exactly why his story matters.
Because the book, nor the movie, does not give us a man who was born ready to be a hero. It gives us a man whose body and mind reject heroism when heroism demands his death. Grace does not initially overcome fear through some pure inner nobility. He is forced into a situation where living is no longer truly an option. By the time he wakes aboard the Hail Mary, the choice he once refused has effectively been taken from him. His memory loss allows him to operate under the belief that he chose this, that somewhere in his past there was a version of himself brave enough to accept the mission willingly.
But that version of him did not exist. Not then. And truly not ever.
That is what makes the reveal so devastating. Grace’s bravery is, at first, built on a lie. He believes he volunteered, and that belief shapes his behaviour. He sees himself as someone who must have been courageous enough to make the ultimate sacrifice, and so he tries to live up to that imagined self. Without the memory of his refusal, without the knowledge that he had to be forced into the mission, he acts as though he is the kind of person who chose humanity over himself.
And yet, does that make his later courage less real?
I really don't think it does.
See, this is where Project Hail Mary becomes more interesting than a simple story about cowardice versus heroism. Grace is a coward, yes. But he is not only a coward. Cowardice is not a permanent moral identity. It is a response. It is a survival instinct. It is fear winning in a particular moment. And one of the most profound things Project Hail Mary suggests is that bravery does not always come from the absence of cowardice. Sometimes bravery is what happens when a coward is placed in circumstances where fear has nowhere useful left to go.
Grace does not become brave because he stops being afraid. He becomes brave because action becomes the only meaningful alternative to despair. He solves problems. He cares for Rocky. He continues. He adapts. He chooses connection. He chooses responsibility. And eventually, most importantly, he chooses someone else’s survival over his own return home.
But that later bravery does not erase his cowardice. It complicates it.
As a society, we are often very bad at allowing those two things to coexist. We want people to be either cowards or heroes, selfish or selfless, weak or strong. We like moral categories that are clean enough to admire or condemn. But real people are rarely that simple. A person can fail the first test and rise to the second. A person can be selfish under one kind of pressure and generous under another. A person can desperately want to live and still, eventually, do something brave.
That is why pretending Grace is not a coward weakens the character- pretending he finishes the movie as this brave man without any cowardice weakens the story. It sands down the very thing that makes him compelling. If Grace had nobly volunteered from the beginning, his later sacrifices would be admirable, but expected. They would fit the shape of who he already was. But because he refused, because he panicked, because he chose himself, his later choices become far more moving to us as the audience. They are not the actions of a born martyr. They are the actions of a frightened man who slowly grows into a kind of courage he did not originally possess.
And that is a much more generous, much more human view of bravery.
The discomfort people feel around calling Grace cowardly likely comes from the assumption that cowardice is contemptible. But what if it is not? What if cowardice is simply the place many people begin? What if the moral question is not “were you afraid?” or even “did you fail when first asked to be brave?” but “what did you do when the moment came again?”
Grace’s story asks us to separate cowardice from worthlessness. He was cowardly. He was also brilliant, kind, funny, stubborn, compassionate, and capable of extraordinary love. His cowardice did not prevent him from becoming brave. In some ways, it made his bravery more meaningful, because it had to be built rather than revealed.
There is nothing wrong with acknowledging that Ryland Grace is a coward. The problem is thinking that this makes him less worthy of being loved, admired, or understood by those of us who experience his story. The problem is believing that bravery only counts when it comes naturally. The problem is treating fear as a stain instead of a condition.
Ryland Grace did not want to die for humanity. Most people would not. He did not walk willingly into the dark. He was pushed into it. But once he was there, once the illusion of choice was gone and the reality of consequence surrounded him, he still became someone capable of courage.
That does not mean he was never a coward. It doesn't mean he's suddenly not a coward.
It means cowards can be brave too.