Remember how starving felt. Remember how you felt like you could float, how you were always motivated because you knew you were losing weight. Remember how everyone was noticing that you lost weight, how your gym teacher’s eyes went wide when she saw your new weight. Remember how you could feel the pounds shedding off with every drop of sweat, how you could fast for days on end without a single pain, how you could effortlessly refuse food, how you could always control yourself… now think about how being fat feels. Think about how you always feel sick after binging your heart out and how you feel tired all the time. Think about how you feel gross after just laying around all day, always surrounded by food, always accepting the food put out in front of you. Why do you make yourself feel like this? Why do you make yourself fat? Honey, you know what you need to do. Just don’t eat.
-ana, the nice one. (via giveupforskinny)
