Outlandia @outlandia-system - Tumblr Blog

This is what everyone looks like + names + their pronouns!! you can tell who was most recently made,,,

we support all systems btw everyone is going through something and even if we dont completely understand you still dont deserve to be put down

star got moved down here vvv

#⭐#🍎#i am mei #errrr #idk what emoji to use its usually just ⭐ because technically #technically were the same person #fuck it #im a apple #plurality #plural #errrrr what tags do i use #art #plural art #whatever thats it

why am I scared to talk to my friends

I don't get it

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🍎: "Huh, I've been obsessed with [character] for a few days. He hasn't been made into a fictive like Purple though, which I didn't expect."

🎲: "That's what YOU think"

🍎: "dammit"

#plural #plurality #plural system #ft 🍎#sysblr #ft. 🎲#i think they exist?#not sure #considering the two sideblogs and youtube channel that was made for him he might exist

social media + system stuff is stressing me out and starting to be a factor in a ruined mental health once more so i will stop posting until i feel better i think

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found

#plural #plurality #plural system #this is just stuff in a discord server with us and aforementioned atsp boyfriend #posting stuff that pops out to us

I've been meaning to go to therapy for a while, and had already told my father about it. i thought he forgot about the topic, but surprisingly enough he brought it back up again. This is my recollection of the conversation. Dad: "When do you wanna meet a therapist?" Me: "What? I thought you already forgot about that-?" D: "No, I've just been waiting until the summer to talk to you about it so we'd have more time." M: "Huh.. Okay! It has been on my mind, and I do still want to go see one." D: "Really? Last time we talked, you said 'everything was okay,' and that you 'didn't need one anymore.'" This. This sentence tripped me up very badly. I had no memory of claiming something that serious about something so very important to me. He sounded fairly concerned, and i very honestly do not believe he would lie about this. It was odd, definitely.

#plural #plurality #plural system #🍎?#🌲?

i keep finding notes in places i didnt put them, with things i dont think and didnt say.

#plurality #plural #plural system #🍎

the voices in my head hate me apparently. i dont know how to respond to that.

i keep on trying to subconciously recontextualize it into the "they dont exist anyways" thing when i know thats not true. because i wouldnt say this about myself. i really dont know. what to think.

i feel like im doing one of those youtube apologies after they did something horrendous rn??

#plural #plurality #🍎

i need to like. stop. idk what i need to stop but i need to stop something lol

Since Mei has been gone for a bit (excluding the lingering headache i get from typing this) i thought I, Purple, would add a bit of info about our OWN thoughts about Mei since they've mostly only posted about themself!! :D

ill try my best to put everyone's thoughts, or atleast everyone who chooses to contribute! Main few will be me, Axel, and Koi.

So what do we think?

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Our first meeting wasn't the nicest from what i could tell. they called my wings stupid and basically groaned and denied about my existence, which made me kind of sad at first. Not a very good first impression!

They only really ever think of our thoughts as potential for comics to post on here from what ive seen. literally everything i say and do is filtered through so that they can make it perfect enough to put down as text.

they are kinda still overwhelmed by the whole system thing and struggle with filtering their thoughts properly! theyve said to us that they usually hold back any insulting thoughts and replace them with nicer ones in real life, so its difficult to do that with the people who pretty much. live inside your brain. and hear your thoughts. i also put my hair in a braid just to spite them (they hate putting their hair up in any way).

thats all i really know about them at the moment,!! but yeah!!

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Axel's thoughts: has a grudge against them for always picturing him as the "bad one" or "angry one", even when he didn't do anything wrong! hes been trying to do better, really, but Mei can't get that thought that he has to be the bad one because of what happened at his formation (ft. trauma.png from that other post). He was only cold to begin with because he was hurt, and thats really not something he thinks should be held against him!! He always feels like hes constricted to just one little concept, and is made fun of by them when he just SPEAKS, or even tries to help.

Ill add more if he chooses to contribute.!!

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Koi's thoughts: Mei and Koi both started off on a rather calmer foot than Axel and Mei did, but Mei did still try to fit Koi into one of their boxes about how it was expected to act, being dubbed the "chill one". That did make Koi a bit uncomfortable, as it would make anyone uncomfortable if they were put in a box and told exactly how to act and had majority of their free will taken from them as soon as they were discovered to exist. It was expected to never interfere with anything.

Their only real mishap was when Mei was in the middle of drawing a comic, and Koi suddenly took up front! With this free will, they posted about itself and drew a little doodle of a fish in the middle of the page. When Mei came back, they were quite distressed, which confused Koi since they always talked about how none of us never talk or front or anything! Mei told Koi to shut up, and insulted its fins (like how they insulted my wings). Koi didn't take a liking to that, as to be expected. im not sure of their relationship past that

That's all i know about Koi, though!

OTHERS

i dont know much about the other's thoughts, sadly. G thinks we all suck equally so thats not too important to note.

TK doesn't have much of an opinion, i think? I don't really think it's ever talked since my arrival. The only thing i know about it is that it made the blog's main theme. and that they are some kind of tree hybrid. Added: I am TK i believe. i do not have anything against Mei, as they call themself. That is all.

Candy thinks everyone is pretty nice idk if that differs for Mei so

??? someone just said something about how they're a lot kinder and outgoing outside of talking to us, and that the criticism we get for purely existing is undeserved

while attempting to sleep, someone else said that if they had to use a song to describe them it would be The Main Character by Will Wood, apparently??

that should be everyone accounted for?

thank you for reading!! i hope they dont take this down in the morning if they see this draft first uhmmmmm