I was thirty. Before me stretched the portentous, menacing road of a new decade.
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I was thirty. Before me stretched the portentous, menacing road of a new decade.
The Great Gatsby
2 years ago he asked me to marry him, and in three months we'll have been married 2 years. 26 was good to me, and I'm excited for 27. cheers. x. lor.
This week I had 24 students sign up for a trip to Germany and Spain. It's emails like this that make me love what I do. I also had a student bare her heart and soul to me and scare me to death. It's talks like that which also make me love what I do. I get to see the highs and the lows. These kids have all these hopes and dreams and heartbreaks and I get to experience so much of them. I hope that I can impact them half as much as they impact me.
Thoughts at 10:48 on a Saturday night.
cheers.
x.
lor.
We talked about transportation in Germany today in class, and it's making me miss Berlin so much right now. So in honor of heimweh and fernweh, here's a picture of one of the U-Bahn stations in Berlin, the greatest transportation method of all time. I don't think I truly understood how blessed I was to spend a semester in Berlin, where my biggest concern was if we were meeting at the Hauptbahnhof or Potsdamer Platz or Alexanderplatz to decide dinner plans. Where I literally had one obligation, just to go to a 3 hour class a day. Where I was surrounded by people who spoke French and Portuguese and Italian and Korean and Czech, but we were all bound together by the German Language. I'll never forget the feeling I had the first time I saw Harlaxton College, and I'll never forget the feeling I had my first day in Berlin. I hope that someday I can go back, I hope that someday I will feel that free again. cheers. x. lor.
Things they don't warn teachers:
1. The grading is endless. 2. Your students affect you so much that even when you finally get to go to bed, you stay up for another hour and a half trying to figure out how to help them pass or understand or open up or become a better person. Aka it's literally the weekend right now and I can't stop thinking about school. 3. The grading is endless. 4. The grading is endless. 5. How much easier and enjoyable the second year is than the first. #holler.
Honestly, maybe my love for Germany started my freshman year of high school when I started watching Dirk Nowitzki play basketball. Congrats on 30k to the man who beat LeBron with a 102 temp. Viel Liebe. Ich bedanke mich.
Traurig.
The day to day gets monotonous and overwhelming and frustrating and sometimes maddening and you lose sight of the big picture, but then, suddenly, here we are and tomorrow is my last day with 46 great kids with such different personalities and I will miss them so much more than I thought I would. And they did well in class and I watched them grow in German and as people and it’s crazy to think that I’ll do this all over again and again and again and again. And then on top of that I watched the Rory graduation episode of Gilmore Girls, and well.. It’s been an emotional day. I can’t believe I’m going to have to do this 30 times. I can only hope it gets easier.
cheers. x. lor.
In 2016 I:
Learned how to ski. Turned a quarter of a century old. Got engaged. Got a job as a German teacher. Left my most favorite job ever at Bernheim. Got married. Bought a house. Saw the Dixie Chicks. Saw Blink182. Got Mabel. Finished my second semester of graduate school. Read 52 books.
It was a good year. I'm ready for 2017. cheers. x. lor.
December 24th, 10pm Eastern Standard Time. I can't believe a year went by so fast.
Rent.
Hmm. The worst Chancellor? The absolute worst one in all of history? Are we sure there couldn’t possibly have been a slightly worse one, Mirror?
This is the first day of my life // I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you // but now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you // and I’d probably be happy. #brighteyes. (at Pensacola, Florida)
I think my 25th is going to be a pretty great year. Thanks to @mkayfeld and @stephenfeldman for their help, for Amy taking pictures, for my family, for the Davis', for @nicholasjohndavis filming it, and of course to Eric for choosing me. #isaidyes.
25.
I can remember being 14 and this guy I was friends with turned 18 and I thought that was so old. Then I turned 18, and he was 22 and THAT seemed so old. Then I was 22 and he was 26.. I haven't talked to him for years, but 26 is now one year away. I know 'old' is relative, and 25 isn't old, but I sure feel old. 24 was filled with love and work and friends and family and coffee. I can't wait to see what 25 holds, even though I'm just as close to 30 as I am to 20. It blows my mind. When did I grow up? When did that happen? cheers. x. lor.
In honor of 25, here is a reminder of 20, 21, 22, 23, and 24 on tumblr. It’s been a wild ride.
I’ll post a 25 when I have more time to reflect.
cheers. x. lor.
I don't know what this means. But here’s an iguana with a hat. Sing & Be Happy.
I started my Master's
In Special Education. Did I tell you that? I'm just counting down the days til summer break.
Tell Them of My Way by Darrell Hymel.
I had a dream the other night, The judgement day was here. It came in the twinkling of an eye, I had no time for fear.
I found myself in one great line, With men from every land. Men from every race and age Stood like grains of sand.
Christ held the book within his hands And God was on the throne. He set about to judge each man, By the things which each had sown.
Then Christ took the book of life And read the names therein; There were many that once were there, But were blotted out by sin.
And I wondered if I’d find mine still, For it had once been there. Would my name be covered with stain, Or would my name be bare?
I stood in fear before the throne And thought back on all my life; How I fought to keep God’s word And fled from sin and strife.
I never failed to read God’s word. My love, it never died. I taught my children right from wrong, I told them not to lie.
I never failed to worship God On Sunday and Wednesday night. I often traveled many miles To hear a word of light.
I gave my goods to feed the poor And never ceased to pray. I’d always kept my tongue in check Until this very day.
So surely the Lord will know me And tell me to walk on in; But Lord, please have mercy On all these lost in sin.
And as I thought, the crowd moved up, And I was fifth in line, The men that stood before me Were ready to pay their fine.
The first man stepped to meet the Lord, And fell upon the floor, Then I saw just who it was, It was the man next door.
Jesus took the book of life But could not find his name. My neighbor said, “I have not heard." I knew, I was the blame.
Next in line was Sister Anne, Who once in Christ had been. Because I failed to admonish her, She continued in her sin.
Her name had once been written In the pages of that book, But I never even took the time To see why she forsook.
Then a black man came before the throne He had worked with me for years, He knew his name would not be there And his eyes were filled with tears.
This man had never learned the truth And neither had his kin, For I would not talk with them For the color of their skin.
And then the man before me I suddenly recognized, And as he stepped before the throne He looked into my eyes.
He was my roommate from college days, He had been my greatest friend, We’d always helped each other out, Down through thick and thin.
But I never told him of the Lord, It seemed so trivial then, For we were young and had plenty of time To talk of God and sin.
And finally upon the judgement day, I meet with him once more, But now there’s nothing I can say To open him the door.
And now I stood before the Lord, My soul was filled with fright. "Why hadn’t I taken the time To teach them what was right.”
Again the Lord, He took the book And looked there for my name, Where once had been a pure white page My brothers’ blood now stained.
And then the Lord, He said to me, “I’ve found here one dark blot. You hid My name from all these men. Depart, I know you not.”
“You met them every day in life And knew they were astray, But you never even cared enough To tell them of My way.”