Tw; Ed,rants active oct 2022

Height 5'8 sw130 cw130 (winter break uk?)Gw122 ugw97 depressed with social anxiety and body dismorphic disorder and anorexic

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

guys my mum is making me recover, please remember to take care and be gentle with yourselves, I love you all

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

Todays intake

Breakfast and lunch;Chia pudding and monster, biosteel

100,20,5cals

dinner: 1/4 roast beef, 2 cups mash, 1 cup peas

30,314,40

total: 514

I wish I new weight

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

OMGGG MY DAD GOT ME A SCALE

I think it’s because he thinks 1) I’ll watch myself spiral and decide myself to recover 2) he wants to know if I’m underweight (he asked what it was)

I’m nervous but soooo excited this is the first time in YEARS I’ve ever been weighed

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

NOO HE FUCKING CHANGED HIS MIND BEFORE I COULD WEIGH MYSELF NOOOOOOOOO

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

OMGGG MY DAD GOT ME A SCALE

I think it’s because he thinks 1) I’ll watch myself spiral and decide myself to recover 2) he wants to know if I’m underweight (he asked what it was)

I’m nervous but soooo excited this is the first time in YEARS I’ve ever been weighed

[achingxbones]

i want to tear myself apart limb from limb and reconstruct myself in the way i wanna be.

[heateron]

every time someone takes a photo of me and shows it to me it’s like. there’s no way i look like that i will kill myself

[beautifugly]

idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

[rosyfever-deactivated20131222]

humans are so gross i hate being human

[kidneyyisabone-deactivated20230]

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

Todays intake

Breakfast: chia pudding

120 cals

lunch:monster

10 cals

dinner: chicken,rice, cabbage n bacon

170,170, 60x3

total:677

I’m bloated af and I still gotta workout n do sum homework ugh

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

*Looks in the mirror* ew

I’m gonna have a breakdownnnnnnn

[strawberry-f1eldz]

☕️

its ok

i add sweetener and its alr but i way prefer iced caramel lattes but they have too many c4ls

[boneybastards-deactivated202307]

ask me things bitches

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

I love my family but I wanna move out as soon as I’m old enough so I can just peacefully starve

[cryptid-corpse]

Imagine having the attention span to read a book or watch a movie or something, it must be wild.

Not me though, I have no idea what's going on ever.

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[iknowitwontwork]

REBLOG IF IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO BOTHER YOU IF YOU'RE MY MUTUAL

[thegaybitch15-deactivated202303]

Please bother me actually 

[zero-cal-slushys]

Love being bothered

[overworkedpotentialbonesspo]

Todays intake

Breakfast: 2 packs oatmeal

240 cals

lunch: almond milk iced coffee

20 cals

dinner: spicy chicken burger w/out bottom bun

total:630

if I eat in the 600s or less two more times I’ll wear this pretty body con dress to school