Our Angel cameron

Cameron was a good friend of mine. A boy who ran this blog. he passed away On October 28, 2013. He was an amazing boy. He was openly bisexual, a senior in highschool, and diagnosed with depression 4 years ago. He was a very funny boy, and really amazing. He truly had an impact on people. R.I.P my man. Please, if you need any one to talk to for advice, help, anything, do NOT hesitate to send me an ask. I want to keep this blog open as a memorial for Cam, and as an advice blog for ANYONE. Thank you so much <3

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Its been almost 3 months since Cameron passed away. I still miss him so much. Its so hard to go to school everyday, and not see his beautiful face. I miss his big goofy smile

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I need advice. my boyfriend raped me a few months ago. I still haven't told anyone. its eating me alive. I feel disgusting, like a whore, like I don't deserve anything. the sick part is im still with him. he says that if I break up with him, he'll kill me. what do I do?

You need to tell someone! Tell your parents and then call the police. you cannot let this boy get to you that way! You are not disgusting, you’re not a whore, you did not deserve to be raped. that boy is sick minded, he does NOT have all the power over you. call the police right now. your boyfriend cannot kill you when he’s locked up. get this son of a bitch. he deserves pain and nothing else.

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how is camerons family

spiteful towards me, but other than that, I think they are holding up pretty well.

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you say you help with advice so here it goes.. im bisexual and I don't know how to tell my parents. im afraid they will disown me. I hear them talk sometimes about how disgusting bisexuals and homosexuals are. it breaks my heart. I just want them to love me for who I am

hun, don’t ever be ashamed. your family sounds like they need an attitude adjustment. you deserve to be loved and accepted by your family, and nothing less. all you can do is tell them that you are bisexual and hope for the best. if they are disapproving, then that’s fucked up. try to get them to warm up to the idea.

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you haven't been active recently. are you ok?

im good, thanks for checking. I haven’t been active lately, just focused on my academics. came on here to answer a few questions

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how are you holding up?

im ok. I miss Cameron like crazy, but I know he’s in a good place. a lot of people have come to me at school to talk about him. its really great knowing I have a lot of people to talk to.

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have you been able to read camerons suicide note yet?

I haven’t :( his family has been doing everything they can to make sure I can’t read it. their lawyer told my family that i’m mentioned in the note, and so he says camerons family by law has to let me read it, but they are doing everything they can to keep it away from me. it breaks my heart. I just want to see the last piece of Cameron there is left.

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Hi guys I just got back from Cams funeral. It was beautiful but I can't stop crying. He had so many people there, crying their eyes out, leaving flowers, hugging eachother. so many people cared about him and it was just heartbreaking. R.I.P Cameron. I love you

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  When I met Johnny, I was pure virgin. He changed that. He was my first everything. My first real kiss. My first real boyfriend. My first fiancé. The first guy I had sex with. So he’ll always be in my heart. Forever. Kind of funny that word.” - Winona Ryder

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