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she/her 18 girl failure

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flying to her country soon i hhope she kisses me and kidnaps me and i can’t leave

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uu!wifies is so monika im obsessed

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i feel so insane about her i need to be killed

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girl fluixon fanart is making me want to dye my hair so badddddd the voiceskssssssmdksndn

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Whatever vro

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wemmbu stop looking so sad its not that deep 🤣

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i need to get drunk and drunk text my best friend and tell her i’m lowkey in love with her

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another one thank you

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my very specific niche i call it unstable loonaverse

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when the yearning starts to involve low self esteem you know it’s serious

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i think i want her and it kinda scared me so i might start smoking to try to make the yearning go away

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my instagram fyp got full of edating reels bc i send them to her even tho we’re just friends and she likes my messages when k send them god am i cooked should i die already

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i wish she was in love with me so i could feel normal about whatever im feeling. i need to get drunk and embarrass myself over texts i wish i could be with her i wish she was next to me now

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i think i always imagine a relationship with long distance friends because i don’t think i deserve to be loved enough for the other person to put an effort but id do anything for them

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i know it’s not healthy or whatever but someone loving me would genuinely help me with being suicidal like i need a reason to be here i need to feel like someone actually loves me and needs me. yeah codependency is bad but i just need something greater than myself to keep ne here. im so tired

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that one friend that you would marry if they weren’t from s different country lol. haha. and you said that to them when you were drunk. lol.

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i need a girl on top of me or i’m ending it all soon