Kyle looked at her shocked honestly. He didn’t want to believe that Zoe just got up and left, he thought she loved him back but clearly he was wrong. “I-i know h-how to read.. ” For once the stutter wasn’t because of him not really being able to talk, it was because he was just heart broken. Zoe was the only one he thought actually cared about him, especially after he was brought back… First his mother used him for his new parts, Misty called him a monster and now Zoe just left. He was stuck with Madison, not that he doesn’t like her he just always thought she didn’t like him. She was pretty mean to him. “M-Madison… S-she wouldn’t just leave like that… She said she l-loved me.. ” He didn’t flinch like he would have before when she threw the note at him. He just looked down and started to tear up. He wasn’t trying to hide it at all, he was just crushed. All the women he liked or loved all either hurt him or get mad at him so he was sure Madison would leave pretty soon. He turned to go head to his room, thinking Madison was mad at him and probably didn’t want to see him anymore plus him being crushed that Zoe left he just needed to go to his room.
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“Quit talking about her! She didn’t love you. She felt sorry for you. Get that through your head. If she did she would have stayed with you or taken you with her!” Madison knew she was being excessively cruel to him but she couldn’t help it. That’s how she behaved when she was hurt. It was a defense mechanism to keep her heart safe. If she was nasty to someone that hurt her they wouldn’t stay around to do it again. Now Kyle could hate her - if he didn’t already - and he could leave with Zoe. She wouldn’t have to see him again and he couldn’t break her heart anymore. When he started to walk away from her she reached out to grab his arm. She wasn’t rough with him and hoped he wouldn’t get mad like he had when he first came back. The spell to bring him back had given him a temper that was sometimes violent and also a lot of added strength to go along with it. She just didn’t want him to walk away from her. “Don’t go…” Why was she even bothering? Kyle loved and wanted only Zoe and not her. She couldn’t fix that and was just going to get rejected for trying. Still, she couldn’t stop herself. “Stop trying to walk away from me. Stop ignoring what you have right in front of your eyes.” Letting go her eyes lowered to keep him from seeing that she might cry. Madison was fighting hard not to let her weakness show in the form of tears. “Just…for once would you see me? See that I’m still right here with you?” Couldn’t he see that she loved him?
Him hearing her say that was enough to make him start sobbing but he didn't want to break down on front of her, she'll probably make fun of him for it. "Y-youre probably right.. Nobody loves me.. " He didn't even want to fight about it because she was right. Zoe didn't love him, she would be with him if she did. He honestly wished he was dead again. Since he came back everything has just been so much worse for him. He yanked his arm out of her hand quickly, he was trying to hold himself back from hurting her. He didn't want to, he didn't want to hurt the dog, or really any of those people he killed. The only person he meant to actually hurt was his mother. He was tired of just having all the important women in his life just give up on him or treat him like shit. Zoe gave up on him, Madison treats him like shit and his mother abused him after his dad was out of the picture. He hated it so much, but what could he do about it? Absolutely nothing. "W-why not? S-so you can sit here and m-make fun of me? Get m-mad at me because I w-want Zoe back? " He looked at her, tearing up. He tried his best not to start crying but it didn't work, tears were running down his face as he continued to look at Madison.
