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Denouncing the Silence: My Story, and Every Woman's Story

“You have to denounce it,” said the Spanish Guardia Civil to me. I had a chance encounter with a Spanish police officer who works in cybercrime and security. His role spans more than just phishing or identity fraud; it includes fighting child pornography and tracking cybercriminals across Europe. Although he works remotely, the workload is relentless. His team collaborates beyond Spain, as the…

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Love or Desire: Is there a Difference?

In this Valentine's Day, we're reminded what love truly is. Maybe we confuse love and desire? What is the difference?

Love Among Ruins – Edward Burne-Jone, 1894 Love is … What you can’t fathom. It is not expressed by any words because only then it loses its meaning. Mystical, enigmatic, playful, innocent, illusive, unpredictable, ferocious, full of wisdom and love. These are just some words I can try to describe what love is. Because love in it’s universal concept, really is beyond words. But let’s talk about…

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Careful: Ego is Your Nemesis

Hi Friends, these are my loving thoughts and hope this ripple reaches for those are in 'tune'

You are having a fine day. Everything around you seems fine. You don’t have any stressors whatsoever. You have clothing, shelter, food, a job, family, and maybe a few friends. You have absolutely everything you need at this moment. Yet, there is that silent voice telling you something feels wrong—something is missing. But you ask yourself, Didn’t I just say I already have everything I want and…

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My Spirituality Is A Gift: How It Helped Me Understand Life

Hi there! I am certainly back to writing here again. So much has happened. I didn’t have many physical experiences per se, such as traveling, socializing, or partying. However, I had more ‘mystical experiences’—ones I would never exchange for anything else. I am blown away by these experiences! I mean, what enchants me is the fact that they were direct experiences perceived by my extra senses!…

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Healing Journey: Silent Retreat

After my soul experienced a galvanizing phase last 2023, I have laid it out on myself: that this is going to be an intense, soul-freeing, yet excruciatingly sorrowful journey. It was in a way a pave for me to finally see a higher and even bigger than life calling. A call for liberation. From the matrix, from the material world, from the darkness. For the past 25 years of my life, I wasn’t aware…

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How To Be: The Passion for Art and Business

I just can’t focus to study now. I am studying for the National Medical Admission Test, as a review for the upcoming test I shall be taking next year. Guess what, the monkey took over the ship again. Then, Master Pro Crashtinator will be its co-captain. Why? Well I have the urge to write. Had the zest with my fingers to write out. More like an impulse, too. See, this is one of my challenges on…

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Eternal Learning

Hey friends late update. But here it is! Whoever you are, may you find peace and joy along your journey.

I don’t know where to start since my last blog which is about my quarter life crisis. I was still 25 then, now I am 26. 26 is one of Paramore’s track in their After Laughter album. Here are some lyrics of the song: Everything was fine until you came aroundAnd I’ve been chasing after dreamers in the cloudsAfter all, wasn’t I the one who saidTo keep your feet on the groundMan, you really brought…

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Quarter Life Crisis: Is It Real?

I’m disillusioned with life. What is success? What is effort? What is renown? What is respect? What is acceptance? What is validation? I have come to this point where I don’t know if these busy-ness, endeavors, goals and even everyday squabbles are worth giving effort for anymore. You oughta know how I came to a point in this intersection. I was pursuing a business that I have long been…

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Quarter Life Crisis

Story right now of my life. Hope you can relate.

I am 25 years old and, you guessed right, I am experiencing the so-called “Quarter Life Crisis.” I didn’t know I was experiencing it until I remembered the term mid-life crisis. I was feeling certain emotions that led me to think this could be synonymous with that term. Could it be that I am experiencing a quarter-life crisis? According to Bradley University Online, in their blog, they defined a…

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My Best Friend is a person who will give me a book I have not read.

 Abraham Lincoln

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Women in History: Viking Women

Women in History: Viking Women

In a way, we have bigger and better female roles in some of the sagas than in some of the plays and films written in the 20th and 21st century. Armann Jakobsson, Professor in Medieval Icelandic Literature, University of Iceland For the past few days, I got engrossed with medieval fantastical stories such as The Witcher by Andrzej Sapkowski and the Viking tribe. It turns out both fiction and…

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The One That Got Away

The One That Got Away

I just broke up with my boyfriend 2 days ago. Ended our 3 month and 22 days old relationship. Pretty fast right? Yup, it was fast to start, fast to end. Guess, that sums up everything I have to tell here. The relationship shall I say was a bit immature. We’re both young and we wanted to explore much of what being in this relationship. I sensed it beforehand and I dove right in to see where it…

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In Love With My Future

In Love With My Future

Things, a lot, have changed since my last blog. I know. Christmas and New Year went by without me updating on what’s going on in my life. I was too busy. I was too tired or lazy. Those common excuses, you know. But today, I muster the strength to write again. Because, it has boiled up inside. The things happened to me in 2020 finally gradually to effect in my whole mental and emotional…

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Sunday Afternoon

It is the 18th of the month of October. The sky has grey clouds, cold wind touch your skin and all yet with the sun shining at past one in the afternoon.

Today is exactly a month since we first opened our Lemonade business. It’s getting better than ever except with the bad weather these days that keep the people from visiting our place.

Today is also really unique. It is not everyday to…

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How's The Business?

How’s The Business?

It has been three weeks since we opened our lemonade business in my hometown. The people love it. We got beautiful feedback from our customers who liked our lemonades. It was going on pretty good so far.

I also get to post a lot in our facebook page and from there, it’s where we get most of our online presence and engagements. I think I am loving being online. I get to make something for the…

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BizNess

I am working on a little lemonade business. Before when I was a child, I thought selling lemonade was such a lousy business. Maybe it’s because I saw little girls selling them on the street for one dollar in movies. I thought it was a children’s little business. But now that I am an adult, the irony is that I am selling lemonades to people.

The irony in life. The paradox even. It is silly yet…

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Blog Update: Bad and Good

Blog Update: Bad and Good

I have not been blogging so much. Which means, most of my time is occupied by something else. Which means, at night when it’s the best time for me to write something for my blog, I’m usually so dead tired.

But what is an update about me? Well, I’ve been starting a little business and a little side trip business. Also, I have already started investing in an index fund. So these two things are…

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