Ya know after 7 yrs Annieâs cooze definitely had to be tight AF, and Smoke hitting it from the backâŠI see why she had that face scrunched up! Double whammy
Annie got that grip. Yaâll know exactly which one Iâm talking about. She was holding on to that fat đ like crazy thatâs why he was making that face and looking down at her from over her shoulder because she was squeezing him so tight. And itâs been years so she had to get acquainted with taking that fat đȘ so her walls were spasming and choking đđđđ and it was nice and warm from that Delta heat too?! Oh yeah.
some sukuna x f!reader breeding kink smut in celebration of valentine's day <3
thinking about the breeding phase of your marriage with sukuna. the part where you get to tell everybody that "we're trying for a baby..." to everyone shamelessly, a way to tell your friends that you've been fucking him raw nonstop, for the past few days, in the only socially acceptable way.
you'd think it would feel no different from the usual delightful way he pounds his cock into you - but you are dead wrong. there's something so different. so much more intimate and intense, the sex that comes with the motivation of making offspring. you feel a sense of determination in his every thrust. you become conscious of the fact that he's reaching for your very womb. both of your bodies are forced to become something raw and animalistic, your breeding kink flaring up to the maximum, and your brain melting into goo...
sweat gliding off of each other's bodies. your hands feel up every ridge and shape of his back muscles. he is smothered all over you possessively, hands leaving nothing of you untouched, face buried against your neck which forces you to listen to all his panting and groaning and cursing while his hips never fail to die down, pinning you down with his weight each time, making you whimper under him.
sukuna could've gone his whole life without children, as he had never been interested in becoming a father. but thinking about how his seed could permanently alter your body, how his children with you would stand as an eternal connection with you, forever tying you to him-- something in him has ached for it ever since you first brought it up with him. now he's dead set on making it happen.
his position on top of you changes, as his arms come around to cradle you, while you're face to face with him. you can see the sexual appetite in his eyes, and your own reflection of your face bouncing off his pupils. you're breathless, and the sweat on your neck makes your hair cling to your skin.
his thick cock sinks in smoothly each time, lubricated with the slick that you're producing, coating his dick with a shiny gloss and making a messy ring of cream around the base, the squelching noises getting louder with every movement he makes.
"fuck... i can tell you're determined from the way you seduce me with that cunt of yours," sukuna huffs.
"that's no way...to speak to the future mother of your kids..." you respond breathlessly.
"yeah? my bad sweetheart. let me make it up to you," he drawls, lips curling up mockingly, "let your tongue out."
without thinking, you open your mouth and expose your tongue to him, to his pleasure. he gathers the saliva in his mouth and spits onto it - then he sticks his own tongue out, leaning forward to swirl his spit in your mouth around before capturing your lips in a disgustingly passionate kiss. your eyes close as you moan against him, your pussy pulsing as your tongues loop around each other, rubbing up delightfully as sukuna practically savours your flesh all while his dick never stops moving in and out of you. the way he is making out with you is enough to make you cum, your legs shaking and your breathing becoming erratic as your cunt throbs with your orgasm, whole body jolting like it was almost fighting against him. sukuna holds you down tight and never relents his kiss, continuing even as you whimper, he swallows it all, everything you have to offer him.
his cock continues pounding, even past your climax, bullying it's way through your tightening walls. he can feel himself ballooning with the urge to cum. your legs wrap around his waist.
"fuck! hurry... give it to me..." you pant, eyes half lidded, forcing yourself away from his mouth to speak. you can tell he's close, from the way his dick pulses in your pussy and how the pacing of his thrusts are beginning to falter slightly.
"not long now... shit, you're clamping around me too much," he grunts, his voice wavering, which is something you love to hear.
it's not long before you're silenced again, as he forces his tongue into your mouth just as he reaches his high. you can feel his groans as much as you can hear them, due to the way he's making noises right against your lips, with furrowed eyebrows and sweat dripping down the sides of his face. your legs are digging into his back, urging him to sink balls-deep inside you, as if he wasn't already doing so. you feel his muscles tense and jolt above you as he spills his cum into your puckering hole, tip poking into your cervix and letting out long spurts that splash into your womb, leaving a sticky mess inside you. you clench around him purposefully, wringing out the last few drops he had inside him.
"ugh-- fuck... fuck..." he mumbles messily against your mouth, "i fuckin' love when you do that," sukuna tells you as he jerks his hips again, his body succumbing to involuntary movements.
this is only the first load.
next, you're flipped onto your stomach. now he's fucking you doggy-style, reaching even deeper than before, leaving you gasping and whining biting your own arm to silence yourself. the bruising grip on your hips... the way his heavy balls slap against your clit underneath... the erotic skin-to-skin clapping sound each time he thrusts it deep... you're sobbing against the mattress at this point.
" 'kuna..! you're gonna break me! you'll break me-" you heave, between gasps.
"oh, but you love it when i break you. don't you?" sukuna taunts with a mean smirk, never stopping his dick from sinking into you all the way, tip meeting your cervix each time. you don't respond to his question, only crying and choking on the air, immersed in the overwhelming sensations.
"tell. me. you like it when i break you?" he asks again, his hips slamming into you following each enunciated word.
"i dooo! i do..." you cry out, "please... break me, 'kuna..." you say, words all sloppy and muffled from being face down.
"good girl. let me break you good," sukuna praises, sweat beginning to dribble down his abs and thighs tensing.
from behind, sukuna is wholly focused on your pretty ass, and the way the flesh of it recoils every time he pushes his fat dick into you, hard, your slip-n-slide pussy gushing each time he does that. the cum from his previous load has created more cream and now it's coated his whole cock, wettin his dick real nicely. truly fucking like dogs during breeding season. sukuna spreads your cheeks apart with his thumbs, and watches as your hole swallows his cock up so well, all inches with no exception.
"fu-uuck... feels so fuckin' good..." sukuna groans, hips never faltering against you, pushing his dick into your most sensitive spot with ease. he becomes breathless, and you sob into your mattress, making more noise to the obscene squelches that ring out in the room from your pussy.
"haa- haa- suku..na... please..." you gasp, hands balling up into fists.
"mhm. keep saying my name, baby," he coaxes, rolling and grinding his hips into you. you chant his name like a prayer, and it makes him smirk. your legs fail you and you end up falling flat on your stomach, but that doesn't stop him at all. sukuna hovers above you, cock still slotted into you nicely, his chest is pressed intimately against your back and his thick arms have you cradled, his head next to yours as he croons his neck down to take a glimpse of your face as he fucks you silly.
his pace gets rougher, more erratic, and you feel his hot breath against your ear. he takes it a step further and lets his tongue out to lick the shell of it, before you hear him mutter "shit... 'm cumming..." right into your ear. you feel his body weight heavily against your own, as he borderline collapses on top of you, hips pressed hard into your ass, panting and body twitching as he spills into you again.
"take my fucking babies," he demands, as sukuna's dick pulses and shoots another thick load into your hole. it's hot and there's so much of it, it continues even while he begins to bite down on the nape of your neck, leaving teeth marks behind. your pussy flutters around him, and you feel him shudder above you, as warmth continues to pool inside of you from his seed that comes out in long ropes.
"greedy woman... you're swallowing everything up. wringing me dry," he hums behind you, right next to your ear. you apologise without even thinking, and he chuckles deeply. he's right where he wants to be.
but that's not the end yet...
by the third, he's got you hooked up into a mating press, a good finisher for the night for a final round, veins popping out of his arms as they hold your legs up nicely for him while his cock pumps in and out of you once again. you're so full of his cum that it's actively overflowing, drooling out of you slowly, down your abdomen and ass, but the gravity of this position is what barely keeps most of it inside. nonetheless, sukuna persists with his relentless dick, still ever so hard and big, plugging the rest of his spend up inside you, making sure nothing more seeps out. he wants to ensure that is seed takes for sure, right?
"you're making a mess, spilling it everywhere. have you no shame?" sukuna asks with the meanest smirk, giving a particularly harsh thrust with that last word.
"nngh-! 'kuna, i can't.. please- oh!" you whine, tears falling from your eyes and hands limp next to either side of your head. you're reaching your limit, and this one will probably be the last one before you pass out. every time his balls reach your ass, it punches the air out of you, and your toes curl up with his every movement inside you.
"shhh... yes you can. for the sake of our kids, yeah? fuck, i can't wait to see you swollen from my seed," sukuna groans, also beginning to mumble without thinking.
"c-can't wait to taste your milk... tits full and leaking with it..." he groans, getting harder from his own imagination.
you feel his cock beginning to throb hard again. the two of you are making such a creamy mess on the bed, it's almost gluing both of you together at the hips, but neither of you care. sukuna swallows dryly, and you see his adam's apple bobbing up, then down, showing that he was also exceeding his limits. he shudders, groans and gasps above you, the way his balls slap into your now sticky ass gives for the plap plap plap noise, and you're babbling nonsense while you moan in high pitches, creeping closer to another orgasm.
"get pregnant, get pregnant, get pregnant," sukuna murmurs to himself, brows furrowed and jaw tightened as he shoves his cock into you whole for the final time, before letting himself cum straight into your womb.
"s-sukuna..." you whimper his name, body jolting while he keeps you in place as he breeds you without mercy.
he responds with groans alongside cuss words under his breath, dick all swollen and pressed deep inside you, you can feel the way his balls also clench with every stringy spurt of his cum hitting the back of your womb, heading straight for your ovaries. your poor tummy is now mildly pudgy, filled with his seed, making you all full and breathless.
sukuna gently thumbs your clit in slow circles, giving you a final climax to finish things off.
exhausted, he soon lies down on top of you, pulling you into a cradle in his arms, while his cock remains inside. his hands wipe the mess off your face, tears, snot, drool, the lot of it, and then presses a long kiss onto your mouth, your breathing beginning to relax again. you wipe the sweat off his temples and comb his disheveled hair back into place with your fingers. fused together while laying side by side, the two of you stare into each other's eyes.
"should we stay like this for a little while?" sukuna asks, kissing the wedding ring on your finger.
"mhm..." you reply, body turning into mush in his arms.
"you did so good for me. so fit to bear my children..."
you smile with your eyes closed, flustered even while you're about to doze off. now all there's left is to cockwarm him 'til he goes all soft.
timeskip to the future...
you gave birth to two beautiful twin daughters.
every morning, you are humming a song while you comb, and do up their cherry blossom coloured hair, make them healthy balanced meals every week, shower them with love every hour of the day, and kiss them goodnight before they eventually fall asleep again.
today, they are going over to a friend's house for a sleepover on this friday afternoon. you pack both of their bags full with necessities, get them ready and dressed for their most anticipated night out. you then wave them off after you walk them just a few blocks down to where their friend's house is. bye mommy! their sweet voices ring in your ears, before they excitedly rush in through the entrance with giggles.
when you make it back home, your husband's already waiting for you in the kitchen, hiding something behind his back with one arm with the sound of a loud rustle being audible, the moment you showed yourself inside. you quirk an eyebrow, and then your eyes widen once he reveals the massive bouquet of roses in his hand, the petals as crimson as his irises.
"what's the occasion?" you ask him.
"you don't know? it's valentine's day," he shrugs, watching you as you take the bouquet with a smile.
"i'd completely forgotten...."
you take a look at the neatly arranged flowers and think about how you will trim them and find the perfect vase for you to place them in.
"where have the two princesses gone off to?" sukuna asks, looking around the oddly quiet house.
"sleepover next door. it was a little last minute, but they begged me so hard it was difficult to say no."
he looks at you with sudden mischief, arms wrapping around your waist and a familiar smirk on his face.
"so we're alone together?"
"what about it?" you narrow your eyes.
"our daughters are so cute, don't you think?"
"where are you going with this?" you ask with a laugh, pushing his face away playfully.
"i was thinking... i could give you a third, if you wanted," he offers slowly.
your mind flashes back to the night when your twins were conceived...
oh, it's so hard to say no when you know exactly how it feels to fuck with the intention of bringing a child into this world. perhaps arranging these roses can come... much later.
(Lovergirlnote: this idea has been on my mind for weeks, so in honor of our man winning, I decided to put pen to paper. I hope you all enjoyđ«¶đœ)
You roll over on your side to face his sleeping form. As usual, heâs sleeping on his front, the muscles in his back relaxed and being illuminated by the moonlight.Â
Your eyes trace down his form. The tattoo on his shoulder. The light scratches from your nails. You get that pit in your stomach again. That one that begs you to put an end to your suffering and leave.Â
But you canât.Â
You love him.Â
You experience a myriad of emotions that you can only classify as grief. You feel a distinct longing for the man next to you. Your body, heart, and soul have all been claimed by him. While youâre merely a splotch in his own life. You feel anger, at yourself and him.
Angry at him for making you fall in love with you and stringing you along like this. It was cruel, and you never suspected him to a be a cruel man. How could you? Behind the bright smile and deep dimples, you couldnât fathom the flakiness there.Â
You were mad at yourselfâŠbecause you were continuously allowing it. Allowing yourself to be called back into his bed like you were some floozy.Â
You had met Michael on a random day. It was just one of those chance encounters in the grocery store, where your cart collides with someone elseâs. You and Michael had given each other those polite smiles and quick apologies. It was only when you both realized that you kept ending up the same aisles did you make conversation with each other.
One conversation turned into texts. Texts soon delved into FaceTime calls because they were Michaelâs favorite mode of communication. FaceTimes turned into secret dates to not solicit any attention of any media sites or crazed fans.Â
You and Michael just clicked. It felt right. Even in the short amount of time of meeting each other, it felt like you both knew each other for ages. You didnât mean to sleep with him. No, you were holding off on that, but one intimate and romantic night led to you moaning his name and clutching at his shoulders.Â
From that point, the territory of your relationship entered murky waters. You would still go on secret dates. You would still talk and FaceTime all the time. Youâd still have sexâŠ..but that official title had never been placed on the relationship. If you broached the subject with Michael, heâd clam up, so you dropped it.Â
Continued going along with everything like your heart wasnât breaking into shards. You were the only one left bleeding while he was untouchable.Â
You turn to leave the bed, gently. You dress in your clothes and quietly walk downstairs. In the comfort of your car, you drive back to your apartment. Your safe haven. Once inside, you take a shower. The water scalding your body, but you donât mind. You need this punishment. You need to suffering for allowing yourself to be treated like this.Â
When you get into bed, you burrow into the comfort of your sheets, but your heart still aches with sorrow. You donât realize that youâre crying until the tears begin to blur your vision.Â
You cry for yourself.
You cry for your heart.
You cry for the woman who loves a man whoâll never love her back.Â
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Five days pass. Five whole days. One-hundred twenty hours. Seven-thousand two hundred minutes. Thatâs how long you go without hearing from Michael after you left his house in the middle of the night.Â
No check-ins.Â
Your final straw comes when you check Instagram. Naturally, you canât help but check the tag surrounding his name.Â
You frown at the headline, âMichael B. Jordan is shooting his shot at Bridgerton star, Yerin Ha.â You try to brush it aside because you know how the internet loves their rumors.Â
But only you canât. You go through the evidence. You see them following each other. You see the comments on their pages. Your mind flashes back to the recent times where you were with Michael and his attention was on his phone. Was he texting her the entire time?Â
On instinct, you go to his follow list and your chest tightens and you swallow the lump forming in your throat. You note down all of the new women that heâs followingâand specifically how they donât look anything like you. You stop the tears before they can make their way out of your eyes.
Youâve cried enough tears over Michael. Youâre not about to keep doing it. You were tired of waiting around for his love and affection. It was pathetic, really.Â
You deserved better. You deserved a man who was willing to scream from the roof top about how much he loves you. A man, who is very clear and open in his feelings for you. You shouldnât have to guess their feelings. No, your man will clearly communicate his feelings each and every day.Â
You take a deep breath and mentally you can feel the shift already taking place.Â
You unfollow Michael first. You block his account and tag from your Instagram so the temptation to check up on him doesnât arouse.Â
You go through your camera roll and delete each and every picture and video of the two of you together. You even go into your recently deleted and erase the photos. You donât need your later self being tempted to go recover the photos.Â
You move from your bed to collect all of the items that Michael had ever given you. The shirts. The hoodies. The photos from the fair. The necklace with his and your initials. You drop it all in a garbage bag. You take the elevator and step outside to toss the garbage bag into the dumpster. Fortunately for you, the garbage collectors come tomorrow, so you wonât be able to get the items back even if you want to.Â
Back in the security of your apartment, you cross the room to grab your phone. You pause at seeing Michaelâs contact popping up on your phone.Â
You open the messages.Â
BakariÂ
Hey, you good? I havenât heard from you in a few days. Just wanted to check in.Â
You free this weekend?
You brush down the feelings that try to arise. You remind yourself of the five whole days of this man not contacting you or checking in. You werenât about to give him any more of your love and energy. Today, this ended.
You
I donât want to do this anymore. Itâs over.Â
Immediately upon sending the text, Michael starts calling. You send the call to voicemail, but it quickly rings again. You put the phone on DND and leave it on the counter. A tear slips down your face, but you soon realize that itâs not from sadness.
Itâs relief.Â
Itâs the final stage of your grief. Acceptance.Â
You couldnât make Michael love you. If he couldnât see how amazing you are, then it was his burden to bear now. You were finally free and you were wiping your hands of Michael.Â
Unbeknownst to you, you donât see the way that your phone lights up with continual calls and messages from Michael. A total of 80 missed calls from the man, along with a whopping total of 123 messages.Â
Bakari
What?
What does that mean?
Answer the phone.Â
Baby.
So you ignoring me now?Â
If youâre mad, just tell me what I did so I can fix it.Â
Ignoring my calls isnât the way to do this, baby.Â
You wanna end this? For what? What we have is good.Â
You know I love you, babygirl.Â
Just please, letâs talk this out.Â
Please.
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You have a funny way of surprising Michael. When he wakes up and find that your body isnât there next to his, he frowns in confusion. You always stay in the morning. Usually, heâll cook you both breakfast while you talk about random things.
Thatâs one of the things that he likes about being with you. The ease of it all. You donât make it weird. You donât care that heâs Michael B. Jordan. To you, heâs just Bakari and you let him just be.Â
He admires your discretion. You arenât one of those girls whoâs quick to flaunt to everyone that sheâs sleeping with him. You even seem content with the little secret dates that he plans for you both. In Michaelâs mind, everything is going perfect between the two of you. He even considers the possibility of asking you to be his girlfriend.Â
Five days pass without him hearing from you. He could reach out to you, but he gets caught up in multiple meetings for future projects and brand partnerships.Â
So imagine his surprise when he goes to text you to make plans only to get back the most confusing text message in response.
You
I donât want to do this anymore. Itâs over.Â
He frowns at the text message and presses the button to call you. The call immediately goes to voicemail. The anxiety begins to spike in his body and he continues calling you to avail. The text messages all go unanswered. Soon, he receives the red error when he tries to text you. You blocked him?
He opens up your Instagram and finds that youâve blocked him there too. In fact, you managed to block him on every single piece of social media you have. You even block him on Threads. To make matters worse, your friends even block him, so he canât reach out to them to see whatâs going on.Â
He racks his brain for any possible explanation of why you could be acting like this. Things were going good between you, werenât they? What signs had he missed up to this point?Â
Without thinking, he grabs his keys to go to your apartment. Your car is in the parking lot so he knows that youâre home. He rides the elevator to your floor with tension and nerves all throughout his body.Â
When he makes it to your door, he knocks and waits. You donât come to the door to answer. In facts, he stands in front of your door knocking for a solid five minutes.Â
He can see your shadow standing in front of your door and assumes that youâre checking the peep hole.Â
âI can see your feet at the door, babygirl. Just open the door so we can talk.â He says, arms bracketing the door.Â
You walk away from the door and go to sit back on the couch again. You sip on your hot cocoa and go back to watching Girlfriends. You can still see Michaelâs shadow at the door, and in a way, it creeps you out.
Shouldnât he take the hint that you donât want to talk? On the other side of the door, Michael starts to get frustrated. Why were you icing him out like this? Leaving him humiliated in front of your door like he was some random nigga?
His fists pound at your door, âOpen the door or your neighbors can see me acting a fool out here.âÂ
You sigh and cross the floor to open the door. You only open it partly with your body blocking Michael from entering. You can tell that heâs expecting you to let him in.Â
It annoys you. How easy he just expects you to bend to his will and give you. It makes you even angrier because you gave him the power to feel that way.Â
Michaelâs eyes scan down your body before meeting your eyes. You look the same, but thereâs something in your eyes that doesnât seem the same. That light and warmth that you used to have when looking at him isâŠ.gone. You stare at him like heâs a complete stranger, and he hates the way that it feels.
âYes Michael?â You state, irritation coloring your voice.
He frowns. You never call him Michael.
âWhatâs going on, baby? You send me that text and then you block me on everything before we can talk this out?â He questions, desperation coloring his expression.Â
You sigh, âItâs nothing to explain, Michael. Iâm just done. I donât wanna do whatever this is anymore.â You move to close the door, but Michael catches it in his hands.Â
âWhat do you mean? Thatâs it? Weâre just done and we donât even get to talk it over at all? I thought we were good.âÂ
âThatâs your problem, Michael! You thought we were good! You never once asked me about my feelings in all of this. Iâm not about to let you keep dragging me along. I donât deserve that, so Iâm done with this conversation. I donât want anything to do with you, and I donât wanna see you anymore.â You go to close the door again before he catches it.Â
He opens his mouth to protest.Â
âEverything good here?â You and Michaelâs eyes snap over to your neighbor, Dre. You and Dre had been living across from each other for a solid four years. You both moved in around the same time and Dre was nice enough to help you put together your furniture.Â
Michael gives Dre a stink eye, âYeah, man, Iâm just talking to my girl.âÂ
Dre smirks, âFrom where Iâm standing, bruh. Donât sound like she yo girl. In fact, I can recall her saying that she done with you.â
Dreâs words and his tone seem to set Michael off. You can see him puffing up his chest and his fists clenching. In response, Dre stands taller and has a look in his eye that heâs almost challenging Michael to step to him.Â
You quickly step between both men to diffuse the situation. The last thing you need is to be posted on The Shade Room with some corny caption about Michael fighting your neighbor.Â
You look between both of them, âItâs cool, Dre. Michael was just leaving.â Michaelâs jaw almost drops at how quickly you dismiss him. He looks into your eyes again to see some form of affection, but he gets nothing. It was like you flicked some type of switch and now you werenât in love with him.Â
Michael gives you one last look of longing before turning to walk down the hallway. Even when he turns his head, you arenât watching him leave. Youâre talking to Dre who steps up to give you a hug.
Rage and possession claws beneath Michaelâs ribcage. He wants to go back and confront the other man. He wants to win you back, but he also knows that he doesnât have the privilege to act reckless.Â
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Three whole months pass.Â
You donât call Michael. In fact, you leave him blocked on everything. Youâre heartbroken. Of course you are. Itâs hard to be in love with someone that isnât good for you.Â
You work on yourself during the time. You allow yourself to feel and be present. You explore things for yourself. You focus on healing and loving yourself more.Â
The last thing on your mind is a relationship. In fact, you swear off relationships for the moment. You just want to enjoy being single.  You go out with your homegirls and have fun. You dance. You laugh. You take yourself on dates and become content with your own company.Â
Itâs on one of these self-appointed solo dates that you meet him. Theo.Â
âUmm..excuse me, miss, do you mind if I sit here?â A voice asks. You look up and you both lock eyes with each other. The man in front of you is fine. Like that type of 90s fine that all the girls are craving.Â
Smooth brown skin with a low fade. You catch yourself staring and you blush, âOf course. Seatâs all yours.â
âThank you! Itâs just really packed in here and I wanna read my book. Iâm Theo by the way,â He states, pulling the book from his spot under his arm. You smile and introduce yourself.
âWhat are you reading?â You find yourself asking.Â
âSula by Toni Morrison.â Theo replies.Â
Your eyes widen, âI love that book!â Theo lets out a soft laugh, âI really like it so far. Iâm doing a little reading challenge with reading all of her work.âÂ
For the next few hours, you and Theo sit together talking about books and your shared interests. At the end of your little yap session, he shyly asks for your number, which you give to him.Â
Things with Theo are easy after that. Heâs sweet, smart, funny, and amazing at communicating. You love that you donât have to guess what heâs thinking. Heâs upfront about his intentions with you.Â
You go on a few dates with him and your connection grows stronger.Â
Youâre happy. Youâve found someone who makes you happy.
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For Michael, things spiral downward. Sure, things with his career are going great, but he doesnât have you, which feels like the ultimate blow.
After you ended the relationship, he takes some time to reflect on why it ended. He went through all of the pieces of your interactions together. How youâd lay beside him after sex, and thereâd be that look of longing to cuddle. Sometimes, he would and other times he wouldnât.Â
He comes to the conclusion that you were in love with him, and you wanted more. You wanted to officially be called his girlfriend.
âShe couldâve told me. I wouldâve wifed her up with no hesitation.â He thinks to himself.Â
Michael doesnât note the hypocrisy of his own thinking and statements. He fails to truly grasp how much he hurt you.
You cutting him out of your life hurts him. How you just easily disregarded him like he was some regular guy. How you stared at him with nothing in your eyes when he was prepared to grovel for you.Â
Even though you cut him from your life, that doesnât mean that he cut you from him. He keeps every trace of memorabilia that you left behind. He sprays your perfume across the pillows. He places one of your t-shirts on the pillow next to him. He takes a pair of your panties and sniff them in hopes of catching your lingering scent.Â
He doesnât even feel shame about the revelation. He just wants to get you back, which is why he becomes desperate.Â
Michael find himself outside your apartment building multiple day. Not going in, but just watching. He watches and waits for you to exit the building. His breath hitches at how good you look. You were taking this breakup easier than expected.
He hates that.Â
It should be tearing you up just as much as itâs hurting him. You donât even notice as Michael follows you through the day, casually remembering your schedule in his head.Â
He enters your apartment while youâre gone. Itâs frankly really easy to pick the locks to your place. He walks around the space and notes all the subtle changes that you made since leaving him.Â
He goes into the bedroom and flickers through your drawers. He surprised when he finds a vibrator and dildo in the back of the second one. Awwww his poor baby had to find a way to satisfy her need.
He picks up the dildo and notes that the color, length, and girth all match his description. He imagines you sticking the dildo the wall and thrusting back onto it. He bets that you put the vibrator on your clit while doing it. Michael imagines all of your pretty juices running down the dildo.Â
It all makes him very jealous. That should be his cock that youâre leaking on. His mind plays back all of the imagines of you being intimate. The way that you would gasp when he first slid inside you. How your warm wet walls would pull him in. How those pretty tears would gather in your eyes when he was hitting that spot just right.Â
He misses you. And from your little sex toy situation, itâs quite obvious that you miss him too. Michael moves to your hamper and collects a pair of your dirty panties. He pockets the material and moves back in the living room. He walks into the kitchen to catch a glimpse of the calendar that you had on the fridge.Â
He freeze when he see, âDate with Theoâ listed there. Who is Theo? Was this your new nigga? Had you replaced him already? Possessiveness fills his mind. Youâre his girl. No other man should even be thinking of breathing near you.Â
Hours later, heâs still inside your apartment. Hidden in the back of your closet. Heâs lucky that you have so much stuff in your closet that heâs able to hide behind. He doesnât think this plan through. He just needs to be near you.Â
You walk back into the apartment and he can distinctly see you through the cracks in the closet. God, you look beautiful. Like youâre glowing.
You pick out a t-shirt and shorts to go shower. When you get out with your towel wrapped around you, you drop it and Michael can see your fully naked body. His eyes carefully watch as you apply lotion and oil to your body. He watches intently as you run your hands across your breasts and down to your stomach.Â
You throw your clothes on just as your phone starts ringing. You smile at seeing Theoâs name pop up.
âYou canât get enough of me already Theo,â you say when you answer the phone.Â
The man on the other end laughs, âEnough of you? Never pretty girl. Thereâs not enough hours in the day to be able to see you the way that I want to.âÂ
âCorny nigga.â Michael thinks to himself. Much to his surprise, you actually awe and fall for the line. He has to listen for the next hour as you and Theo chat on the phone. He clocks your plans to go grocery shopping tomorrow and how Theo plans to go with you.
Michael deduces in that moment that he plans to be there as well. He wasnât about to let some random think he could take his girl from him.Â
After your phone call with Theo, you fall asleep in bed. Michael waits until he knows that youâre in a deep sleep and he steps from the closet carefully.Â
He observes your sleeping form. You still part your lips in the same way. He has the sudden urge to just lay beside youâŠ.and he does. He carefully slides onto the mattress next to you and scoots closer so that heâs cuddling your body. His presses his nose to your bonnet and inhales the sweet scent of the oil you like to use on your hair.Â
For the next fifteen minutes, he just lays there. He carefully slides from the bed and moves around to kneel in front of you.Â
The temptation to kiss you weighs heavy on his mind. His ghosts his lips across yours first, but then he firmly presses them together. Electricity radiated through his body. He missed feeling your lips on his. He doesnât get greedy, no matter how much he wants to keep kissing you.Â
He walks out of your apartment and you donât even have a clue that heâs been there.Â
Oh well, heâll see you tomorrow at the grocery store.Â
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Michael spots you and Theo before you even see him. Youâre wearing a pretty dress that swishes when you walk by. You look gorgeous, but he despises the fact that you get all dressed up like this for the other man.Â
You and Theo both laugh loudly while he reaches on the top shelf to grab stuff for you. Michael has to push the bile down his throat at seeing the other man putting his hand around your waist & even the fact that you donât stop him.Â
Michael maneuvers his basket down the same aisle that you and Theo go on. He pretends to be contemplating which brand of pickles that he wants. He watches you from the corner of his eye. He knows that you see him by the way that you body stiffens.Â
Before you can try to pretend not to see him, he turns and locks eyes with you. A big smile spreads across his face as he approaches you and Theo.Â
He calls your name and leans in for a hug. The hug is rather tense on your end, but heâll ignore it for now. âItâs really nice to see you,â Michael inserts.
You smile tensely, âYou too.âÂ
His eyes finally clock Theo and he gives a faux smile to the man. The kind that he often gives the media on those red carpets. Michael sticks his hand out, âHey man, Iâm Michael.âÂ
Theo smiles and shakes Michaelâs hand in return, âWassup man, Iâm Theo. Itâs nice to meet you, Iâm a big fan.âÂ
âOf course you are.â Michael thinks.Â
The silence is awkward between you and Michael. He looks down at you, âSo you just uh..doing some grocery shopping?â
You nod, âYeah, I figured today was a nice day and plus Theoâs helping me to reach all of the really tall things.â You look over to the other man, who smiles in response. Michael wants to ram his basket into the manâs knees.Â
âThatâs nice. And you two areâŠ.friends?â Michael questions, trying to play it cool.Â
Theo interjects, âNah, Iâm her boyfriend actually.âÂ
Boyfriend? Boyfriend? Michael almost thinks he goes deaf for a second because he just knows that his girl isnât dating someone else.Â
Michael has to play off the surprise and he smiles at you, âWow! Thatâs great. Iâm really happy for you. You deserve to be happy.âÂ
You do deserve to be happy, but just not with this nigga. You give a small thanks before youâre moving around Michael with Theo in tow. Though you try to be discreet, Michael can still hear your conversation.
âI didnât know you knew Michael B. Jordan.â
âYep, itâs a lot to explain, but itâs an old situation though.âÂ
Michaelâs jaw drops at your words. Is that really how you felt? Well, lucky for you, he was a persistent man and he always got what he wanted.Â
And he wanted you back.
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You put the incident with Michael behind you. You figure that itâs the last that youâre going to see of him. Youâre happy. Youâre really happy with where you are with Theo.Â
But you wonât lie. Seeing Michael did send traces of those feelings reeling right back into you chest. He looked good, but he always looked good. You remind yourself of how he treated you before and opt to keep those feelings buried.Â
Itâs night when you get back to your apartment. You had just come back from a date with Theo. The dress that youâre wearing conforms nicely to your body. Your heels click softy in the hallway as you make your way to your front door.Â
You stop at seeing a man standing by your front door. It isnât until he looks up at you that you calm down.Â
âMichael, what are you doing here?â You inquire, staring the man down. Heâs casually dressed a pair of sweats and a hoodie. You hate how good he looks even when heâs dressed so casual.
âI was hoping to come by so we could talk,â He replies, staring into your eyes.Â
You go to reject the offer when he cuts in, âPlease, just a few minutes. Then Iâll leave. I just want to finally clear the air with us.âÂ
You sigh and nod your head. Which is honestly a dense move on your part. You unlock the door and move to let Michael in. Closing the door behind you, you walk towards the kitchen.Â
âYou want a bottle of water?â You ask Michael. He nods and moves to catch the water you toss his way. You both sip from your respective water bottles, gazing intensely at each other.Â
You finally sit down at the counter while Michael does the same thing on the opposite side.Â
You donât make any move to speak first. You let Michael have the floor. He clears his throat, âI guess I just really wanted to say sorry. It wasnât right for me to lead you on like that. I shouldâve been better with communicating my feelings to you, and I definitely shouldnât have been sleeping with you without defining the terms of our relationship.â
There it is. All out in the open. You sigh and sway lightly on your heels, âThank you for that. I really appreciate it. I just have to ask, did you know that I was in love with you?â
Michael nods, âYeahâŠ.I mean not at first, but I started picking up on it. I was actually planning to ask you to be my girlfriend.âÂ
You can feel your heart clenching. You want to focus on the possibility of him asking you to be his girlfriend. But then you remember, it still wouldnât change how he treated you. You take another sip of your water, âIt wouldnât have changed anything. You were still treating me like I was just some hoe before then. But itâs all water under the bridge. We can move on now.â
Michaelâs eyes scan down your body. You look amazing in that dress. He can also see the internal struggle that youâre going through. Even though you were saying that you were moving on, he knows that you still love him.Â
Heâs not leaving out of this apartment without his girl.Â
âWhat if I donât want to move on?â Michael asks, eye contact intense.Â
âThen Iâd say thatâs a you problem. It doesnât concern me anymore,â You reply back. He almost wants to laugh at this front that youâre putting on.Â
Michael moves from his spot at the counter and rounds it to stand in front of you. You take a step back to place some distance between you. You keep backing up until your butt meets the counter by the stove. Michael presses his body close to yours, arm bracketing both sides of your body.Â
He leans down so that his face is above yours. Even in heels, he still has height over you. His dark eyes meet your wide ones, âI donât think you understand, babygirl. I want you back. I love you.â
Your breath hitches and you shake your head, âI donât love you anymore. Iâm with Theo now.âÂ
Michael smacks his lips, âWe both know thatâs a lie. You donât love that nigga. Heâs just some sorry replacement for me.â
You shake your head and try to push him back. Michael leans down to ghost his lips over yours. One of his hands travel between your legs. âIf youâre over me, then assure me that when I touch your pussy, you wonât be wet?âÂ
You frown at him, âMaybe Iâm already wet from Theo. Youâre so sure that Iâm not over you. How do you know that I didnât let him touch me before I got back here?âÂ
Michaelâs eyes turned dark and you almost feel fear at the look on his face. You gasp at the smirk that crosses his face. âThatâs too bad. I guess Iâll just have to check. Make sure his cum isnât anywhere inside you.â
Itâs your turn to be confused at the statement. Michael pulls you from the counter and places you over the arm of the couch. You turn to try to move, but his arm stops you. A quick smack to your backside makes you jump, âStay still.â
You donât even know why youâre obeying. You should be fighting or screaming. You shouldnât be excited at him manhandling your or this weird possessiveness over you.Â
Your wet panties slide down your legs and you shiver at the cool air hitting your folds. Michael whistles lowly behind you, âShe still pretty like I remember.â
Involuntarily, you feel yourself clench at the words. Michael noticed this and laughs softly, âSeems like she missed daddyâs voice.âÂ
His hands travel up your legs and thighs before he reaches the apex of yours thighs. Two thick fingers push into your entrance and clench around the fingers. You can feel Michael moving his fingers around before he pulls them out. You slap your hand over your mouth to stop the whine from leaving.Â
Michael holds his fingers up to the light, inspecting the shiny slick there. Your mouth drops when he places the two fingers in his mouth and sucks the essence from them. He moves his lips around a little before swallowing. His dark eyes find yours again, âWhy you lying to me baby? Not that I didnât already know.â
He stands to his full height and pulls your hips to his. You can feel the material of the sweatpants on your bare thighs. Michael pushes the pants down and you clock the he isnât wearing underwear.Â
His dick slaps crudely against his stomach. You can see the precum leaking from the tip. Your eyes trace down Michaelâs dick. You can feel yourself becoming wetter. Your body hadnât forgot how Michael made you feel. Michael sees you staring and grips his dick in his hand, âYou missed this, baby? Tell me you want me and Iâll give it to you.âÂ
You shake your head. You shouldnât be getting caught back up in Michael. You try to think of Theo. Poor, sweet Theo. He doesnât deserve you cheating on him.Â
Michael runs his dick up and down your folds. You shiver as he slides across your pearl. You jump slightly when you feel his tip breaching your entrance. You hate the way that you body naturally accommodates him.Â
Michael sits there with only the tip in and leans over your body. âCome on, baby. You donât have to torture us like this. I promise this time will be different. I love you. I really do. I want this to work. I promise Iâll take you out on dates. Iâll never hide you. I just want to be with you and make you feel good.â
A soft moan leaves your mouth when you feel him sliding deeper into you. Michael takes these as a signal and gives small thrusts, âYou still love me. You still want me. We donât have to talk any big plans right now. Just let me make you feel good.â His fingers travel beneath you and he starts to rub small circles on your clit.Â
âPlease,â You whimper out. Your teary eyes meet his as you push your hips back, âPlease make me feel good, Kari.â
Michael pushes his dick completely into you and it knocks the breath out of you. He starts a deep pace with his hands on your hips. Your body jostles against the couch as your fingers grab at one of the pillows. Those same moans that he loves hearing fill the room.Â
He grabs your hair in his hand and roughly pulls you up to his chest. This angle cause him to sink deeper into your body. Michael moves his lips to your ear, âFeels good, doesnât it? You wanted to keep me away from this good pussy?âÂ
Youâre so far gone that you canât even form any words. Your eyes are at the back of the head. Michael can feel you tightening and with a few rubs against your clit, you explode against him. Your body shakes and sags in his hold.Â
You feel like a rag doll with how Michael is manhandling you. You barely register the fact that he has your spread out on the counter until you feel the chill on your back. Michael drags your hips to the edge and folds your legs back. Your back arches as he enters you again.Â
He looks at the mess between your legs and groans. You always did get messy for him. He leans over you to greet you with a sloppy kiss. However, you fail to realize that heâs actually moving your phone closer and calling Theo.Â
The call connects and Michael can see the other man squinting at the phone to get a clear picture of whatâs happening. He smirks, âBaby, whoâs making you feel this good?âÂ
You moan, âYou are, Kari.â
He quickens his pace and your moans get louder. He pushes one of your legs to your chest, âYou been giving my pussy to that other nigga?â He locks eyes directly with Theo.
You whine and shake your head. Michael moves his fingers down to your clit, âTell me youâre mine, princess.âÂ
Your nails are scratching at arms as your watery gaze meets his, âIâm yours, Kari. Only yours.â He tongue kisses you and you fall apart again. Michaelâs own release hit and you moan at his warm release coating your walls.
Youâre so gone that you donât even notice the FaceTime call. Michael laughs silently as Theo hangs up the phone. Well, he doesnât have to worry about him anymore.Â
For the rest of the night, your bodies connect and he makes sure to keep his cum inside of you.Â
âI love you baby,â He whispers as you lay on his chest.
âI love you too, Kari,â you whisper back.Â
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Michael tries to act surprised when you call him a few weeks later crying about missing your period and three positive pregnancy tests.Â
You assure him that you were taking your birth control and you donât know how this could happen. But Michael does.Â
His frequent trips to your apartment led him to stumble across your birth control pack. Itâs surprisingly easy to find placebo pills that look just like birth control. He tosses all of your pills down the toilet and replaces them with the placebos.
He knows that youâre taking them because you were always on top of stuff like that. That night, he was careful enough to choose the night that he knew that you would be ovulating. With how much he came in you that night, he believes you wouldâve gotten pregnant even if you were still on birth control.Â
Michael consoles you when you call. He tells you that youâll make this work and that heâs going to take care of you and the baby. He manipulates the idea in your head that this is a good thing.Â
Now you can all be a family.Â
You, him, and the baby.Â
You donât have to worry about all of the semantics, especially the part where he stalked and manipulated his way back into your life.Â
The only thing that that matters is how much he loves you and how much heâs willing to do anything to keep you.