Was it a dream, or was it a reality? Snippets of that night would slowly flash right before me. We were driving around town, with the car roof down. The breeze was blowing on my hair as I screamed all my sorrows away. I've been feeling trapped for so long and finally found an escape. A release from my broken heart. Finally, I found peace. I wished I could stay like this just a little longer. Cocooned in my little dream world that you have nicely built. And then we kissed. Did I kiss you, or did you kiss me? We kissed twice? It is all a blur. I just remember I felt something I have never felt before. As we pull away, I remember your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine. Searching. I guess reality kicked in as we grew silent. We crossed a line. You tried to complement me to make light of things. I guess it was apparent that i was struggling to process the situation. A boy said the same complement before and then broke my heart. Hearing it again scared me. Helplessly, I laughed at irony. Because it was at that moment when I realized that you're someone I couldn't bear to part with. You asked me why I was laughing? I couldn't speak. Like a fool, I can only shake my head. Knowing I have hurt your pride. I would never know why you kissed me? Was it love, or was it pity? Pity I that some boy broke my heart once again. I want to know. We've been playing this game since the day we met. Cat and mouse. Both are broken and mending in our own way. I want to know.
gummygunk
blakekathryn
kianamaiart