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here is my comic, LILY + EVEY IN: “MERRY BIRTH”, starring my half-demon shitpunk ocs, lily + evey

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👹 MONSTERDOME 2018 📖 by polymer despair

pixel artbook; 100 monsters from POLYMERDESPAIR

MONSTERDOME ANNUAL 2018 is out now!

moving into my fourth year of making monster pixel art - get this collection of 100 original beasties from the Monsterdomes, currently half-price for the first month of release!

currently half-price for the first month of release, or available in a better-than-half-price bundle with MONSTERDOME 2017!

please share if you can! thank you! 🦇

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polymer despair is creating MONSTERS + EXPERIENCES | Patreon

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i just launched my patreon! please share if you can - and help me to make more STRANGE EXPERIENCES 🦇🦇

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i am hard at work, starting my doctoral study and finishing up the second MONSTERDOME book for 2018! please share and support if you can 🌹🦇

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A bundle by polymer despair, £2.50 for IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT, MONSTERDOME ANNUAL 2017, the Lyon

i am doing a sale for halloween!! please check out my better-than-half-price bundle of my monster book, bat-hunk twine, and gbc-horror game, respectively🎃🦇

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sale ends tomorrow at midnight!

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A bundle by polymer despair, £2.50 for IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT, MONSTERDOME ANNUAL 2017, the Lyon

i am doing a sale for halloween!! please check out my better-than-half-price bundle of my monster book, bat-hunk twine, and gbc-horror game, respectively🎃🦇

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POLYMER DESPAIR presents: a childhood favourite…

🦁         the Lyon 🦁

Walking home at night, you spot a damaged cartridge in the middle of the road.

You almost remember this. Didn’t your cousin have this? Or a friend in your hometown? Is there a copy with your own saves, your own after-bedtime memories, buried in storage somewhere?

All you can do is dig out an old system - just barely old enough to be backwards-compatible with the cartridge you’ve found, and nearly broken itself - and check it out.

A personal microhorror from Polymer Despair; a game about playing when you aren’t supposed to, exploring the holes left by other people, and the moments when everything suddenly stops.

FEATURING:

40 pictures

21 noises

SOME MILD JUMPSCARES (shuddersome noises and weird looks; no gore or hyperrealistic bloodshot eyes etc)

Clangy .midi-2-.ogg soundtrack 🎹🦇

1 little lyon

BUY + DOWNLOAD ON ITCH.IO NOW

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POLYMER DESPAIR presents…

THE MONSTERDOME ANNUAL 2017

Welcome to Monsterdome™! You, yes, you, have been selected by the ineffable Will™ of the Battlegods™ as a monster trainer; one who raises and prepares monsters for the trials of the eight Domes, hoping to battle their way up to an audience with the Battlegods™themselves.

But! You might be confused, at first. What’s a good Outer-class monster for novices? How should I address that Dome Master with a pearl for a head? What powers does my MASQUERTO possess? Whatever shall I fuse my sweet BATARO with?

The answers to these questions, and many more, can be found in the MONSTERDOME ANNUAL 2017, a handy up-to-date zine/spotter’s guide to 100 of the monsters created by your friend and my me, Polymer Despair. From ABSYNTH to ZOOZE, through EDENDOME to STARDOME and beyond, start a journey through memories of flashy “Official Annuals” for the latest big monster-based franchises… today!

FEATURING:

75 PAGES of the freshest MONSTERDOME CONTENT!

100 ORIGINAL MONSTERS, with descriptions and skillsets provided!

8 DOMES to find them in!

8 DOME MASTERS to face!

MY personal gratitude!

BUY + ENJOY ON ITCH.IO NOW

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i want to live in the glass husk of a megachurch

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i want to see liberace when i die

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POLYMER DESPAIR presents:

☽ IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT ☾

A couple of years ago, you knew a shy but nice research student - even hooked up with him, a couple of times. You fell out touch, but now he’s back…

…and he’s become a giant bat, twice your size, with big ears, big eyes, and wings that can wrap around you like a blanket.

For some reason, it’s only made him hotter.

As if navigating your rekindled relationship wasn’t enough, you’ve got your local super-criminal network to deal with - and they’re just dying to get to know the new couple…

Experience IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT, the latest twine from the brain that brought you BATWORLD and DEMON DATE: a monster romance between you (the reader) and a big anthropomorphic man-like bat - or is it the other way around?

DEMO VERSION AVAILABLE - the first three chapters, for free!

FEATURING:

Illustrations by:

@nyaparts

@moonrunner

@arcadechan​

@colafizz

@catiadraws​

@avafaidian​

@pussykraken​

@zombiescratch​

@minty-aku​

@sobekstar

@exhausted-trashgoddex

@knife-goblin​

@chowarts

@hellssovereign​

@st-gobnait​

15 chapters and over 50,000 words of original bat-based story

Love! Intrigue! Danger! Losing the shorts!

An ensemble cast of frankly criminal weirdos - who is afraid of a big, bad bat, anyway?

1 big bat, ready for love.

BUY + DOWNLOAD ON ITCH.IO NOW

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IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT: DEMO VERSION

It came as a shock…

A couple of years ago, you knew a shy but nice research student - even hooked up with him a couple of times. You lost touch, but now he’s back…

…and he’s a giant bat-monster.

And, stranger yet, he’s hot.

It’s here! Experience the first three chapters of IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT, the latest twine from the brain that brought you BATWORLD and DEMON DATE: a monster romance between you (the reader) and a big anthropomorphic man-like bat - or is it the other way around?

Full version coming soon!

FEATURING:

Chapter art by:

@nyaparts

@moonrunner

@arcadechan

3 chapters (10,000 words) in this special demo version

1 big bat, full of love.

BUY ON ITCH.IO HERE

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this is what i’m doing now! it’s a romantic twine about a big furry bat monster and the you who loves him

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IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT: DEMO VERSION

It came as a shock…

A couple of years ago, you knew a shy but nice research student - even hooked up with him a couple of times. You lost touch, but now he’s back…

…and he’s a giant bat-monster.

And, stranger yet, he’s hot.

It’s here! Experience the first three chapters of IN THE ARMS OF THE NIGHT, the latest twine from the brain that brought you BATWORLD and DEMON DATE: a monster romance between you (the reader) and a big anthropomorphic man-like bat - or is it the other way around?

Full version coming soon!

FEATURING:

Chapter art by:

@nyaparts

@moonrunner

@arcadechan

3 chapters (10,000 words) in this special demo version

1 big bat, full of love.

BUY ON ITCH.IO HERE

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this is what i’m doing now! it’s a romantic twine about a big furry bat monster and the you who loves him

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i want to live in a cave where the acoustics magnify every little sound so i only ever have to whisper

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i want to bite into a bath bomb and foam at the mouth

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i finished my big twine, BATWORLD! u can download it on dropbox here

create a bat of your very own, selecting from such options as ear length, overall size and diet, and explore the enchanting batworld, a planet much like our own in the sense that there are bats in both of ‘em

will your bat stockpile food for winter? make friends with other bats? master the art of flying? or will they search for secrets, and confront the mysterious white storm? only you can decide!

FEATURING:

8 endings, including one secret ending!

at least 6 bat stats to train and/or select

13 nights of exhilarating text-based gameplay

at least 10,000 words of original, bat-based story

3 story routes; will your bat befriend the weird widow nanny veldkamp, the lonely researcher sam oensis, or the troublesome nycter kids? how about all of them?

the patented new bat plus mode

more bats than u can shake a stick (with a bat on it) at!

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overly sepcific desire: i want u to play my twine (again)

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i want a zipper for a mouth irl