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@oscar-effing-diaz
When youâre lonely and single af so you make an edit of your favorite couples only to feel even more depressed after watching it đ
Lockdowns and Confessions
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Prompt: Can I request a Oscar imagine where the reader is rubyâs older sister and itâs based in the lock down episode. And everyone knows Oscar loves her but he still hangs out with other girls so sheâs mad at him and avoids him until he corners her during the lockdown and tell her that he loves her.
Requested by: @kathleensx
Of all days to have a lockdown, it just had to be the day that Oscar had stopped by. Now he was stuck in the house and Y/n was not at all happy with the situation. She didnât want to see or talk to him, let alone breathe the same air as him. Deciding to not be anywhere around him, she walks back to her room and closes the door.Â
Plopping down on her bed she lets out a big sigh as she glances at the picture on her nightstand. It was a picture of her and Oscar. Both of them were too invested to realize that the picture was being taken. Y/n was laughing with a big smile and eyes closed as Oscar just looked at her smiling. Not a smirk, not a grumpy face, but a real smile.Â
Safe to say they have a history but every time it would go one step forward, two steps were immediately taken back. She was tired of them getting nowhere, were they together? Or is she simply wasting her time? The night that they argued was on repeat.Â
***FLASHBACK***
It was the annual block party that the Santos were throwing. Beers scattered all over the lawn, weed and alcohol stanching throughout the air, people dancing, making out or gossiping on the latest rumors.Â
Y/n was taking a sip from her cup as she talked to Angelica. Although she and Mario had broken up, Y/n and her were still good friends and didnât let a silly break up get in the way.Â
âAnything happen between you two yet?â Angelica teased as she wiggled her eyebrows in a playful manner which Y/n brushed off.Â
âIf by what your thinking is sex, then no. Were just taking things at our own pace.â she said as she took another sip from her cup. Angelica laughed it off, but once her eyes flicked to the scene behind Y/n her smile immediately vanished.Â
âHey, lets go play beer pong.â she tried to pull Y/n away before she turned around.Â
âActually, I was going to talk to Oscar real quick.â she said as she started to turn around, but Angelicaâs grip on her arm tightened and she pulled Y/n towards her.Â
âOscar can wait, come on one round before someone goes and plays before us.â she begged as she tried to keep y/nâs attention on her. Managing to get out of her grip, Y/n took a step back.
âAngelica seriously, what is going on with you.....oh.â she could see why Angelica was trying to distract her. Just so she would not see the scene that she is now looking at. A girl on Oscarâs lap, with her arms around his neck and their lips locked on each otherâs.Â
Anger took over her body and without thinking she marched over to the couple, ignoring Angelicaâs calls and stops right in front of them. She places her hand that holds the cup over them and dumps the liquid on top of them.Â
âYo, what the fuck?!â Oscar wiped the alcohol from his face and looked up to see a very pissed off Y/n.Â
âInstead of fucking leading me on for so long you couldâve just told me the damn truth instead of making out with this hyna. But I guess you were too much of a goddamn coward to do that.â she spat as she held the tears in her eyes.
Y/n gave him one last look before grabbing Angelica and leaving the party.Â
***END OF FLASHBACK***
âThatâs my favorite picture.â Y/n gasped when she turned around to see Oscar standing at the entrance of her door. As to why he was here, she had no idea.Â
âYeah, it was mine too.â she whispered as she placed it back on her nightstand.Â
âWas?â she heard the sound of his footsteps get closer to her bed, but she stayed where she was at and still continued to glance at the picture.
âWas.â she heard him scoff and felt a dip in her mattress.Â
âYour still pissed off about the night of the party? Well what do you want me to say Y/n? Iâm not gonna apologize for something when we arenât even together.â Y/n felt her teeth clench and just like that night, she let her actions take over.Â
Her hand stung on the impact once it connected with his cheek.Â
âAre you fucking kidding me.â she screeched as she stood up from her bed and walked so that she was right in front of him. Although Oscar was pissed off at her for hitting him y/n could care less.Â
âWhat you did that night was beyond disrespectful. That night just proved that I donât mean shit to you and that you donât care about me. I wasted my life on you and you pull that shit with some slutty ass hyna! Well fuck you Oscar. Youâre not a man, youâre a goddamn coward!â her voice was strained but she was happy that the weight was finally off her chest, at least she thought it was until she felt herself being pushed up against the wall by his strong hands.
âCall me a coward again. I dare you.â he whispered harshly in her ear as his arms tightened up on her.Â
âYou are a coward Oscar, you led me on. You werenât even man enough to just say whether or not you wanted to be with me. Your an asshole and you have your ego so far up your ass you canât even apologize.â The tears finally fell and even though she knew Oscar would snap she didnât care.Â
He needed to know what he had done. How he had made her feel stupid for constantly waiting and waiting only for it to end up in nothing. Just as she was going to say something else, the power went off.Â
âGreat....â
Pushing him off of her she feels around for her candle so she can light it. Once she does she comes face to face with his broad chest. Its quiet between them for a few minutes until one of them spoke up.Â
âIâm sorry.â itâs a quiet one. So quiet that she was surprised she even heard it.Â
âWhat?â a groan erupted from his throat and he grabbed her by the hips and turned her around to face him.Â
âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry Iâm a goddamn idiot and used my dick and not my head for thinking straight. I donât deserve you. I shouldnât have led you on, but you donât deserve to with someone like me. You deserve someone better. Not some gangbanger who may never get to leave this life.â he looked her in the eye as he said every word.Â
âAfter all this time, you think I really give a damn about what you do for a living? I donât give a damn about all of that. Why canât you see that I only want you Oscar? You and only you.â the tears fell as she confessed what she has been holding back for years.
She could feel his hands cupping her face, wiping the tears from underneath her eyes. She watched as his thumb then proceed to trace her lip as she continued to look at him.Â
âI do want you Y/n, I want you so bad. But you shouldnât want a life with me, constant watch behind your back, risking your life everyday just to be with me. I canât do that to you. No matter how much I want you and how much I love you, I canât do that to you.â his voice cracked slightly.Â
This was her Oscar.
 The real Oscar that she knew and loved. she knows that he has had a rough life, and for him to confess how he feels is difficult. But she was not gonna let him go. Not when he finally told her how he felt.Â
âI am not leaving you.â Y/n said firmly as she grabbed ahold of his wrists.Â
âI love you Oscar, and yeah. life might be a little difficult if Iâm with you. But life is and will always be difficult, Iâve waited for you for so long, and I am not letting you leave me. If you truly want me, then you will stay. You wonât give up on me again.âÂ
She took a step closer so that her face was now closer to his, and without thinking she pressed her lips against his. When he didnât respond at first she began to pull away, but then he grabbed her and pulled her close so that their bodies were touching.Â
The kiss deepened which made the air get thick around them. her hands stayed wrapped around his neck as his were wrapped firmly around her waist. Once she truly needed air, she pulled away. The power finally turned back on and she could hear her brother and the others yelling down the hall.Â
âPromise me Oscar, that you wonât pull this shit again.â she whispered as she buried her face in his neck. She felt a squeeze on her waist and a pair of lips on her head.Â
âI promise baby. I love you.âÂ
She finally got her Oscar back, and sheâll be damned if anything comes between them.
Hands off (Oscar Diaz Imagine)
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Prompt:Â Hello :) I just finished reading all your Oscar work and I love it! I saw that requests were open so I thought maybe you could do a story about how spooky would react to another santos yelling at or shoving the reader? If not maybe have the reader be working at the bank the santos robbed and Oscar having this âlove at first sightâ thing with her when sheâs scared but doesnât show it? If you do both or either thank you so much! If not Iâll still look forward to any other work <3
Requested by: @Bae-b-cakes
If there was one thing that got Oscar triggered it would be when someone lays their hands on his girl. Doesnât matter if its a guy or girl, anything as much as a finger gets near her then asses are about to be handed to them. Like tonight for example, the Santos decided to throw a party in order to celebrate the prophets being locked up. Everyone was drinking and having a good time, music was blasting through the stereos and cheers were being shouted out here and there.
Y/n was comfortably sitting on Oscarâ s lap with one arm wrapped around his neck and the other holding the cup in her hand. Occasionally Oscar would kiss her every few minutes just to see her get flustered but she didnât complain. It was very rare that Oscar showed his real side in front of other people besides Y/n and Cesar, so to see him smiling and laughing put a big smile on her face.
Noticing that her cup was empty, she decided to get a refill but of course she couldnât go without giving Oscar a kiss on the lips. Walking to the table full of drinks she grabs the bottle and starts to pour it in her cup. Once she sat the bottle down, Y/n turned around only to smack into somebody which caused her drink to spill on them.Â
âOh my god, Iâm so, so sorry. I didnât see you were there.â Y/n was quick to apologize to the guy but all she got in return was a disgusted and pissed off expression.Â
âAre you fucking blind or something?â he spat at her as he glanced at his soaked shirt.Â
âI swear it was a accident I-â she was cut off by the guy roughly shoving her which caused her to slightly lose her balance and fall on her butt.Â
âMaybe next time watch what your doing, maybe then your stupid ass wouldnât have done that.â the guy continued to seethe and Y/n continued to profusely apologize even as a few tears formed in her eyes. But as soon as she saw the figure behind this guy she quickly got up and dusted her pants off.
âWhat the hell is going on here?â Y/n started to panic as she saw Oscarâs face. Anytime he made that face she knew that he was getting ready to do something bad.Â
âThis bitch is the one who wasnât paying attention and spilled her drink all over me.â the guy explained not knowing that Oscar was Y/nâs boyfriend. She held her breath as she watched Oscar roughly turn the guy around and lean down so that they were both at eye level. Everyone at the party began to notice and stopped to watch.Â
âDonât you ever call my girl a bitch.â Oscar roughly spoke as his grip on the guyâs shirt tightened up. Y/n took that as a sign to try and break it up before any fight was started.Â
âOscar stop, just leave it alone. No fighting tonight please.â Y/n begged him as she tried to get him to loosen his grip.
âLook man I didnât know she was your girlâ The guy tried to defend himself but he was now scared shitless, especially since more Santo members started to gather around them and boy were they ready to put their hands on someone.Â
âEveryone here knows, rule number one, donât ever touch the queen.â Oscar spat venomously as he shoved the guy to floor and grabbed Y/n by the waist. She watched him signal to the guys to drag him out of the party and let him take her back to the couch where he plopped her right back onto his lap.
âYou okay bebe?â he asked gently as he pushed a strand of hair back that had fallen in her face. Although she was worried about the guy that was most likely getting a beating in the front lawn, she was just happy that Oscar didnât get involved.Â
âIâm fine.â she said and leaned in to kiss him which he happily obliged by pulling her closer.Â
âIâm proud of you for having self-control.â she whispered in his ear after she pulled away from him. He gave her his signature smirk and leaned into give her a long steamy kiss that made her yearn for more than just lip-on-lip action.
âNo one messes with my queen. Nobodyâ
A/N: Iâm back!!! Anyone else watch season 3? I was completely shocked by the ending like what the fuck?!
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.
This is gold.
i do not see a flaw
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Preference 2: how you hug
Ruby:
He likes it when your close that way he can hold you to him tight. After the shooting he just couldnât handle the stress, but with you it was different, all he needed was to just be near you, to be with you, because that was all he needed.
Jamal:
Heâs never been in a relationship so it was all new to him, yet over time he was able to get over his little awkward quirks and found comfort in bringing you in his arms. Of course he would always kiss your head first, thatâs how you knew everytime he was gonna hug you and you werenât going to deny that.
Cesar:
Ever since his brother kicked him out heâs been trying to stay strong as best as he could, but deep down you knew he was slowly breaking on the inside. So when the crew is gone and you confront him about it you grab him tight and squeeze him to show that youâre there and that you arenât leaving.
Oscar:
He hates to show weakness, especially in front of the gang. But when youâre both alone and you see the stress lines on his head you go over to sit on his lap cause he knows once you sit that you will not move and bring him close to show him that youâre here for him and that you love him.
FAMILIA (Oscar Diaz imagine)
Dedicated to @thecraziestcrayon
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âItâs gonna be a boy.â he said as he caressed her stomach, she giggled at the feeling of fingers running across her skin.
âHow can you be so sure?â she asked, her fingers lightly scratching the back of his scalp, his body settled between her legs as they lie on the giant mattress in their room. Across the room she looks at the fully built crib and cot that was already prepared even though she had at least six more months to go. Oscar wanted to be prepared though, a baby was a big responsibility and on top of that he had the gang and Cesar to take care of so his attention was demanded a lot from each aspect.
âbecause I just know.â was all he said as he placed a gentle kiss on her stomach.
âHeâs gonna be big and bad, just like his daddy.â He continued on and left small pecks on her skin. Her smile slowly began to fade, of course she was excited to have this baby, especially with Oscar. But she didnât want her son or daughter to even be involved with the gang in any way, shape or form. She already has to worry about Oscar being safe and on top of that with Cesar slowly becoming no longer affiliated but apart of the Santos was scary enough.
âWhat are you thinking about mama?â Oscar noticed her face, the way her body deflated into a shrunk and her lips slightly pouting. She knew there was no point in keeping what was on her mind on lock, so she told him.
âIâm just worried about what will happen when he or she gets older,â the movement of his hand on her stomach cane to a halt and he sat up to get a good look at her. âI just donât want our child being apart of the gang Oscar.â She whispered in the end and turned her head to the other side so she wouldnât see his reaction.
âHey.â He spoke gently and moved her chin towards him. Leaning in he gives her a soft peck and then gave her a deep long kiss before pulling away and leaving a kiss on her head.
âI promis you, they arenât gonna be apart of this. I wonât let he or she be in this life, I know it seems like I am cause of Cesar but this is my child, and I swear to you I will make sure they wonât be part of this life.â He promised her and left another kiss on her small bump.
âI love you Oscar.â The emotion was clear as day in y/nâs eyes, same with Oscar. It was raw and surreal, he never showed this type of feeling to anyone except her and Cesar but he truly did love this woman, the mother of his child, the love of his life. They were still only sixteen but they were ready for this responsibility, as long as they were together. Just as he was about to reply a loud and wild commotion erupted as their bedroom door was slammed open and several cops with guns pointed right at the couple were present.
âPUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR NOW!â One man screamed as his gun was dead set on Oscar. Y/n tried to stay calm so that she wouldnât cause stress to the baby, but because there was so many cops in their room pointing guns at her that could harm her and the baby she couldnât help but start to hyperventilate.
âAlright, alright donât hurt her sheâs pregnant man!â Oscar pleaded as he tried his best to shelter y/n from being in the guns view.
âOscar Diaz you are under arrest, Put your hands where I can see them.â Tears began to build as she watched Oscar raise his hands in the air and practically be man handled by the police. Putting the cuffs on him they drag him out aggressively as they read him his rights out loud.
Although her breathing started to become uneven, y/n got up with her wobbly legs and quickly made her way outside to where Oscar, Cesar and the rest of the guys were on the porch. She could the sound of Cesarâs cries as he tried to get to his older brother.
âOscar!! Please donât go please!â His heart ripped into two as he watched his little brother and the love of his life watch in horror as the police stick him in the backseat of the car and close the door. Just as the car was about to take off, he took one last hard look at them and mouthed the words âI love youâ before they took him away.
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He was sentenced to ten years in prison, four if he had good behavior but to y/n that was still too long. Oscar would miss out on every mile stone with their child, their first breath, first skin contact, first steps, first word every little thing.
It completely wrecked Y/n, she would have to be a mother and a father for the first few years of their childâs life. On top of that she was going to have to raise Cesar as well and thereâs no telling how this could go. She remembered the day of his sentencing, Cesar crying into her neck as she tried her best to comfort him and not break right then and there.
The dullness and the pain that swimmer in Oscarâs eyes as he watched the people he loved the most suffer in silence as the judge read his conviction made him want to get down on his knees and beg god for forgiveness and to somehow find a way to reverse this situation.
âIâll be out soon baby I promise. Just take care of Cesar and our little one and Iâll be out before you know it.â He whispered in her ear as he hugged her close and tight one last time before he was to be transported to the correctional facility. He rubbed her back soothingly as she sobbed very hard into jumpsuit, staining it with her endless tears. Giving her one last kiss for the moment he tries to remember the feel of her lips, the taste of her and the smell of her. He rubs his hand across her bump and feels the small feet kick against his hand one last time.
âI love you, daddy will be home soon.â He whispered to her stomach and left one last kiss until he was taken away by the guards.
Y/n knew she now had to be strong, not just for herself. But for the baby and for Cesar, and she would do whatever she has to to keep them both alive and safe.
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*Four years later*
The sound of tiny feet padding into the room caught Y/nâs attention as she turned over from her spot on the bed. She sees the messy curls that covered the little head and then sees Cesar following in right after to grab them.
âGood morning precioso.â She said as she bundled her little guy up in her arms and smothered his face in kisses. Small giggles erupted from his little body which brought a smile to her face.
Mateo Oscar Diaz was born on December 21st weighing in at 8lbs and 9 oz. Precisely almost a year since Oscar has been locked up. Four years later and this little version of him was the only thing keeping her sane besides Cesar.
It was hard at first, Cesar tried his best to help but he was just a kid, it isnât his responsibility. Since he was away, sheâs sent him letters and pictures of them which he would then reply back. Oscar missed his family dearly, and soon he would be seeing them since he was just eligible to be released on parole. He was coming home to his family after four years.
âHe looks like him everyday.â Cesar mumbled as he watched his nephew and sister. Y/n nodded in agreement and sat up to go and hug Cesar. Just then the phone went off and Y/n gave Mateo to Cesar to hold as she answered.
âHello.â
âY/n, itâs me.â His voice was raspy and much more deep. Her body tingled as she heard him.
âOscar?â Her voice came to a whisper and Cesar flicked his head towards her at the mention of his brotherâs name.
âIâm coming home baby. Iâm out.â She couldnât hear anything else after that. So many emotions were happening in that moment, she was relieved, happy, anxious, nervous, all in one. The love of her life was finally coming home and he was going to meet his son for the first time.
âWhen will you be here?â She asked as she finally caught up with her thoughts. She heard the sound of a honk and immediately started walking.
âRight now.â He said and hung up the phone. Taking Mateo from Cesar, they all rush out and see the one person theyâve been waiting for. He still had the buzz cut but he was so much taller, so much lean and buff, the wife beater he wore highlighted his bulging muscles and thereâs was tattoos on his neck and arms. A typical Cholo, but a Cholo that Y/n loved nevertheless.
They were frozen in their place and wasnât until Oscar started walking forward that Cesar immediately ran after his big brother and crushed him a death grip. She decided to let them have that moment before walking up with Mateo.
âI missed you so much ManĂł.â He whispered into Oscarâs arm as he tried to keep his composure.
âI missed you to Cesar, I missed all of you.â He said as he looked up to see the love of his life and his child standing there on the porch, waiting for him. Breaking away from Cesar he walks up to the pair and stares at his child, his son.
âHe looks like me.â He whispered as he took it all in. âHe does, just like his daddy.â She whispered back as the tears started to form. This wasnât a dream, this was all real and she couldnât be more happier.
âWhatâs his name?â He asked as he was tempted to grab him and hold him.
âMateo Oscar Diaz.â She started as the little boy in her arms stared at his daddy. He knew who he was, she never kept anything from him. She showed him pictures everyday.
âYou want to hold him?â She asked. Oscar nodded and held his hands out carefully. Passing Mateo into Oscars arms he slightly braces himself just Incase Mateo would freak out and start crying. But he didnât, he just stared at his father, taking it all in.
âItâs daddy Mateo.â Y/n told him as he continued to stare at Oscar.
Leaning his head on his chest Oscar moved his hands so that one was holding him securely and the other was holding his head to his chest. This was his son, his flesh and blood and he was finally able to hold him and see him.
âWe missed you Oscar.â Y/n said as the tears started streaming, wiping them away with his thumb he gave her a sad smile before leaning in and leaving a lingering kiss on her lips. Finally after so long, he was with his family.
âI missed you to mama, I missed you all.â He said and guided his family inside the house.
Dating Ruby would include:
dedicated to @seawaterspritzer
First off, that boy is a freakkkkkk
Whenever you guys are alone (which is rare.) he will have his hands all over you.
Squeezing, groping, touching, licking biting
EVERYTHING.
Though he really loves to be intimateÂ
CLINGY AF!!!
But its a good kind of clingy, you donât mind it.
Never lets go of your hand, even if you try to walk away, heâll make you drag him along
Forcing the twins to help him set up a date in his kitchen
Of course after he would give them the left over food and sweets.
Constantly putting Jasmine in check,
âIf you donât back the fuck off my man,â
Ruby of course getting turned on
Always keeping an eye on Olivia
He hates rough sex
He likes to take his time so the both of you can enjoy it.
Though he wonât object to a few quickies here and there
All depends on the time and place though
Loves laying down in between your legs and when you run your hand through his hair.
He could stay in that position forever if he had to.
Never, ever misses a day without saying he loves you.
Preference 1: how you kiss
Oscar:
His kisses always leave you wanting more and more, the way his lips and tongue create a steamy friction is what drives you crazy.
Cesar:
Kissing Cesar is perhaps the most delicate thing ever, he doesnât like to rush or use force he likes it just enough to where you both enjoy it and put all your emotions into it.
Ruby:
He loves when you take control, he practically begs and lives for those kisses when you want to take the lead.
Jamal:
You and Jamal are super goofy, kissing is no exception. Both of you make each other laugh when you do something silly.
Busted
(Not my gif! Credit to owner!)
She didnât know how she got into this predicament in the first place. But here she was, lip locked in a heated make out session that was lost in a trail of numbers with her best friends brother. Their tongues gently collided with another which ignited a moan to escape from her throat.
âI really have to go now.â
She would say those six words for yet another time but then get lost back into the addicting sinful lips.
âNo you donât.â He groaned as he then began to kiss softly up and down her neck.
His grip on the back of her neck tightened as he continued with the sensual assault.
âYes I do. Or else theyâll catch us.â
Pausing slightly, he pulls away and releases a deep sigh before loosening his grip.
âI donât see why they canât know, theyâll find out eventually.â He argued
Trailing her hands up his smooth muscled arms she wraps them around his neck and gives him one last kiss before pulling away.
âBut right now they havenât, and I plan to keep it that way. Think about it oscar, theyâll be hurt if they find out about us.â
As much as he wanted to beg and argue he knew better than to do so, both were stubborn as hell but knew that neither of them would get the outcome they wanted if they forced the situation to be immediately dealt with.
âI fucking hate this.â And with that he walked away.
All y/n could do was sigh, not just because of the guilt she held from her friends but because of Oscar. She wanted to be out in the open and do things that couples do, but she wasnât ready for the judgment and wrath of her best friends.
Yes, they all loved and supported each other dearly, and even though she was slightly a few years older than them nothing was ever different. But this was her family, and if they found out that she was dating her best friendâs brother who happened to be the most feared gang later in the city, then hell would have made its way to the surface.
Flattening her hair down to get rid of her âflushed and lustâ look, she makes her way out to the front lawn and sees the crew waiting for her.
âAbout time, what the hell took you so long.â Ruby asked with an annoyed expression.
âChill out, I had to use the bathroom.â She played it off cool but wouldnât look him directly in the eye, something that Cesar had noticed.
âShouldnât take you that long to use the damn bathroom.â
âWell Iâm sorry I donât have a dick like Cesar and Jamal.â
âCesar and Jamal arenât the only ones with dicks!â
âYes they are, you just have the personality of a dick you fucking asshole.â
And with that she walked off not waiting for anyone to catch up with her.
As they walked around the neighborhood with melting ice cream in their hands, Cesar and Y/n stayed back away from the group. She could tell that something was bothering him.
âYou alright Cesar?â
The boy had a troubled look on his face, conflicting almost.
âYou would never lie to us.....to me right?â
Y/n paused in her footsteps, her heart started to race slightly and her palms became a little sweaty.
âOf course not, your my best friend Cesar, you all are.â
âOf course not, your my best friend Cesar, you all are.â
They continued to walk along the sidewalk as they spoke.
âWeâll be honest with me, what were you really doing in the bathroom?â
âIf it isnât obvious, I was using the bathroom.â She laughed it off.
âReally, cause when I went inside real quick I didnât see you in there cause the bathroom door was wide open.â She froze and her body instantly became rigid.
âAnd as I was walking by my brothers room I heard a noise, sounded entirely like you.â
At this point she didnât know what to say or what to do. Panic was the only thing going throughout her mind and body. All she could was stay quiet, because if she spoke then she would stutter, and if she stuttered, then she was caught.
âCesar..â
âY/n I need you to be honest with me, and I mean really honest with me....are you fucking around with Oscar?â
As if god saved her for that single moment, shots went off and everyone started running back to the neighborhood.
â.45!â
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Back in the neighborhood, the crew decided to hang out at Rubyâs house. Though to avoid another conversation with Cesar, y/n excused herself and said she would hang out with them another time.
Beginning the walk back to her house a horn interrupts her thought process. As usual it was the shiny red impala with the man that had gotten her in a crossfire.
âIâm just gonna walk tonight.â
âWasnât asking. Get in the car.â
A deep sigh escapes her throat as she ran a hand through her hair.
âOscar please.â
Shutting the car off, itâs silent for a few moments.
âGet in the car y/n.â
âNo oscar.â
The man let out an aggressive breath.
âY/n, get in the damn car.â
âOscar I sai-â
âY/N GET IN THE FUCKING CAR NOW!â
A flinch errupted from her body but it didnât scare her enough to listen. Deciding not to argue any further she walked away.
âFuck this.â
Oscar mumbled as he got out and slammed the door shut and began to make his way towards her.
Hearing his footsteps quickly approaching, she sped up as fast as she could until he got a tight grip on her arm.
âOscar let me go!â
The man didnât listen as he continued to drag her back to his car.
âOscar fucking Diaz let me fucking go now.â
She hit and kicked and hell she even scratched but he still wouldnât budge. Ignoring her actions and rebellion, he moved to where she was now face to face with him and held her against the hood of the impala.
âYou can try whatever you want, but your ass is not going anywhere. You wanna hit me? Then hit me. You wanna kick me? Then kick me. You can try whatever you want but I am not letting your ass go.â
And in that moment she gave up. She gave up the tension on her shoulders of the guilt and frustration that constantly picked at her. She gave up the selfless actions and for once put herself first in this moment.
Letting their lips smack together, their breathes get heavy and deep, as their hands roam each others body desperately as if they hadnât seen each other in years.
Tongues colliding, teeth smashing, hands squeezing her ass, they ignored there surroundings and for once let their feelings speak for themselves.
Just as they pulled away, the moment ended very quickly.
Their heads snapped to the pissed off voice and their stood Cesar with the rest of the crew behind him.
âAre you fucking kidding me?â
She was in shock, y/n didnât know what to say or how to say anything.
âC-Cesar..â
If looks could kill she would be ten feet under.
âSomebody better explain what the fuck is going on.â
Just as she was about to speak, oscar spoke,
âI claimed her.â
Cesar stopped and looked at his brother in shock and betrayal.
âYou did what?â
âI claimed her.â
Oscar didnât stutter and didnât once falter his straight face. No doubt he felt bad about hurting his brothers feelings, but he didnât feel bad about having the girl that he wanted.
âListen hermanito, I know your pissed, and Iâm sorry for going behind your back, but Iâm not sorry that Iâm with her. You can be pissed at me all you want, but you will not be pissed at her at all. Itâs ainât her fault, just like it ainât your fault that you have feeling for Monse, but y/n is mine and I plan to keep it that way.â
Deep down Cesar knew his broken ther was right, sure it might take a while to get used to and to accept, but if there was anyone who protect y/n, it would be oscar no doubt.
âPlease oscar, donât let her get hurt.â
âYou should know by now that I would never let anything happen to her Cesar.â
Oscar Diaz: playlist and scenes
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Sativa - Jhene Aiko ft. Swae Lee
âWhy you make it so complicated?
Off the drink, we concentratinâ
I know you wonât leave me hanginâ
Smokinâ weed out the container.â
Light it up, inhale, release and pass, the same thing depending on the routine. Moving closer to him, she lies her head on his lap as he smokes from the addicting drug. They didnât say anything, not when they got in an argument and are now in this predicament.
One tiny argument led to a bigger argument which led to a full out fight. No doubt, it was over petty and small things, but both were too stubborn to cave in. Their pride and their ego were to important at the moment to be wasted.
âWhy you gotta be so goddamn stubborn?â
Exhaling the smoke that invaded her lungs, she leans up to be at eye level with him. Taking the blunt in between her fingers, she lets it invade her mouth once again, before blowing the smoke straight into his mouth which in return, he inhaled.
âBecause I learn from the best papĂ.â
B.E.D - Jacquees
âI know you wanna love, but I just wanna fuck,
I know you wanna see, I know you wanna be, in my B-E-D,
Grindinâ slowly.â
Their breathes were shallow and shaky, her arms wrapped around his neck, his wrapped around her hips, her thighs straddling him as she circled her hips at an angle to make him go deeper.
âOscar.â She moaned
His face was buried in her chest to hold in the groans that wanted to release from his throat. He puts his hands down lower, guiding her, feeling her, and loving her. Occasionally he would thrust his hips up to get a reaction out of her, which then turned into them both meeting together simultaneously until they released in pure bliss.
Fingers digging into their skin, eyes rolling back, it was like being high, only it added much pleasure.
Wasted Times - The Weeknd
âNow Iâm asking, who do you belong to now?
Who you give that love to now?
Who you pullinâ up on?
Who you getting sprung for now?â
Hey may be an ex convict, he may be a leader of a gang, but Love happens in mysterious ways. You didnât expect to fall in love with Oscar Diaz.
âYou really think you two are gonna last? He doesnât love you, heâs only using you just to get some pussy.â Your asshole of an ex said.
âFunny, cause isnât that what you did to me?â You rolled your eyes. I
âThat was only one time, guarantee you though he is, you should stop wasting your time on him.â
Turning around to face him, you shove your finger into his chest.
âYou were a waste of time, are whole relationship was a waste of time. Iâm with Oscar now, I love him, at least he knows how to treat me right and fuck me right unlike you.â
And with that you walked off, going straight to Oscar.
Power trip- j.cole
âGot me up all night,
All Iâm singing is love songs,
She got me up all night,
Constant drinkinâ and love songs,
She got me up all night,
Down and out with these love songs.â
Here he was, out on his front lawn on the couch, letting go time go by and chugging as much alcohol as he can. He couldnât get her out of his mind.
Taking a drag from the blunt between his lips, he thinks about the good times, the memories they shared.
He pictures her long curly thick hair shaping her face, her eyes bright and shining, her skin glowing and her soft plump lips that he wanted to feel against.
She was the only piece of hope he had besides his brother, the only person who knew the real him, the vulnerable him.
But now she will never be able to see him, not when sheâs gone.
Spookyâs girl
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Four years.
Four years since Oscar had been locked up, and those four years were really stressful for y/n. She did everything she could to make sure Cesar had everything he needed, food, clothes, an education, and guidance.
Sure it was a little easy due to the fact that Oscar was allowed visitation and y/n would go and see him every chance she got, she never missed a chance and she never missed a phone call from him.
âIâll be home very soon baby.â
He would always say at the end of the call.
âIâll be waiting for you.â
She would reply back.
âI love you.â
And just before she could say it back the phone would cut off due to time restriction.
â.....I love you to.â
Y/n wanted him to be home right now, but she knew that wouldnât happen.
âOnly a few more months.â She thought.
Looking at the time she figured she should go to bed now. Walking into herâs and Oscarâs room, she later down in her spot up against the wall as she lied her head close to oscarâs pillow.
She could still smell the very faint scent of his, it was barely there, but she could still smell it.
Closing her eyes, she falls into another dreamless sleep while moving past yet another day without her lover.
When the next morning came, y/n stretched her arms out but froze when she felt something warm against her hand. Her eyes were closed but she still moved her hands, she could feel the warmth of the heat that radiated.
It was soft and smooth, her hands continue to delicately trace across until she felt it. The giant cross, that could only mean one thing.
He was home.
Slowly opening her eyes y/n couldnât believe the sight. There in front of her was Oscar Diaz in the flesh, breathing and smiling.
âSurprise.â
Y/n stayed quiet not over the state of shock.
âHow? How are you here?â
âGot out early princessa. Now you just gonna sit and stare or are you gonna give me some love?â
Not wasting anymore time, y/n jumps on top of him wrapping her arms tight around his neck and her legs wrapping around his waist. Her hands latched onto him, remembering the feel of him, and taking in his scent.
Silent tears trailed down her eyes and they delicately touched his skin.
âEstoy en casa ahora.â
âIt better be forever this time.â
And finally after four long years, she was finally able to kiss him. His lips were still smooth and soft, she could taste the weed that lingered from his lips but it was satisfying.
A moan escaped her mouth when she felt his hands trail down her back and to her butt giving it a soft squeeze. Their bodies were quickly becoming hot with undeniable lust, slowly she trailed her hands up and into his shirt, lightly grazing his skin with her nails which made him shiver.
Lifting his arms up, she takes his shirt off and takes a moment to look at him. His body was much more defined with muscle definition, his biceps were a bonus but he was still handsome as ever.
He leans his hand up towards her cheek, softly caressing her as she holds on to his hand.
âI missed you so much.â She whispered.
Sitting up, there chests touched and he tried to bring her in closer.
âI missed you mĂ reĂna, so so much.â
Ever so gently, he slips her shirt off and watched as the mini goosebumps rised on her skin. His eyes took in every curve and detail of her beautiful body.
âGod you are so beautiful.â
He pulls her in again, hooking his fingers on her belt loops and trails kisses from her lips down to her collarbone. His teeth leave soft bruises all around her, but her eyes were too busy being shut due to the pleasure of just his mouth.
Trailing his hands down, he takes off the shorts that clings to her skin and throws them to the ground, then follows her bra.
Flipping them over, he hovers over, both of them breathless but still wanting more. His lips trace over every inch of skin, not missing a single inch or spot. He was memorizing her.
Both of his big hands spread her legs slightly apart and grabs at the edge of her underwear. Though slightly impatient, y/n remained still.
After removing the undergarments she was now fully exposed. Her hips slightly bucked as his hands got closer in between her thighs, the anticipation was starting to get to her.
And right when she was about whine in protest, she finally felt his moist tongue on her most precious treasure that only he could touch. Immediately, her head fell back as she chocked on a gasp.
His tongue flicked and swirled all over her and she was loving it. With her head smushed into the pillow, and her hands gripping onto his shoulders, it made Oscar work even faster and harder.
âOh god Oscar.â
The feelings that overwhelmed her made her sensitive and her thighs shake, proving that it has been indeed a long time since sheâs been intimate.
When she felt the feeling of her stomach tighten, she bucked her hips up into his face causing his tongue to go deeper inside her walls which made a scream release from the back of her throat, which then turned into her orgasm being triggered.
âLet it out baby.â
Y/n didnât even get a chance to catch a breath until she felt Oscar slide deep into her walls, which left her even more breathless.
âJesucristo, tu tan apretado.â He cursed as he felt how tight you really were.
He stayed still for a moment, just wanting to remember the feeling and cherish it, he truly missed and loved her.
One snap of his hips and she fell weak into him, her legs wrapped tight around him, his head buried in her neck as her hands dig into the skin on his back.
The feeling was euphoric.
Each time she would move her hips he would just thrust harder and faster, it wasnât until he hit a spot.
The spot.
The spot that made her tremble beneath him, the spot that made her beg for him to stop and yet keep going at the same time.
And so he continued to thrust into her, hitting that spot over and over until her mind sent her into a euphoric state of pleasure as they both released.
âDonât leave me ever again.â
Being Rubyâs sister and dating Oscar would include:
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When Oscar first came to your house, Ruby was the first one to answer the door and literally screamed while slamming the door in his face.
âRuby! What are you doing!?â
âESTĂ AQUĂ! EL DIABLO ESTĂ AQUĂ!!â
âCĂĄllate Ruby, es sĂłlo mi novioâ
âWHAT!â
Oscar getting annoyed and banging on the door again.
Ruby screaming once again.
Oscar purposely kissing you to get Ruby pissed off.
âOscar, Ruby is right there.â
âAnd?â
Ruby getting annoyed and saying, âAnd Iâm right here, Iâd rather not watch my damn sister make out with my best friends brother.â
âShut up and go take a nap or something short ass.â
âFirst off Iâm woke, W.O.K.E, WOKE.â
âYour ass is about to be D.E.A.D if you donât get your ass up out of here.â
âOk yes sir.â Ruby immediately running out of the house.
When making out, he would always squeez your ass or suck on your neck to get those moans out of you.
âCome on mami, let them hear you.â
You holding it on cause you donât want anybody to walk in on you both.
Never having sex again at your house.
When you thought it was just you and Oscar alone at night, it got a little steamy between you to.
Oscar was thrusting his hips into you as you were gripping the sheets while letting out a few moan.
Him groaning into your neck as he sped up the pace.
Your moans turning into screams.
And just when you were both about to release- âHey y/n, QUĂ MIERDA!â
âRUBY! LĂRGATE!â
âYOU WAIT TILL MOM AND DAD FIND OUT!â
Him running back out of the house.
You and Oscar breathing heavily.
âSo.....again?â
His Princess
Maybe it was the fact that he hid behind the glasses, or the fact that even though he was quiet he still wouldnât take crap from anybody. Everyone knew not to mess with him, after all he was the leader of the Santos Gang, and they called him âSpookyâ for a reason.
But then there was y/n.
The love of his life. They practically grew up together in the town known as Free Ridge. She was there for him for everything, from when he first got jumped into the gang, gaining the title as the leader, to him going to prison and looking out for his younger brother Cesar.
She was the true definition of a loyalty.
He could remember when he first got into the gang, and another one of the members tried making a move on y/n even though she was younger than him, immediately Oscar had claimed her.
No one dared to try and mess with her, they didnât dare to try and make a move on her, no one touched her, only Oscar, and that was how they both liked it.
He could remember when he first kissed her it was on his fifteenth birthday, y/n wanted to give him his gift last and in private. When he opened it, he was a loss for words, it was a medium necklace size cross encrusted with silver and a silver chain. The greatest gift he could ever recieve.
âThink of it as something to know that Iâll always be with you, whether something happens just know Iâll always be there.â
âDonât talk like that princessa.â
All she could was give him a faint smile and watch as he put the chain around his neck. Even though he was in this for life and the teardrop next to his eye would be a reminder for the rest of her life, y/n knew that she would never leave Oscar.
âThank you.â
His mouth is so close to hers now, his warm breath soothing her lips that begged to touch his.
Leaning in slowly their lips touched and began to move. It wasnât rushed, it wasnât too slow, it was perfect. Both made the worst decision by pulling away but they needed to breathe.
âTe amo.â
She didnât say it back but she didnât have to, they both knew the answer to that.
To Oscar, y/n wasnât some hyna on that walked the street or a friends with benefit girl. She was his, the love of his life, the only thing that didnât make his life complicated due to the status of him being in the gang.
They both loved each other, both stubborn as hell, but, they loved each other, and thatâs all they needed.