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I wish I was a more resilient and tough person. I struggle more with life than my circumstances justify.

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crashed my car, generally feel shitty about life. Everytime I have an up it's a matter of time before I get another down, it's never smooth sailing for a long time.

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Yesterday and today have been sunny, mild winter days. I finally managed to drag myself outside and I should've done so sooner, I always feel better after having gone outside.

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I feel sad.

It's beautiful winter weather, I should be going outside instead of wasting away behind a screen.

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I shouldn't find living as hard as I do.

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I'm sad, frustrated and overwhelmed

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Recently I've been making bread from scratch. It's a very simple recipe, just flour, dry yeast, salt and water and it requires no kneading. But the bread is really tasty, I think it tastes better than storebought bread or bread from the baking machine. Today I'm starting my first souredough starter to see if I can make sourdough bread too.

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I just realized I gave all my graveyard pictures the caption 6/7 when it's supposed to be 6/9...

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6-9-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

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6-9-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

The nameless stones show how patients were primarily viewed as a number before a patient. Patients that killed themselves were buried without a name.

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6-9-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

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6-7-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

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6-7-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

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6-7-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, early 1900s

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6-7-2025 Graveyard of a psychiatric hospital, late 1800s