FAMILIA (Oscar Diaz imagine)
Dedicated to @thecraziestcrayon
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“It’s gonna be a boy.” he said as he caressed her stomach, she giggled at the feeling of fingers running across her skin.
“How can you be so sure?” she asked, her fingers lightly scratching the back of his scalp, his body settled between her legs as they lie on the giant mattress in their room. Across the room she looks at the fully built crib and cot that was already prepared even though she had at least six more months to go. Oscar wanted to be prepared though, a baby was a big responsibility and on top of that he had the gang and Cesar to take care of so his attention was demanded a lot from each aspect.
“because I just know.” was all he said as he placed a gentle kiss on her stomach.
“He’s gonna be big and bad, just like his daddy.” He continued on and left small pecks on her skin. Her smile slowly began to fade, of course she was excited to have this baby, especially with Oscar. But she didn’t want her son or daughter to even be involved with the gang in any way, shape or form. She already has to worry about Oscar being safe and on top of that with Cesar slowly becoming no longer affiliated but apart of the Santos was scary enough.
“What are you thinking about mama?” Oscar noticed her face, the way her body deflated into a shrunk and her lips slightly pouting. She knew there was no point in keeping what was on her mind on lock, so she told him.
“I’m just worried about what will happen when he or she gets older,” the movement of his hand on her stomach cane to a halt and he sat up to get a good look at her. “I just don’t want our child being apart of the gang Oscar.” She whispered in the end and turned her head to the other side so she wouldn’t see his reaction.
“Hey.” He spoke gently and moved her chin towards him. Leaning in he gives her a soft peck and then gave her a deep long kiss before pulling away and leaving a kiss on her head.
“I promis you, they aren’t gonna be apart of this. I won’t let he or she be in this life, I know it seems like I am cause of Cesar but this is my child, and I swear to you I will make sure they won’t be part of this life.” He promised her and left another kiss on her small bump.
“I love you Oscar.” The emotion was clear as day in y/n’s eyes, same with Oscar. It was raw and surreal, he never showed this type of feeling to anyone except her and Cesar but he truly did love this woman, the mother of his child, the love of his life. They were still only sixteen but they were ready for this responsibility, as long as they were together. Just as he was about to reply a loud and wild commotion erupted as their bedroom door was slammed open and several cops with guns pointed right at the couple were present.
“PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR NOW!” One man screamed as his gun was dead set on Oscar. Y/n tried to stay calm so that she wouldn’t cause stress to the baby, but because there was so many cops in their room pointing guns at her that could harm her and the baby she couldn’t help but start to hyperventilate.
“Alright, alright don’t hurt her she’s pregnant man!” Oscar pleaded as he tried his best to shelter y/n from being in the guns view.
“Oscar Diaz you are under arrest, Put your hands where I can see them.” Tears began to build as she watched Oscar raise his hands in the air and practically be man handled by the police. Putting the cuffs on him they drag him out aggressively as they read him his rights out loud.
Although her breathing started to become uneven, y/n got up with her wobbly legs and quickly made her way outside to where Oscar, Cesar and the rest of the guys were on the porch. She could the sound of Cesar’s cries as he tried to get to his older brother.
“Oscar!! Please don’t go please!” His heart ripped into two as he watched his little brother and the love of his life watch in horror as the police stick him in the backseat of the car and close the door. Just as the car was about to take off, he took one last hard look at them and mouthed the words ‘I love you’ before they took him away.
He was sentenced to ten years in prison, four if he had good behavior but to y/n that was still too long. Oscar would miss out on every mile stone with their child, their first breath, first skin contact, first steps, first word every little thing.
It completely wrecked Y/n, she would have to be a mother and a father for the first few years of their child’s life. On top of that she was going to have to raise Cesar as well and there’s no telling how this could go. She remembered the day of his sentencing, Cesar crying into her neck as she tried her best to comfort him and not break right then and there.
The dullness and the pain that swimmer in Oscar’s eyes as he watched the people he loved the most suffer in silence as the judge read his conviction made him want to get down on his knees and beg god for forgiveness and to somehow find a way to reverse this situation.
“I’ll be out soon baby I promise. Just take care of Cesar and our little one and I’ll be out before you know it.” He whispered in her ear as he hugged her close and tight one last time before he was to be transported to the correctional facility. He rubbed her back soothingly as she sobbed very hard into jumpsuit, staining it with her endless tears. Giving her one last kiss for the moment he tries to remember the feel of her lips, the taste of her and the smell of her. He rubs his hand across her bump and feels the small feet kick against his hand one last time.
“I love you, daddy will be home soon.” He whispered to her stomach and left one last kiss until he was taken away by the guards.
Y/n knew she now had to be strong, not just for herself. But for the baby and for Cesar, and she would do whatever she has to to keep them both alive and safe.
The sound of tiny feet padding into the room caught Y/n’s attention as she turned over from her spot on the bed. She sees the messy curls that covered the little head and then sees Cesar following in right after to grab them.
“Good morning precioso.” She said as she bundled her little guy up in her arms and smothered his face in kisses. Small giggles erupted from his little body which brought a smile to her face.
Mateo Oscar Diaz was born on December 21st weighing in at 8lbs and 9 oz. Precisely almost a year since Oscar has been locked up. Four years later and this little version of him was the only thing keeping her sane besides Cesar.
It was hard at first, Cesar tried his best to help but he was just a kid, it isn’t his responsibility. Since he was away, she’s sent him letters and pictures of them which he would then reply back. Oscar missed his family dearly, and soon he would be seeing them since he was just eligible to be released on parole. He was coming home to his family after four years.
“He looks like him everyday.” Cesar mumbled as he watched his nephew and sister. Y/n nodded in agreement and sat up to go and hug Cesar. Just then the phone went off and Y/n gave Mateo to Cesar to hold as she answered.
“Y/n, it’s me.” His voice was raspy and much more deep. Her body tingled as she heard him.
“Oscar?” Her voice came to a whisper and Cesar flicked his head towards her at the mention of his brother’s name.
“I’m coming home baby. I’m out.” She couldn’t hear anything else after that. So many emotions were happening in that moment, she was relieved, happy, anxious, nervous, all in one. The love of her life was finally coming home and he was going to meet his son for the first time.
“When will you be here?” She asked as she finally caught up with her thoughts. She heard the sound of a honk and immediately started walking.
“Right now.” He said and hung up the phone. Taking Mateo from Cesar, they all rush out and see the one person they’ve been waiting for. He still had the buzz cut but he was so much taller, so much lean and buff, the wife beater he wore highlighted his bulging muscles and there’s was tattoos on his neck and arms. A typical Cholo, but a Cholo that Y/n loved nevertheless.
They were frozen in their place and wasn’t until Oscar started walking forward that Cesar immediately ran after his big brother and crushed him a death grip. She decided to let them have that moment before walking up with Mateo.
“I missed you so much Manó.” He whispered into Oscar’s arm as he tried to keep his composure.
“I missed you to Cesar, I missed all of you.” He said as he looked up to see the love of his life and his child standing there on the porch, waiting for him. Breaking away from Cesar he walks up to the pair and stares at his child, his son.
“He looks like me.” He whispered as he took it all in. “He does, just like his daddy.” She whispered back as the tears started to form. This wasn’t a dream, this was all real and she couldn’t be more happier.
“What’s his name?” He asked as he was tempted to grab him and hold him.
“Mateo Oscar Diaz.” She started as the little boy in her arms stared at his daddy. He knew who he was, she never kept anything from him. She showed him pictures everyday.
“You want to hold him?” She asked. Oscar nodded and held his hands out carefully. Passing Mateo into Oscars arms he slightly braces himself just Incase Mateo would freak out and start crying. But he didn’t, he just stared at his father, taking it all in.
“It’s daddy Mateo.” Y/n told him as he continued to stare at Oscar.
Leaning his head on his chest Oscar moved his hands so that one was holding him securely and the other was holding his head to his chest. This was his son, his flesh and blood and he was finally able to hold him and see him.
“We missed you Oscar.” Y/n said as the tears started streaming, wiping them away with his thumb he gave her a sad smile before leaning in and leaving a lingering kiss on her lips. Finally after so long, he was with his family.
“I missed you to mama, I missed you all.” He said and guided his family inside the house.
