[demoncity]

It’s okay. I got you. I got you.

[qotsgifs]

[windyhq-deactivated20210823]

                    “and when i tell you to go, you gotta paddle your little heart out. you cant hesitate, you cant pull back, you cant hold back. no fear, alright?” 

indie, sel & priv outerbanks oc ( loosely based on anne marie from blue crush! ) written by claire. 

credits go to: @traumary, @jaynedits & @ashtynrph !

[outerking]

𝒋𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕.

CROSSING OVER TO THE CUT WASN’T AN IDEA THAT JAIME WAS PARTICULARLY FOND OF. However, upon hearing of the events that took place at the bell tower from TOPPER, she felt like maybe putting the opinions of the pogues that had been projected onto her her own opinions of the pogues to one side for a moment wouldn’t be so bad. Especially considering she had grown to look at the one and only SARAH CAMERON as a younger sister over the years that she had been dating RAFE, and she had been visibly shaken up by the ordeal. Parking her vehicle upfront from the residence, knowing she’d be able to keep her eyes on it at all times (it wasn’t that she didn’t trust the individuals of the cut, but she didn’t exactly trust the individuals of the cut), she gathered the home cooked meal she had prepared for him before setting off in direction of the young male’s living quarters.

‘‘ Routledge? Are you home? ’’

An attempt was made to sound atleast the slightest bit sympathetic and caring : something that was far easier said than done after despising a group of people for so long. SHE JUST HAD TO REMEMBER WHY SHE WAS THERE!

and then everything just changed.     drastically so.     no longer the same boy   /   so carefree,     a home so quiet and filled with hope.     filled with love.     oh,   how much he misses it.     his dad,   his friends.     long forgotten now     ---     gone,   gone,   gone.     like picture perfect never even existed at all.     now he’s nothing but TROUBLE,     trapped in world he doesn’t want to be a part of.     but,   stubborn and devoted as ever   ----   he really couldn’t stop himself.     he had to finish what his dad started.     one simple task,   one simple job.     nothing more,   nothing less.     the sound of her voice  :   familiar to him,   yet unknown,   too.     he’s still getting used to this,     having her around,     hearing the sound of her voice,     noticing the sympathy that she feels for him.     ALL FOR SHOW   ----   he assumes.     brown eyes finds her,     body tensed and utter confusion overtakes him.     ‘’     davenport   ----   what,   uh,   what are you doing here?     ’’     arms crossed,     not letting her go out of his sight.     CAN’T SHE SEE?     THE WALL AROUND HIM?     ever so protective.     all different kind of thoughts attacking him   ---   does she know?   about ward?   about the gold?   about my dad?     confusion still rests upon features,     tongue drifting out to wet his lips,     another step closer.     ‘’     is there something you need from me?     ’’

[outerking]

𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒉 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒚.

maybe - just maybe, if he was to kiss her back? then he wouldn’t leave. maybe john b would let her come with him, to wherever it was that he was running off to. if she could see if he had felt the same way about her that she did about him, this entire story would be different. when their lips broke, it felt as if her heart would beat outside of her chest. hazel eyes were late to open, the sound of his voice causing her to come back to complete reality. wet lips parted for a small “i dont want to let you go” to come between them. she kept her voice soft, like a whisper that was really only meant for the two of them. boats moved in the water beside & beneath them, yet it felt like they were the only two people left on earth. if john b still said no, then it was history. he would leave and she would go home to ponder on the questions she still had left unanswered. 

one simple task.     he was so devoted,   so determined to fulfill his mission.     so desperate to get out there  &  finish what his dad started.     longing for redemption,   longing to find meaning again.     strange,   is it not?     he wanted nothing more than to leave this place behind   /   and now he wants nothing more than to stay here,   right by her side.     eyes closed as he takes in her words,     simple nod is given before a sigh full of defeat escapes fleshed lips.     ‘’     damn it,     ’’     forehead still resting against her very own,     one hand running through her thick blond locks,     still holding on to her  &  not wanting to let go just yet.     ‘’     you just made things complicated.     ’’     he says,   leaving a trail of words behind.     his gaze is soft,   thumb caressing over soft  &  smooth skin,   eyes flickering back and forth between her own.     ‘’     everyone’s after me.   ward,   the police     ----     i mean,   even the police.     if i don’t leave now…     ’’     he’s stuck,   trying to the find the right words to say.     such a fool    /    a fool for her.     he leans in again,   lips brushing against her very own,   still holding on to her.     ‘’     i can’t risk you.   i don’t want to hurt you     ----     let alone put you into this situation.     if something happens to you…   i wouldn’t know what to do.     ’’

[riickgrimes]

[outerking]

𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒉 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒚.

her mind was a cloud. had he been hurt? had he hurt someone else? he was leaving, but where was he going? when would he come back? would he be safe where he was? did jj know what happened? or kie? or pope? you have to let me go. you have to let me go. she repeated it to herself two more times. she didn’t want to let him go. even if that was the smart decision, she didn’t want to let him go. at least, not by himself. instead of obliging, instead of going with whatever it was that he wanted - savannah placed her hands on either sides of his face. her thumb ran against the stubbled skin on his cheek, goose bumps riding against her own. it felt like hours, but it had been seconds after savannah placed her lips onto his. maybe it was the fact that she had wanted to do something like this for months, but the confidence to take the next step was something she lacked. but if john b were to leave and - well, not come back then she wanted to take the chance. take a chance that maybe, just maybe that he may have wanted to same. 

he noticed her,   how could he not?     she was a beam of light.     the way she smiled,   the sound of her angelic voice.     she was always there,   supporting him,   being there for him,   taking care of him when he needed her to.     she never left his side,   not a single day.     and he knew,   he just knew,   whatever the circumstances,   she would always have a special place in his miserable life.     because she’s close to his heart.     always have been  &  always will be.     eyes half closed as he watches her,   observing her,   taking in her beauty.     he knows her,   sees her.     she’s thinking out loud,   fear and concern written all over the girl.     he hates doing this to her,   hates putting her into this position but the boy really had no other choice.     he had to do this.     had to warn her.     he couldn’t leave without saying goodbye   ----   knowing all too well she’d hate him for it.     he’s thinking as well,   trying to find the right words to say   ----   but it’s just then when he f e e l s it,   her lips crashing against his very own.     it takes him off guard,   and he needs a moment to process all of this,   but that that didn’t hold him back from returning the kiss.     heart begins to beat faster,     his hands automatically wrapped around her,   guiding her closer to his chest,   one hand up to her cheek,   thumb hovering over her jawline.     eyes open,   forehead resting against her own,   smile following through.     ‘’     what was that for?     ’’

[johnbfanpage]

[outerking]

𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒉 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒚.

“oh - “ her voice was soft, body firm in where she was standing. that was - well, not what she had expected. maybe a trip around the island to see some new piece of land that he had found or maybe stealing beer from a kook boat. not this. “what? i - “ savannah reached for his arms, fingers running against the warm skin of his forearms. “i - no, then i’m coming with you.” this was too much to handle. john b had become her best friend and if he had been in trouble, so was she. “i’m coming with you, john b.” where were they going? what had happened? why did he have to leave at 2am? if something had happened with his father, couldn’t he call the police? could she call the police? there must have been someone that she could call. some way that she could make this right. “pogues for life, right? that’s what you taught me. so lets go.” savannah pulled from his hold in order to walk further down the dock, determined to find whatever it was that he had already been searching for. 

he should’ve known.     she’s stubborn as ever,   strong willed,   and clever.     she’s tough,   fierce   &   always cares too much.     he was her best friend,     he should’ve known she wouldn’t let him go just like that.     it was a mistake,     waking her up,     telling her things he probably shouldn’t have.     eyes closed,     defeat is suddenly everywhere,     a soft sigh rolling down his tongue.     ‘’     you can’t,   sheely.   you can’t come with me.     ’’     chest feels heavy,     body tensed,     as he reaches out for her again,     guiding her closer to his chest,     holding on to her for dear life.     after finding out the truth,   about his dad,   about ward     ---     he’s SCARED.     but scared for his friends,   too.     scared for her.     ‘’     i have to do this on my own.     ’’     words escapes fleshed lips,     laced with devotion.     determined as ever.     hands cupping her face,     eyes locked with her very own,     instantly drowning.     always with her.     he couldn’t deny the fact,     she did something to him.     had a certain effect on him.     made him feel things he didn’t want to.     but he never said it out loud     /     ever wanted to admit it.     ‘’     you have to be careful.   just stick around with the group.   you can trust them.   don’t trust ward.   don’t cross that line.   i’ll be back before you know it     ----     and then I’ll tell you EVERYTHING.   i promise.   you have to let me go.     ’’

[isoltsayre]

We’re gonna meet the crew at the dock tomorrow. Then they’re gonna have the getaway boat. Then we go to Mexico. Yeah. And you’re gonna be a fishing instructor. You’re damn right. And I’m gonna have a sandwich shop. And we’re gonna have a house on a beach… and a dog and a boat. We’ll remake the Pogue. And everything’s gonna be ok.

[outerking]

𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒉 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒚.

“what are we doing out here?” it was 2am on a wednesday morning. whatever it was that the docks needed at 2am, savannah could only imagine that it could wait. but no! john b had decided to pull her out of bed at 2am for some adventure - john b style. the blonde shifted against the cooler wind escaping between the poles of the dock. there were boats between them - big and small, owned by hundreds of different people. some were owned by kooks, which you could tell. they were the bigger ones, usually filled with fancier equipment and a bit cleaner. the ones owned by pogues were broken down, like people had ignored them more often than not. “john b, hello!” 

focused as ever,     but it is the sound of her voice that rips him back to reality.     cold air hits his face,     dark and horrifying thoughts attacking that little mind of his     ----     body begins to tremble a bit,     dark hues filled with a certain fear watching her.     REMEMBER BOY    :    YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG.     for her    /    always for her.     ‘’     i need to tell you something.     ’’     he leaves a trail of words behind,     a few steps taken,     closer to her.     he hesitates at first,     questionable eyes locked with her very own,     before he decides to close the distance,     reaching out for her,     cupping her face.     SHE,    HIS BEST FRIEND.    A LIGHT THAT NEVER GOES OUT.      he has to save her,     has to protect her.     ‘’     something happened.     something awful.    my dad       (     …     )       he’s gone.     ’’     the thought alone makes him feel sick   ---   makes him stomach turn around.     but he’s running out of time,     and all he wants to do is keeping her safe   &   sound.     ‘’     i need to leave.     but i need you to P R O M I S E me something     ----     promise me you won’t tell anyone.     i need to know if i can t r u s t you with this.     ’’

[amourmemes]

❥   𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧  ,  𝐚  𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞  .

the human condition, by jon bellion — adjust as needed.

❛  what  the  fuck’s  a  bad  day  ?  ❜ ❛  how  does  it  feel  to  be  you  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  ghost  —  i  called  your  name  ,  you  looked  right  through  me  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  trying  to  fix  my  pride  ,  but  that  shit’s  broken  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  reason  that  i  just  can’t  concentrate  .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you  to  understand  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  an  aching  ,  there’s  a  hole  in  my  chest  .  ❜ ❛  have  i  lost  control  ?  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  don’t  know  ,  but  maybe  that’s  okay  .  ❜ ❛  you  can  tell  them  that  you  are  mine  .  ❜ ❛  all  we  do  is  fake  our  feelings  .  ❜ ❛  i  realized  i  need  you  here  ,  as  desperate  as  that  sounds  .  ❜ ❛  everything  about  you  is  so  overwhelming  .  ❜ ❛  hey  ,  do  i  impress  you  ?  ❜ ❛  you  could  be  the  shoulder  that  i  lean  on  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  hold  this  weight  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  your  heart’s  a  vine  that  i’ve  bled  trying  to  climb  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  making  a  ruin  of  me  .  ❜ ❛  like  a  knife  in  the  woods  ,  you  hunt  down  the  good  in  me  .  ❜ ❛  you  make  me  forget  who  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  all  of  your  good  is  mine  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  trying  to  keep  up  with  all  of  these  great  expectations  ,  so  i  keep  faking  .  ❜ ❛  we’re  secretly  out  of  control  and  everyone  knows  it  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  some  things  i  don’t  wanna  know  .  ❜ ❛  the  secrets  you  tell  me  i’ll  take  to  my  grave  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  bones  in  my  closet  ,  but  you  hang  stuff  anyway  .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  i  lose  my  way  .  ❜

[kookloyalty-deactivated20210324]

and   she   EMBRACED   the   chaos  ,  as  it  painted  her  life  with  purpose   //   AN  OBX  ORIGINAL  CHARACTER,  est. july thirteenth ! 

[aaronwarner]

So… that’s my crew.

[quotemadness]

May you have the courage to go places that scare you.

Unknown (via quotemadness)

[beccs]

[miaxmiguel]