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there's such a glut of metal music even compared to other genres so i don't even feel very compelled to be a big fan of anything in particular i will often find a smaller band and like them for a while and forget about them but here are some metal bands that i like: bolt thrower, gorguts, acid bath, carcass, mortiferum, immolation, hellripper, imperial triumphant, pig destroyer, nile, cannibal corpse, eyehategod.. umm i don't care enough to remember more and keep putting them down. i like speed metal and thrash metal from the 1980s and the 1990s too though. and i like korn. i go through a phase where i listen to a lot of metal sometimes and then i forget that i like it

i love elaborate lettering for death metal and black metal bands with lots of little fine details, i like the ones that are hard to read and i like the ones that are easy to read too. i hate how much they like to have a chuckle about how hard they are to read. and i am glad that performative zoomers who shave their hair short and dye it funky colors and wear huge chains and huge pants and mesh shirts have stolen metal lettering because metal fans didn't handle that kind of swag responsibly. it belongs to mall goths now because they had to be stupid about it. and it also belongs to me. i hope they are happy

i hate serious metal fans who are like biker adjacent and lifers in the metal scene & i also hate metal fans who are laid back and like to have a good time and watch cartoons and play dungeon and dragons . and i hate their dumb memes like posting the party cannon logo every week and being like "LOL it is supposed to be scary, but it actually looks funny!" and i hate when they say that metal is like classical music. and i hate how many silly subgenres there are to it though in my observation that was kind of a 2000s phenomenon and they've eased up on it a little bit especially diy bands who don't bother or they say they are some absurd fake microgenre. anyway i hate metal but when i put on the music and i don't think about the people who enjoy it or the concerts or the band members personalities and the allegations that they probably have... it can sometimes be pretty good...

the necessary tension in the metal genre where they have to pretend to be macho and all have the same bad hair and beards and do the same dumb headbanging moves and pose with their arms crossed over their chest frowning in all publicity photos but if they admit that its actually kind of silly and campy and they are kind of like drag kings then you just get gwar, and the music and aesthetics aren't good anymore, and gwar is frankly the best case scenario

my local comics shop is kind of artsy and graphic novel/indie/zine focused and i feel embarrassed to have shit taste because its owned by a cool older butch and when i go for my pulls she checks me out and she is like "here is supergirl transformers and batman" and i am like thank you... 😔

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one of my favorite posts of all time

seasonofhorror

THE BLAIR WITCH PROJECT

1999, dir. Daniel Myrick & Eduardo Sánchez

i need to stop thinking of myself so much and worry about other things like other people but while i still have a tumblr blog i will talk about myself because i am having a melancholy and contemplative night. i don't want to be scary and hateful and angry anymore. i put up a shield where i tried to be standoffish and i let my heart get hard and cynical for a while there and i walked around under a dark cloud. i don't want to be so troubled anymore and if it is so that i must have a dark side of my heart i hope that i can care for it and nurture it so that nobody besides me has to be hurt by it. if i am doing better i probably won't be posting on tumblr much anymore. i am of the belief that the internet was once a place that was mean but at the same time a place where you could socialize like anywhere in the real world. the internet is now built to foster hatred and extreme beliefs among even its most casual users. if you need to find me hopefully i will be found at my job, at the movies, going dancing, at the creators night at the comic book shop, or maybe in dreams if you can learn to drift your way into mine. if you see me posting here it is probably because im having a bad day and doing something that will hurt me and my mind and my heart in the long term. thank you for following my tumblr, i 🩷 my mutuals.

i think about this picture sometimes when i am looking at my pretty pictures from my camera roll it was the time that i had been meditating a lot on embracing the crone in my life and my identity but late into the night i was tripping this night and i thought i had to love the maiden who is still there for a while, i was loving and embracing the maiden which i was not doing a lot because i was too busy thinking about being the crone all the time. and i really wanted to put on this shirt and take pictures looking so cute and lovely and maidenlike even though people say that i am a milf and things like this even though i don't even have any children. this is what they say to you when you have a mature kind of sex appeal but i was embracing the maiden this night rather than the mother or the crone so i had to wear this shirt and take mirror selfies because of it

i was feeling low self image today so i had to post 9 pictures of myself from this year where i looked so pretty 💗 and i feel better now because even though i have been having hard times and not wearing my pretty clothes or having pretty clothes to wear and im not sleeping a lot so i look tired and i cut off my long hair and i am not doing pretty things like having my nails done and putting creams on my skin i can remember that i look very pretty. ok thank you for reading my posts