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I don't see the point of drinking casually, like tf?? I drink to get drunk, not trynna ingest some extra cals to NOT get crazy🤨

etherealghostdoll

me trying to enjoy something: ☻

my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny

me: ☹

fatterdummy

TW MEANSPO

you cant control yourself. once you start eating you cant fucking stop, can you? the reason no one wants to hang out with you is because when they do all you want to do is eat. it isn't cute to eat 600+ calories for a meal, you're not Nikocado Avocado so go keep trying to be skinny, and cute, and tiny even though we both know your going to go straight back to eating a dinner for 4 each night. everyone messes up their diet sometimes but how much are you messing up to look like that? for 10 pounds that's 35 000 calories... gross right? and now think how many calories you've needed to shove down your throat to get where you are. fucking disgusting.

i wanna tell you that everything you do is fucking destroying me because of how dear you are to me but please don’t stop that destruction would be so much worse

i cant though obviously lol

i wish you still loved me the way you did then cause fuck this is killing me

i’m just a hole for you to fuck at this point but i guess it’s better than being nothing at all to you

i don’t think there’s a place for me in this life. i thought i’d found it but it seems that i was really wrong n now i don’t know what to do everyone’s moved on without me even my mum it feels like there’s no space for me anywhere n i can’t be on my own i think my times coming to an end tbh it doesn’t seem like i can go anywhere else or do anything else i have nothing and no one