You’ve become my heroin.

my best friend, my love, my everything🖤 @kenbaby5280 & @climbingladders0g

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Suboxne is one route to go with MAT (medical assisted treatment) it makes it so that the withdrawals arent as bad and that if you use opiates you won’t get high because there is a a blocker that binds to your receptors and makes it so that opiates can’t bind to the certain receptors in the brain that make it so you feel the effects of the drug. This method of recovery works for many people while it doesn’t. Many people consider this being clean while people who subscribe to the aa way of thinking say that this is just as bad as doing herion. I feel whatever Keeps you off of the drugs is a good choice. #recovery #drugaddiction #MAT #herion #herionaddict #endopiateaddiction https://www.instagram.com/p/B4ODUBspM9s/?igshid=1d4i8tdk7pcbx

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There wasn’t ever a cutest couple then this we were the couple other couples wish they were

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If someone relapsing makes you relapse than you were never truly ready, to begin with. Someone can’t and shouldn’t dictate whether you stay clean or not. That’s a pressure they shouldn’t have to bare. Do shit because YOU want to better yourself. Don’t let YOUR sobriety go based off another person. It’s wrong and fucked up not only because you never meant it but because you won’t last staying clean for someone but also because you make them feel like they can’t fuck up without you ruining your life. That’s physiologically abusive. That’s all on you and you are messed up for it. The end.

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People places things if you have a trigger stay away from it remember it’s your finger on that trigger no one else’s

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She made this account the night before she passed away and I’m so happy she did it was her last way to tell the world how much she truly did love me and I love her more then anything forever rest in paradise babygirl

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my honey 🖤

[praying]

[zombie-daddy]

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what our relationship was like

Honestly The only thing is she had her addiction long before I entered her life and she also had horribly abusive people in her life. One thing I tried so hard to do was tell her and let her know that bad things like that would never happen to her again I wouldn’t let those people hurt her in any way ever again I treated her the best I could i gave her everything I had she had told me that she didn’t even know relationships could be like that as far as her level of overall happiness is concerned because she had never been a relationship that wasn’t abusive in some way either mental or physical and I myself have been in abusive relationships where I was emotionally abused on a daily level and everyone I’ve ever been with I feel was always with me for other reasons also house or money or drugs or whatever but Kennedy only wanted me when I lost my house because roommate didn’t give money to landlord for 2 months and I was forced out into hotel rooms or my moms house or friends house that was ok when I was let go from my job because that position got taken over internally and they no longer needed us contractors ( I was security at the convention center) and i was forced to go on extreme budget and I said well I’m going through a rough spot right now I understand if I’m too much of a disaster for you right now all she said was you’re all I want,you’re enough for me I don’t need anything else when I told her it was me against the world she said now it’s us against the world and that honestly was the best thing anyone could have or will have said to me and at such a low point she put me on my highest she made feel like everything was gonna work out and we had the daily routine of her meetings and just doing soMethjng we never once made plans but something happened everyday we never got into 1 fight a few minor arguements but that’s it we were both looking towards the future with more hope then either of us had in a long time if not ever. If could’ve thought of or made up the perfect relationship well that was it. We created a special time within the world around us and it was ours and that’s all that matters and it couldn’t last forever and I tske some comfort knowing that when she passed on she had just had an amazing night with the person she loved the most and she laid down next to who she loved the most to sleep and then go to the museum so she was in a beautiful state of mind she was happy comfortable safe warm loved she went how most people wish they could her light was too bright to shine forever so it burned out too quick and with the darkness came a wave of so many people being affected she touched so many and I’m beyond blessed that I got to spend the time I did with her and I can’t believe me that the most amazing girl ive ever met chose me over anyone I’ll never know why but I do know that we were perfect for eachother

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She was there and now she’s gone forever and I’ll never be the same I was the very best version of myself when I was with her and now I’m an empty shell that’s completely destroyed and will never be ok https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VoWaXHfeH/?igshid=16yap05mqaj3g

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#denver #303 #rooftop #myheartisbroke https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Vm0QuJEiE/?igshid=1eykcjoud7zhr

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#denver #303 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VmOP4pTLQ/?igshid=1qm679wj7f0r0

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#syrup #relapse #nodsquad https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VlGsMJ2o9/?igshid=1e72kgq69usjq

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#herionart https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VktiLJ6Gw/?igshid=1i2sim52zv617

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#Xanax #recovery #relapse https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Vkn8WJK5b/?igshid=j8ecump7tt11

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90′s Cartoons on drugs! 

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whoever drew this is the most boring edgelord on the planet along with everyone else who wastes their art skills on this shit

[climbingladders0g]

Follow @ourjourneyoflove303 its a blog me and @kenbaby5280 have started to document our wonderful adventures of our day to day life as a couple in this crazy world @ourjourneyoflove303 🖤