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I’ve had always been too sensitive with little things when I got pregnant and still upto now and it sucks. I cry when I got lightly scolded. I cry when I think no one appreciates me and everything I’ve been doing. I cry when I think I can’t do anything right. I just simply cry about everything! And it’s all because of HORMONES!!

I don’t even know if this is what so cold “Postpartum Depression.” I’m not even sure what that is.

And now I know when they say that what mother’s do is completely normal, I do hope they know what they’re really talking about. Because it is simply said than done. Being mom is not just about feeding, changing diapers and letting your little one falls asleep. It’s more of being compassionate, patient, loving and responsible. It’s actually a 24/7 job that you have to deal with. (And being deprived with a good night sleep.)

It’s really a lot to be a good mom and not everyone actually sees that. I do hope someone would’ve tell them they’re doing a pretty good job so they could atleast feel good about themselves. It would help despite being tired and all.

Kudos to all mom’s out there!! You’re doing a pretty good job! Keep it up! I know it’s tiring and all but seeing your cute little one okay and happy will pave everything off! 👍🏻

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At the end of the day, let there be no excuses, no explanations, no regrets

Steve Maraboli (via psych-quotes)

[oshdeluna]

It sucks when life gets so unfair. And you can't do anything about it. It's not like I regret anything, it's just that I want to receive what I've been giving. Do you think that's to much to ask for?

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March 11, 2016 A day with this cutiepie and my man ❤️

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March 11, 2016 I was really hoping for this day to come. To finally meet this little guy, Gabgab ❤️ We went to fetch Gabgab but before that they drop me off Puregold first to make sure Janeth won't see me and to buy some snacks too. So I just walked around the supermarket first and grabe some chips and bought Buko shake too. And just waited for them to pick me up. Then Gidong called said I can go outside already and said they didn't lend us Gabgab and felt sad. Though we can't do anything about it. So I sat down on the front seat and after awhile I heard someone at the back and saw him!!! 💕 Awww such a cutiepie! So we insisted that Gab will sat on my lap with me on the front seat. At first Gidong's mom don't want to since it's not safe but still she let us. I was just overwhelmed the whole ride. I gave him chips to munch on. And kept talking to him. And then after a while he fell asleep already. And just held him tight as he sleeps. ❤️ Just before we reached Patling he was already up. He's so jolly and hyper hihi and very friendly and approachable. I just stayed by his side the whole time while he play, run, enjoy. He's too cute! I really didn't felt tired I just enjoyed the whole time. He's adorable ☺️💕 Then before we went home we waited for the mass to finish so we can let Gab try the rides. As you can see in the pictures. Hihi. Then on our way home it's obvious how tired Gab was he fell asleep already. And just held him tight because I know it's going to be a long time before I'm going to meet him again. When we reached home I thanked my baby for giving me a chance to get to know Gab and it was an experience that I would cherish and would never forget. ❤️

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March 6, 2016 Survived going up Banal na Bundok again ☺️👍🏻 My baby was supposed to join us but it was too early he can't make it since he's still delivering at that time.

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February 23, 2016 My gwapong coffee date ❤️

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February 20, 2016 Dinner w my girls after work. ☺️ Then after dinner we are fetched by the boys (Aivin, Ysh and Jeng) and just had roadtrip at Clark. And of course my baby's a bit mad because I went home late and roadtrip was not really part of the plan I asked permission from him. And he's been calling my phone and I wasn't able to answer because my phone was in my bag. Thank goodness Aivin dropped us home. ☺️

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February 17, 2016 We're going to watch deadpool. And decided to eat first. And Gidong kept on asking me to choose where to eat and give back to him the question and we've been like that for almost 30 minutes? Hahaha! And since because he's really getting pissed that I don't always get to decide where to eat he even make tampo saying "Pag sa iba nyan ikaw pa nagaaya no. Pag sakin di ka makapag-desisyon." So I don't have a choice but to make a decision already and just decided to eat at Xtremely Xpresso. I know he doesn't want the food there but I can't think of any place so yeah. The pictures above are stolen while waiting for the food. And my baby is trying to answer the activities at the back of the menu. ☺️

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Finally dinner w the Ecomm family! ☺️ We miss you my love. 😘 02/15/16

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My valentine date 💘 02/14/16

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His surprise for me 💕💕💕 02/14/16

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My birthday surprise for him! 💕🎂 02/14/16

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February 11 - 16, 2016

February 11 -- Thursday No morning call. Jogging in the morning. 👟 Texting before I took a bath. And he said that it was the first day of Hot air. And said he's a bit scared that his birthday is coming and that maybe he'll get into an accident but I said he just need to be more careful. Then he went to the City hall to get his license since yesterday he got a violation and gave him a ticket. He was really mad because it's causing him too much instead of him asleep already he was still waiting for the Police to get his license. And at lunch he called me that he was on his way home. Asked him how was it with the police and told me the police can't even tell him what was his violation. Then just told him to eat then rest when he reached home. And then asked me to eat already. And said I love you's. Hahaha he even asked to talk to Kaycee and said "Sarap masabihan ng i love you no kaycee?" While saying I love you to me. Hahaha kulet lang. Then he slept already. And texted in the mid afternoon that they went to Angeles to get the phones fixed. And no text til 6pm. So I thought they weren't home yet. So we were walking to get a tricycle already when I saw my baby coming. Hihihi Amelia was reacting because they can't ride a tricycle since they were only two. We were supposed to eat somewhere but since I can't decide where to eat we just headed home. And gave me some stuffs from the package. Then we just watched tv and then he asked me to walk at the Tiangge and ate siomai hihi then we walked to 7eleven to buy drinks. Just few kwentuhan then he left already since he was sleepy. Then texted a few then he was asleep already. Good nighty! 💕 February 12 -- Friday No morning call. Jogging while texting with my man. Then on my way to work he called asking if I want to donate blood and said Yes. Because a friend of ate Ja in Tarlac needs it. He said by Tuesday. So I just agreed. Then he texted that Tita Lomi died already. So they hurried to go home to Tarlac. Especially his mom wasn't able to see her before she died. So he was busy the whole day since they're the one who fixed for the funeral of his Tita. And just texted me when I got home. I was able to buy springform and clingwrap at Marquee mall. Then he called me when they reached home. He was too tired I know because he was absent minded while I was talking to him. So I just told him to rest already and told me not to attend work on Wednesday so we can attend the interment of his Tita and I just said yes. Need to take some Z's and will just start doing the cheesecake when ate riza reached home. February 13 -- Saturday Ate riza came pass 1am. So we started to make the cheesecake to finish early. It was indeed needed to put an effort to. But we surely enjoy. We finished around 3:30am. And we were able to make 1 for the all of us. And 3 small tubs for tp, ate jelein and to my office mates. Good job! 👍🏻 Slept at 4am. Need to sleep worky later! Up by 7am since I was really sleepy. And had my morning call hihi. Checking up on me if was done taking a bath and if I ate already. Then asked him when will the interment be so I would know when to file a leave at work. Then left pass 8am and thought I will be late for the shuttle. Good thing there was a jeepney who passed by and was able to catch up with the shuttle. My baby was busy the whole morning because he has lots of deliveries today and was finished by lunch and asked him to take a rest already since they will be straight later to prepare for tomorrow. He was up by 4pm and too busy preparing and making some bouquets already. Then at home since it's my parents pre-valentines party they rented a videoke and we sang while the visitors aren't there yet. Then ate (cheat day again) yes because mom cooked kare-kare and caldereta too!! Good fooooood! Missed this! Then had 1 bottle of san mig apple so I can sleep early but still ain't effective. My baby called around 10pm and can't hear him over the phone and he dropped the call and texted me that I was so busy like as if I'm not talking to him on the phone. And I really did got pissed! Cause I waited for him to text me since I know they are busy and then he'll just get mad like that. Then texted him before I sleep by 11pm and explain my said and said good night. Then said sorry too. Time to sleep! Market later! February 14 -- Sunday Woke up pass 1am then took a bath and prepared the cake and the gift. Then when we came at the market I opened the cake and put the candle and then went to see my boyfriend and greeted him Happy Birthday and ask him to come with me then he said "May kiss ako?" hahaha kulet boyfie! Then when he saw it he was shocked saying "Ay!" Hihi then asked him to make a wish and blow his candle and took a picture of him. Then went back to work. When I was talking to Tita Riza asking about the bouquet that Lab ordered my baby came giving me a bouquet of pink roses. Hihi kiligs! Then went home already. I was busy taking a good picture of the bouquet he gave at the terrace and then decided to just take a picture of it in our room. And then I was busy getting a good shot of it. When I suddenly realize it was a bit dirty in the room that I was stepping on something then saw all the petals of rose on the floor in my bed. With a petals heart-shaped with a note on the side and there was a dress a necklace on the right side. I was confused and thought maybe it was Ivy's then realized that it was my bed and still it doesn't sink in. Then tried to read what's written on the note "Pick you up at 8pm. I love you :*" Then I realized it was really for me and still everything's still a blur and I was flushing red with happiness and kiligs. Extreme emotions! I called dad: Me: "Oh pa!" Pa: Oh ninanu ka? Me: Tignan mo!! Me: Yh kinikilig ako. Kinikilig tlaga ako!!! :"") He went to the room and saw it. Hihihi and went to the other room to ask ate riza about it. And she was laughing and asking me to try the dress so if ever it doesn't fit I will be able to exchange it since it's the last day. And I was confused "Ha? E bat alam mo?" Then she answered "Ay sira! Yung binili natin na dress yan!" Then I was still confused and went back to the room to see the dress and asking myself "Ah tlaga ito yon?" And I was making kulet ate riza since everything's still not sinking! I'm on cloud9! Kiligs and extreme happiness! I cannot explain what I'm feeling. Then texted my baby "Yh gidoooooooong :( Thank youuuuuuu! Nakakainis ka tlaga!" Haaay too blessed to have him. And he said "Akala mo yun na yon no? Appetizer pa lang yung kanina." And I replied "Nakakainis ka tlaga!! Ikaw na!! I love you so much mahal!! 😭😘" then he said "Hehe thank you din kay ibyang. Sabi ko naman sayo babawi ako eh." Kiligs all over!! Then at 7:30am we already dropped ate jelein at Kuya's. Then went home I asked aj to babysit Jyjy first because I really need to get some sleep since there would be a lunch celebration of valentines with the De Luna later. Had 2 hrs of sleep and up by lunch. Then in the afternoon we and the 3 kids slept. Good job! And they were fetched early. And Ivy left at 3pm since they will watch movie. At 7pm I already prepared and took a bath and all. When parentals went home from mass I was already ready and waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up. So I asked mom to take some pictures of me. My baby came around 8:10pm finally! And I was too happy to tell him what happened earlier how I saw the surprise and how my reaction was. And I can't hide all the happiness that I'm feeling while talking about all the details. Even the smallest details that why he asked me to just join my sisters at the mall and all. We reached Azurro around 8:45pm I guess. We chose the table near the jacuzzi where you can see cars on the road and have a full view of Balibago. And when we're settled we already get some food. So since we're late food is already few. Then ate while we talk a little. Aah love this!! 💕 After eating we just took pictures. Kiligs! And just watched cars and the view plus kwentuhan. ☺️ Then went home around 10pm. Then we stayed at the car first to cuddle and make out. Hmmm he really wanted to have a baby. But still I resist. He's really disappointed I know. And he tried a lot of times and I told him I really still don't want to. We were silent and both sad about what happened and I hate it that we ended our night like this. He texted me when he reached home. And I was really dry when I replied. ---- February 15 -- Monday I was still not in the mood. Feeling sicky since I slept around 2:30am and still having hang over the problem we had last night. Really lazy to go to work but still needed to. My baby called and he was telling stories about their drinking sesh last night. And we're a bit okay. And told me to just go to the market tomorrow so I can go with Tita riza when they go home. Since my baby will be sleeping there tonight at Tarlac already. And he's still apologizing about last night and said i love you's. I got pissed in the morning at work since Sir Pino was asking us to clean since it was dirty. And he's the appointed cleaners every monday so I was really irritated seeing him the whole day! Grr My baby left around 2:30pm going to Tarlac already. And I was too busy the whole day to prepare all stuffs for tomorrow so it would be convenient for Kaycee since I won't go to work tomorrow. After work we went to Nepo mall to withdraw since we'll be eating after. And we waited til around 7:45pm. We were starving already. Then went straight to The sandwich guy cafe. Surely did enjoy the food and the company. Since we were laughing and bullying Amelia the whole time. Then my baby called I was wondering how since I know he's at Tarlac and there's no signal there. Then he was asking where we were and told him at TSG and said they were at Friendship eating samgyuepsal for dinner. And asked him I thought he'll be sleeping at Tarlac and said he just dropped them off and will drive back to Tarlac after. Just enjoyed the night with my colleagues and home around 10:30pm. February 16 -- Tuesday Yaay 3rd month for us 💘 Woke up around quarter to 6am to text Sir Pino that I have dysmenorrhea and I can't go to work. So thank God he allowed me but still asking if I really can't go to work and texted him I really can't and I'll just take a rest the whole day. So since it was still early I just watched Walang Forever first while waiting for the time. And then after I took a bath I missed a call from my baby. So I waited for him to call again because he's calling using his smart number because there's no signal for globe there. It was so kilig because he loaded 50 pesos so he can call me and asking "Wala ka nakakalimutan?" Hahaha so cute! Me: Ha? Wala naman. Him: Sigurado ka? Wala tlaga? Me: Wala naman ata. Him: Sabi ko na nga ba nakalimutan mo eh. Wala gnyan tlaga. Me: Syempre hindi no. Happy monthsary! Him: Happy monthsary! Him: Kaya nga kita tinawagan eh, nagpaload pako 50. Pag namatay nato wala nako load ha. Nakaligo kana? Hehehe kiligs! 💕 So I was waiting for papa since I'm already done preparing. Papa was asking where I'm going and I said somewhere. Hahaha and he asked again and I said "I'll attend an interment." Then he already knew where. At the market my mom told me that they said to her that they won't bring me home later and will stay there at Patling with Gidong. Hahaha! And I told her to drop me at ate Riza's and she told them "Oh balik ye potang bengi ini ah." Cutie! Then it was almost 1pm when we left the market. And they just prepared then left already. On the road mark had breathing problem and he cannot feel and cannot move his hands so at Bamban we brought him on the Hospital to get checked. While waiting we brought food at 7eleven. And when he was okay we went back to our trip so we can still attend the interment. When we came they were already having mass. So I went to Gidong and sat between him and his mom. After mass we walked to the cemetery. Then after we just had meryenda and tita riza and the others went home already and told them that I'll just go home with Gidong using his motorcycle. Just stayed in a few and left already. We were in full gear helmet, longsleeves (he let me borrow the longsleeves I gave him), and scarf for me (which he put on my neck because he said it was very sandy on the road). Had a stop over at the 7eleven just refueled ourselves with drinks then went back on the road and home around 8:30pm. And he already went home since he's tired and slept already.

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Kiligs! ❤️ Since he wasn't able to accompany me to attend Mass since it was Ash Wednesday. Though I understand specially right now he's busy because his mom's home.

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Ash Wednesday selfie 🙏🏻 #Feb10

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January 29 - February 10, 2016

January 29 -- Friday Yaay morning call with my boyfieeee! Woke up early today that's why. Hihi. He wanted me to go with him since they'll go home to Patling to attend a birthday. But since I can't just leave work today and he knew I just can't so he didn't insist. But I really wanted to you know, I just really can't too bad. In the morning we were talking about the house we want, I want to have a bldg type house and he wants to have an antique house made of wood. Haha! And I said I wanted our house to have a garden and then he added a pool too. The. He said we'll have a mini resto bar and I said I want our kitchen to be a little bigger coz soon I'll learn how to cook and bake. Then he said right after I resigned I'll go start studying Caregiver already and I keep on resisting coz I want him to study first then me. And he said ate ann is willing to help. And I don't have a choice to say Yes. Then they already left going to Patling. So the whole afternoon I was busy reading the textserye of Alex and Alex. I was laughing so hard hahaha too cool and crazy! Then before 6pm I was busy preparing Lazada. After work we went to Nepo mall to get our Salary and just look around and was able to buy a blazer. Hihi. Then my baby called they're on their way home already. And asking me to go home already. And had kwentuhan while I was walking to the terminal. Then called also when they reached home. And asking me to sleep already since I got headache but it was too early to sleep. Then texted that it was his friend's birthday and they keep on insisting him to come and said he can sleep first since their out is at 9pm and can just go there by 10:30. And I just said "May magagawa pa ba ako nyan mahal? Hahaha" and didn't got a reply maybe he's asleep already. Just made my coffee and planning to start reading Looking for Alaska before I go to sleep. January 30 -- Saturday Yaay for morning call 💕 Short kwentuhan before I take a bath. At work I got a bit busy since Lazada is already under Ametech so I got hold of my time and orders. And make my own DR already that's why. My baby was asleep the whole afternoon (But saw he followed Gellay on Facebook that made me change my mood the whole afternoon) and thought he wasn't going to fetch me and started walking with Amelia and Kaycee and saw him coming hihi. Then I asked him to eat coz I'm craving for Tapa that time and we tried at Tapa tapa near Hau. Yaaay date!! Then after Ivy invited us to go to Marquee mall with them (Mona plus aldrin too) then went straight there after dinner and they ate at SnR and we bought ice cream at FIC since we're still full. Just enjoyed the company while eating. Hihi we were so kulit and asked him to eat the one tablespoon full of ice cream hahaha cutie!! Then he just dropped me home since he was too sleepy already. January 31 -- Sunday Went to the market to help. Yaay for compliments!! Success exactly the 4th week of my diet. And received good feedbacks that I lost weight. And was able to see and talk to my boyfriend before Dad and I went home. Talked about attending mass later and watching movie. Went home then slept. Woke up by 10am and went to the market with papa since Jy and Iya will be left at home today because ate jelein and aj will visit kuya. My baby said he can't make it later coz ate riza still has meeting with Chowking today :( Baby sitting... But went to Marquee mall to buy groceries with Ate Riza since she'll be leaving already. And asked her to help me find a gift for my boyfriend but weren't able to buy one :( Home at almost 4pm then asked Iya to take a bath already. But then mom said there isn't mass at Landtenure today and they have a meeting at 6pm. So we can't attend mass and just stay at home. But then Lennard called and invited us to watch movie "The Boy" I wanna say no since I really want to watch it with my Baby and it was planned that we'll be watching it today but since he had to drive for ate riza we weren't able to watch it today. So just said yes to Lennard instead. Went to Starbucks first since it was still so early and the next show will start at 7pm. And saw Joie there too! Hihi. Then we watched the movie. The movie twist was very surprising. And it wasn't that scary too. After the movie we decided not to go home yet and we end up having a good chill at Central Park. Just one drink for me and lennard and Iced tea for Ivy and food for picka. Just listened to the live band and heart-to-heart talks 💓 Home by 12am. Then slept at 2am. 👀 February 1 -- Monday Hellooooo love month!! Hello to my baby's birthday month too! ☺️ Woke up early despite sleeping late last night. Baby called and of course he was a bit mad going home late and sleeping sooooo late. Hay just apologized coz I know it was my fault. Kinda busy at work today since lazada was a bit many. And mam roan supposed to turn over the Lazada transactions today but said she's a bit busy too so maybe tomorrow. My baby wasn't able to fetch me since he went to the gym. Called him around 7pm since mommy asked me to accompany her to the hospital to get a check up because of her allergies. Just kwentuhan. And baby even got tampo 😔 And didn't text anymore hay 😒 Texted him when I reached the hospital. Hahaha lab and mommy so kulit as ever. Since lab is a bit tipsy he was so active and talkative! And Mommy's a bit irritated. Then after we went to eat at Jollibee and home at 11pm. And went straight to bed. February 2 -- Tuesday Woke up at 6am. No morning call. 😔 Just busy the whole day with lazada and also since Mam Roan turned over the lazada to me. And taught me how and also had few chismisan too. My baby keep on telling me to go home straight and told him he was so kulet and got a little pissed that I'm irritated again and I said sorry. He videocalled using messenger. Hihi my gwapong baby! Missed him so much 😢 Lyn and him were so kulet they're trying the cup song. Then said good night. February 3 -- Wednesday Yaay for my morning call. Just kwentuhan and told him how I wish it was sunday already and asked me if I'm sure since mama will be home next week and I said no. Hahaha! Kinda busy with lazada. Then after work he fetched me to watch Dirty Grandpa at Sm Clark. I bought the tickets and he bought food for us. The movie starts at 6:50pm. Good thing it haven't started yet when we went inside. The movie was so cool we were just laughing the whole movie! Hahaha we surely did enjoy! Plus cuddles! Aaah miss my man so much! Then after the movie he dropped me home and kissed me good night. February 4 -- Thursday No morning call again :( We had an argument before he went to sleep this morning. About him wanting us to have a baby already which really made me feel bad and cried. Grrr why!!!! Hoping he won't get tired of me and leave me. Hope he'll understand. In the afternoon he's fine already and said sorry for throwing up a fight earlier. Then texted him I'm feeling sick. And he went by the office before I went home just to kiss me well. Then he called before he went to sleep. Arguing again why I was too sungit earlier and all. And that he threw a fight at me earlier. Hahaha he was too sleepy already and sang me a song so I would sleep already. Then said good night's and I love you's. February 5 -- Friday Woke up early today! Planning to start jogging. My baby called asking why I'm up so early and try to go back to sleep again. It makes me laugh that Ivy keeps on saying "Nagbago kana. Di naman gnyan yung ate ko." hahaha when she saw me after I went on jogging. Hahaha! And even my boyfriend telling me that I've changed too. "Kse lalo kang gmanda at sumexy ..tpos lagi kpang blooming." Hahaha bola much! And told him we'll attend mass on Wednesday since it's Ash Wednesday. And told me Mama's already here by then and asked me if he'll just ask Mama go with us and I just said why not if they want to. Hahaha! Good luck to me 🙏🏻 Went straight home and got some tantrums and made tampo even if he doesn't even know. And cried. And texted him again then he called and got mad because I always question everything like as if I don't feel his love for me and all. And said sorry for being too paranoid. And slept after the call. February 6 -- Saturday 2nd day of Jogging for me. Woke up at 5:30am. And by the time I was about to jog he called so I just walked first. We were arguing about the text message I sent him last night because there was a typo in what he received but there was none in what I sent him. Hahaha maybe because it was late message last night. Then he didn't text me the whole morning he got no load and just texted me in the afternoon. He was busy with fixing his motorcycle again. And I told him I want TLC of Jollibee and he said sorry he can't buy me one since he's fixing the motorcycle. And I said it was okay I can just buy later. And he kept saying sorry because I rarely crave for something and yet he cannot give it to me. Then I also said I will request Bicol express tomorrow for lunch and he said he'll just cook for me and give it to mama. Hihi my sweetie baby. Missed him so much though. 😔 Then meet sheena at the terminal of pandan then went to marquee mall. And waited for my sisters to decide on what to buy for gidong. And finally decided to that polo shirt in fubu. And then bought stuffs for the oreo cheesecake. We were supposed to eat at SnR but there are no slices available. Baby called before he slept. And reminding me that I still need to go to market tomorrow. Then we just ate at Jollibee instead. Then went home. February 7 -- Sunday Went to the market. Home at 5:30am. Wasn't able to see my baby since he didn't went to market early. Slept at 6am and up at 8:30am since ate jelein already called and ready. So I waited for papa and picked them up at 9:30am. My baby called asking where was I and said I wasn't at home and then he said he was in our house dropping my Bicol Express that he cooked for me. Hihihi sweetie! And told him to just leave it to Ivy instead. Then he called again saying he left it to Ivy and I said "Thank you. I love you." As the conversation ended. Then papa said "Ba sabyan muyta keng harak ku eka marine? Bat nyang yaku peglutu daka ala namang 'Thank you. I love you' " Hahahaha papa so kulit and bully! Then went to market then had lunch! Bicol express was so good I ate a lot!!! Then slept in the afternoon. And receiving a bad news from my baby that we cannot attend mass today since his motorcycle isn't dry yet. Awwww :( I already miss him bigtime 😭😔 So just slept! And then Ivy and Ate Riza invited me to join them at Sm Clark. And told Gidong about it but I was too lazy to leave and he said "Sige na po sama kana. Maiinip ka lang jan" since we cannot go to mass and he drive them to Holy Mary, I went with them. And mommy Arlyn drive us there plus ate jelein and the kids. Just window shop. Was about to buy my specs already but there are no perfect frame for me too bad! 😔 Ate bibimbab urgh rice again 😔 Sunday's always cheat day the whole day. 😒 Then home at 9pm. Was able to sleep pass 12 midnight. February 8 -- Monday Holiday work day 😔🙄 Woke up quarter to 6 to eat breakfast then to jog. And was able to have my morning call from my baby. He asked me not to go to work today but I can't cause I left loads of work. And bribing me that we'll go on a date just don't go to work but still I can't. Then I continued jogging and exercise at home. Then bath and left. Too lazy to work 😔 I was planning to just have undertime instead will just finish all the work in the morning. But decided not since I was already at work why not finish the day already. Then my baby said we'll be having a date later! Yaaaay! ☺️ Missed him so much! It's been 5 days already. And by tomorrow his mom will arrive. And for sure he'll be very busy. Won't be able to see him much again.😔 I decided Marquee mall instead of Sm. And we checked the screening time they're all starting already so we just had dinner at Gerry's. And supposed to drink coffee but no. So we went home watched tv and then kwentuhan to the max outside. Hihi! And also showed him the house I was talking about. Missed this! We're so talkative, happy and excited. Enjoying our conversation. Yeah it's really been a long time! Then he went home. Texted a few and mybaby slept already. Sleep now. Jogging tomorrow. 💤 February 9 -- Tuesday Jogging in the morning. No morning call from my baby. But he kept me updated while they were waiting for his mom's arrival. And updated me when they were with her already. I got a little sicky after lunch didn't know why so I was so irritable the whole afternoon. He was asleep after 2pm and still asleep after work. Ivy and I met to buy the other stuffs I needed. And went to Marquee mall to look for the other things I need for the cake. Then when I went online he sent me a picture of a shoes gift for him from Ate ann. Boyfie is such a baby boy! Hehehe Then I called him and said he doesn't have a load. And ask where I was and then got mad since I wasn't able to tell him that I was going to Mq mall. And I kept apologizing and he became dry and just said he'll take a bath first. Texted him when we reached home and said sorry when I texted him good night. February 10 -- Wednesday Yaaay for my morning call. My baby is okay already. He was telling stories about the stuffs in the package that they opened. About the shirts that was for him but still doesn't fit because they're on a bigger size. And told me his mom bought me a perfume and ate riza will choose 1 Mac lipstick for me. Hihi such a sweetie. And I love how he sounds so happy about his new shoes. He's always a kid when talking about his collections. Still I jogged even if it's kinda raining. Then went to work. We were talking about resignation again and told him that Amelia will resign by March already and he wanted me to resign together with Amelia. And told him still can't because I need to apply first. Then in the afternoon they went to bank then to a salon which he had a massage and ate riza and his mom got a little make over. Then I went to mass after work since it's Ash Wednesday. He wasn't able to accompany me since they weren't home yet. And he said thank you for being understanding hihi kiligs!! After mass I went home straight and no one's home except lola who's asleep. So waited for my parents to arrive since I don't have a key. I invited my baby on monday to eat out with my Colleagues and said he wasn't sure yet because they might go home to Patling. And he wanted me not to attend work to go with them. But ain't sure yet. He fell asleep already since he wasn't able to sleep in the afternoon that's why. Time to sleep too! 😚